"Nowhere To Hide / Has Us"

"Nowhere To Hide"

By Arcassin Burnham 

Can't get away from the problems,

Nowhere to hide from the drama,

I was always the outcast looking towards a new life

With some rare asana,

Developing nothing from mama,

Except the bad qualities,

Getting through it all with ease,

While making a living,

I can't fight with these demons,

I can't breathe just to speak,

Along around the park with memories as a kid,

You never would see me,

And now you decide you would hate me,

I'm more of a man than you portray me,

Not looking for your envy or the devilish pity.

"Has Us"

By Arcassin Burnham

Down by the bridge where we stored our

Feelings,

It has us walking in parallels as were

Holding hands with our own magic spells to

Catch each others eyes each time we split 

apart from the sight of love and watching 

roses blooming in this country heat ,

Sweating Pure juices when being cooked,

Like two bees retrieving honey,

When the things we watch on t.v. are funny,

When we think that time has stood still

For us to kiss and hug and feast upon our glances,

We lost all of that,

There is no more second chances.

"Just a foot in the dirt toward another problem each day in the world".

- Arcassin B.

"Don't Leave Me Behind"

"Don't Leave Me Behind"

By Arcassin Burnham

Ultimately I'd rather be a pawn in your game

Of love and trust but it was more like a game

Of life,

Let them know just how you really feel when

Your not biting off legs and your expensive 

Taste for high heels,

I've begged the heavens for you to be one, 

But they stand so tall and quiet,

*there is no easy way to love you if you leave*

*me behind*.

Originally i would have been a loner in a world
full of wolves that lay their seeds of hate and lust
upon the world,
Gleaming like your the only bright star in the room
of lost souls pleasing everybody through the
struggle,


i feel it in the air tonight , it's everywhere in different
corners of my body, if i say you give me joy,

*there is no easy way to love you if you leave*

*me behind*.

"The Love That People Deserves always go unmissed".

- Arcassin B.

"Can't Right Now"

"Can't Right Now"

By Arcassin Burnham

We could have been in all the other worlds across

the galaxy exploring what makes you happy the most,

But i can't right now..

We could have traveled a hundred miles on our way to

freedom like the angels would allow us to enjoy them,

But i can't right now.

I was so lucky to embrace the parts of your skin that i touched

while i was in your presence thinking about how this is a rush,

caring about you like the sun giving its rising warming peace,

i hate when you're gone , but at last i want to do is believe,

I Can't right now,

it's too good be true lord , I Can't right now.




"Find a way to love when it find you".

- Arcassin B

"Unknown #24"

"Unknown #24"
By Arcassin Burnham 

Listen to the beat of my heart it's like a tiny drum,

But filled with so much life and blood til it overflows 

With anger and shame to get it boiling or does your

Sadness turn it cold again, 

Maybe you should cut tied up ends,

Maybe you talk to all your friends,

If you had some then that would be somethin',

Really there's no need to pretend,

But you're a loner 

Always will be,

Stays at home and thinks of memories, 

The bad ones not the ones with envy,

Get a hold of yourself in this economy, 

I did not know now where I would be,
if i didn't let shit get to me,
if all the things in life that I've encountered was pleasant to me,
i wouldn't having this conversation with my heart nailed on my sleeve.



"You could walk through the brick road into the future , make you leave your past behind".

- Arcassin B

"Sunsetting Amusement"

"Sunsetting Amusement"

By Arcassin Burnham

*Everything stays the way it should in days*

*where we belong in beauty on the television*

*that could make the brain upset from all the*

*controversies that flood the earth with wickedness*

*and lies to make people like me resent the world*

*bury me*

*learn from me*

*until the death of me*

*Ya see the people want to believe that we could be*

*as free as we want to be in this economy while no*

*difference has been made*

*the evil ones think to block out the sun so we could*

*have all the shade*

*for their amusement*,

*bury me*

*learn from me*

*until we are truly free*.





"Be A Leader Not A Follower".

- Arcassin B.

"~black hat~ / Evil Lives Here"

"~black hat~ / Evil Lives Here"

By Arcassin Burnham 

Power of greed could consume and

Bring out the worst in you,

Putting down the hopes of people around you,

Terrifying the youngsters from their destinies 

And destinations , mixed with fantasies and 

Lust and occupation,

No law,

No code of conduct, 

Just free spirits wandering in trees and places filled

With so much vegetation bringing forth communication 

To nature and what it gave to us humans to survive

And let go all of the false information that we hear on

T.v,

Or is that just me?

I take my hat off to the -people that brought us into

This life,

To live and learn and love to be precise.

/

The sight,

The smell,

The sound,

The thought of you,

I put together pieces of this virtue,

Darkness follows and your head is so cold,

Love I swear to you is not a fluke,

And my love for you has finally grew,

In search of color , 

we just brightened up the hue,

Evil lives here,  

it's just something you never knew,

Finding ways to please it,

Only in a muse,

no matter what happens we have to maintain our

Youth.





"Evil will not win but only with the faith of his name".

- Arcassin B.

"Fresh Cut Grass"

"FRESH CUT GRASS"

By Arcassin Burnham

Cracking necks and sneezing to prevent
Pure evil from letting go your misguided
Soul from this hell and her hell and his
Hell is a lot different than what it might
Seem in his or her eyes,
We prevail,
To be human beings in these dark times,
Pushing and pacing and paving numbers of
The population while playing sick games,
When all we want is sunny days with fresh
Cut grass,
Playing Frisbee in cold winters and make
Beds for summer,
Some are quite good swimmers,
Some are good runners,
in the grass we go.




"Smells Like Freedom".

- Arcassin B.

"Blows"

"Blows"

By Arcassin Burnham 

When It rains and it pours , is it God crying?

Or does he make mistakes too by dropping 

Glasses of water on some parts of the planet,

sometimes i cant stand it,

Its too hard to manage

With all the decorative seasons and foreign

Ghettos,

Following their footsteps and letting all of their 

Friends go,

I wish everything was in slow motion so I could

Move through this crowd of asshole and jerks,

Its more than I deserve,

And when the wind blows I'll be sitting in the

Rose garden full of sin while thick and bold and

Replace the new past with the old,

I think I struck a nerve,
The Power was within is all along,
are you man? or do you claim your strong?
If you pick confrontations left and right then
something will go wrong.



"life is so much simpler than we portray".

- Arcassin B.

"Put The Blame On Me"

"Put The Blame On Me"

By Arcassin Burnham

I could*pour* the *passion* into this conversation,

We could talk awhile and have more further *relations*,

It's okay to be a little *shy* due to persuasion,

Don't be lost from the fallen dreams,

Please don't put the blame all on me,

For making you head over heels for me,

There's nothing volatile in our chemistry,

I was wrong enough to lead you on in the making,

I'm always nervous that's why I'm shaking,

Composure fail,

The love prevails,

A little off,

Your skin is pale.

"Just like all weird love stories".

- Arcassin B.

"Why Won't Any Girl Love Me"

"Why Won't Any Girl Love Me"

by Arcassin Burnham

*I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks*

*hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I*

*have nothing at all*...

*I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry*

*you from fields to scenery*,

*But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable*,

*and doesn't really care for your feelings*,

i'll give you the joy and the rain at the same time sending signals of everything

that your ex wasn't and you thought he was going to be your husband,

so blinded by the truth of someone that would be sensitive to your 

every need,

i was always there , since high school and when we had little feet,

why lord?

why won't any girl love me,

i am just a pawn in the love game while having fantasies

of intimacy?

lord please tell me..

will i grow old and alone in a house and just wait for my death

to hurry up and find me?

and the long distance stuff is just boring...

would i look back on the times that i did that

and it could be reassuring?

and my exes ignore me...

i didn't really see a future with them anyways so it really

shouldn't bother me..

and that's why,

*I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks*

*hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I*

*have nothing at all*...

*I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry*

*you from fields to scenery*,

*But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable*,

*and doesn't really care for your feelings*.

"It been happening for years now..its okay".

- Arcassin B.

"Unknown #23"

"Unknown #23"

By Arcassin Burnham

132 miles per hour, 222 more to go,
you would say it's very apparent
I would be emphasizing on the road,
heaven calls,
the devils mad,
secrets revealed about my soul,
thoughts I never knew you had,
The egg man takes me on a journey,
to all the broken things I stole,
dry my eyes and spill my seeds,
the lord forgives if I would plead,
Ms.Riperton will sing to me,
lyrics she'll feed,
Woodstock for the clearing of my soul,
wishing I could go back in time,
deal without thoughts of being old,
maybe I'm just falling out of line,
like being on acid for two hours and
going to wonderland,
you maybe old but for the young we must
understand,
**Drugs are bad**.

"they are tho".

- Arcassin B.

ORIGINS MIX Pt.1

ORIGINS MIX PT.1

By Arcassin Burnham

"Confront"

I just had another bad day again,

I don't ever think I'll get paid again , but it ain't about the money,

So just tell a friend,

Now I think it's time to feel reminiscent,

See All my siblings get to see they're dads walk in and out

Drowning in they're filth looking for an easy way to make a living,

I was lost in the cold and only had my granddad , now he's dead and gone,

So I lay my head to the ceiling of broken dreams while thinking

He was immortal,

What if one day hell made a big portal,

And sucked away my problems with a blink and haven't spoke

What ignorance would be and could be like , what's the total?

I won't let the devil get me, the demons can't have my soul,

Sleep paralysis says otherwise but who really knows?

Confronting all my demons is the only way to be what I set out,

Imagine all of yours feeling like actual droughts,

My days fill with rain when I complain only in pain,

Can I move ? Nope! Won't be the same,

But anywhere is better than here in this phase.

"Best I Can 1"

Slowly but surely everything will work

Out one day, 

Settling all of my mistakes in a bubble of

Hope to get through Mondays,

Unsettling remarks to me will get you in the

E.r,

I'm just saying,

It's fine if you express love and hate at the same time to assert 

Your status as the alpha of what ever sick twisted game your playing,

I'm just saying,

sit back and see your ignorant progress but I digress in having dreams of killing you mother fuckers without any displaying or delaying,

I'm just saying,

I'm trying the best I can to not get angry at the past.

"My First"

You could have been everything and anything I was always dreaming

Of but that stubborn attitude had it all misconstrued in so many ways that

I couldn't think,

When life was already bad enough , you just seemed to make it worse,

I think you were on the verge of meeting you another,

When I loved you first  , Adored you first , you were my first,

I Hate you even more everyday when your birthday comes, and as you

Smile and kiss another man , I hope your day comes,

When you finally realize that love will stab you in the back,

Everything you do to someone, it comes back, so remember that,

I'm glad I'm not there to tell you that,

I use to think of you as someone I came to when I got bullied,

You used me for all I was, you really thought you knew me.

TO BE CoNTINUED

"My Past Sucked".

- Arcassin B.

"Make My Heart Say"

"Make My Heart Say"

by Arcassin Burnham

*We talked for awhile and it wasn't enough* , *We loved for awhile and it wasn't* 

*enough*...

*And i just wanted to see you*...

*We said a few words in a matter of four*,*i want just you to show me*

*that i'm good enough*...

*And i just wanted to love you*...

*You Make my heart say*,

The right words that you needed to hear in a certain quest just to find

your prince charming.

You needed a shoulder to cry on in the mean time when he didn't treat you

right, in this feeling.

*I use to say to myself*,*what was i doing wrong in the times of pursuing*

*you*.

plotting ahead , waiting on you to quit him in this life *so he could stop hurting*

*you*, *but i remember when*,

*We talked for awhile and it wasn't enough* , *We loved for awhile and it wasn't* 

*enough*...

*And i just wanted to see you*...

*We said a few words in a matter of four*,*i want just you to show me*

*that i'm good enough*...

*And i just wanted to love you*...

*You Make my heart say*.

"Rejection Sucks".

- Arcassin B

"Messenger"

"Messenger"

By Arcassin Burnham

Blowing out the candles to a perfect evening

Wrapping up your fingers,

Laughing about the times where we would

Fall so short and I'd imagine you as a singer,

*My love you don't have to smile*,

*but you've kept a leveled head for awhile*,

*but for you I would walk for miles*,

*you don't have to be a drama queen*,

*you don't have to be nice to me either*,

*I wouldn't have messed up In the past if I believed in her*,

*but I never shoot the messenger*,

*you don't have to be a drama queen*,

I've fought all my demons,

You looked like a fiend in the night of your

Pours and your spills of the wine that you

Steal out of your father's cabinets,

I have no doubts that you are enjoying it,

Your self worth has surfaced just taking

Advantage of courage that you had before

When it occurred,

But it's all for the birds,

Like bread crumbs,

The breaking comes first,

Life is too short for these words in the

World of the further,

Swear to you there's no significant other,

Even when you bicker and fight with your

Brothers,

Having to deal with a sibling is torture,

Conferences with yourself to build up the

Comfort,

It all comes to an end when the sky gets darker.

"I'm Only Just".

- Arcassin B.

"Lust Or Love" (ft.Claudia Redd)

"Lust Or Love"

by Arcassin B & claudia

**CR**: lust is a want , love is a need,

**AB**: i could take your heart out on a joy ride but i

can't feed the birds and the bees,

**CR**: There will be bumps along the road but with me

you'll never have to do it alone,

**AB**: I'll put my life on line , trying to spend time,

but i'll always be here for you at home,

**CR**: With you it's not what i see , its what i feel,

**AB**: i don't wanna be what every man is ,i want something real,

**AB** : when we touch its like its all i could think about,

like all i could about,

all i could think about,

i swear your kisses make a blind man see,

your touch could get me excited , set me free,

please tell me is this lust or love,

because i want this to be real to me,

**CR**: your smile is a work of art and being in your presence

warms my heart,

**AB**: your body is a heaven gate to newer things and better things

is what i want for both of us to have a brand new start,

**CR**: don't shut me out , just let it be,

**AB**: we'll go through trials and obstacles and then we'll be free,

**CR**: Love is something that transpires and lust is what you desire,

**AB**: Don't get the two mixed up , Don't feel so stuck cause at the end of the day

lust will expire,

**AB** : when we touch its like its all i could think about,

like all i could about,

all i could think about,

i swear your kisses make a blind man see,

your touch could get me excited , set me free,

please tell me is this lust or love,

because i want this to be real to me.

"Bus Stop"

"Bus Stop"

by Arcassin Burnham

*Like an angel forsaken and dipped in hellfire*,

*she was a girl of many things and many talents when the school whores*

*don't really expire*,

*she was a good liar*,

*she was something more electric like a live wire*,

*Did so many things that she wasn't proud of that a real teen wouldn't do*,

*girls all over school disgracing her name* , *like just be glad it wasn't you*,

*been at it since 8th grade and still ain't change in the actual*,

*But a nice home* , *good man* ,*two kids and a dog would be virtual*,

*Almost like a simulation because she thinks it won't ever happen*,

*remembering her last boyfriend* , *her was eyes were blackened*,

*was never a role model* , *she'd tell them to join the wagon*,

*i'll meet you at the bus stop*,

*As beautiful as heaven and destructive like her dad*,

*lived at nana's house to go to school* , *she was the only one she had*,

*and she was always sad*,

*because her grand daughter that she loved dearly was simply*

*going mad*,

*Had her first child with a guy that'll never leave her side*,

*that'll never black her eyes* , *that'll never make her cry*,

*but instead in the midst of situations he would dry her eyes*,

*took her to rehab and showed how to be a strong person*,

*He Saved her life before her life could even worsen*,

*I see your happy at the bus stop*.

"Many men could be a blessing in disguise".

- Arcassin B.