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Thursday, December 31, 2020

"Tonight Tonight" (Snippet)

 



By Arcassin B

Speaking of love and the power knowing
self,
wishing to be tall not far from the middle
shelf,
I deserve it all even the things i kept,
every man for themselves in this world
better learn to help yourself,
no heart is cold , global warming in the place tonight,
black women that love their skin in the place tonight,
third eyes beaming in this place tonight,
no need to fight, you'll be alright....

Tuesday, December 29, 2020

"WWY Pt.1"



 By Arcassin B.


Walking in the backyard , sitting in the backyard
wondering will life make sense again,
lifting too many fingers thinking how could i make the time go faster,
forget laughter , i use to think that friends would stay friends
from beginning to end , i was wrong apparently,
born abnormally, energy filled,
i wish some ya'll was still fucking real,
but realism is not a thing anymore,
they just walk out of the door , switching sides whenever
they get the chance,
i hate this place ,i wanna getaway from here in a hurry,
lets go to france,
but I guess, If i had a dollar for every person that did me wrong,
I would be blessed,
Where were you when I was young getting bullied in school by different kids,
could've been the one I would die for,
thats just the way it is.

Monday, December 28, 2020

"~biteyou~"

 



By Arcassin Burnham


Play me like you would play your last,
I wouldn't mind being a record spun over
and over,
gathering my luck i need four leaf clover,
to get around your pettiness , i need a witness this,
certainly is above my pay grade, can't get an ounce of this,
while my mind is sort of blessed with gifts,
my life will not be buried in a sea of utter tainted bliss,
give me a diss or pass the kiss,
make up your mind , you new to this?
thought guys could be players more than women
could,
but this life a game , anybody would,
but in the mean time let me bite you , suck on your skin,
and love you like,
you never had before then you could walk through that
door.


Friday, December 25, 2020

"Lightskin" (featured on the new poetry EP "HL,TFMMLM" in 2021)



By Arcassin Burnham

Girl what is your problem?
still sipping up out that bottle,
having fixations with darkskins for their
mythical sexual performance,
you still ignore who lays dormant,
stuck in your euphoria,
thinking you got the best of both worlds,
while our brown skin men are getting shot like a motherfucker,
i'll back away from you if your skin isn't mine and
although some of y'all have a sexual likeness.
you think most of  us like this,
i was a slave at one point in time but you no different
from a white bitch,
ever since i opened my mind i started looking at mixed and white like they 
were the same, awareness to blame,
fitting seeing as how everytime you go on a dating
app they ask for weed or a plug, you dumb bitch give up,
of course as always this is simply my opinion,
whites and lightskins are the same ,  theres no difference,
i hope you get the message in the picture. ^

 

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

"Tape #2"


 


By Arcassin B.

Sitting in a hood , placement understood,
Dreaming of a day where I could feel alive,
I didn't wanna do it,
Lord hides your mind , you'll lose it,
They will all say you're stupid,
The eyes become so livid,
Or more like windows to the soul, just behold in an anguish,
Your time is up pasted on coffins of the dark,
You chose your exit baby,
I'll see you Later maybe,
You're never happy lately,
Camera out the way , don't tape me.

Monday, November 23, 2020

"Diao"


 

By Arcassin B

Kicking and Screaming,
It can't be a child,
Learning and reaching,
Make it worth your while,

Pleasing and scratching,
There is love afoot,
Doubting and Lying,
So misunderstood...

I can't
See your,
Lessons,
Learned here,
Gods & Demons,
They all lie here,
Shards, pour,
Into,
The abyss,
Deep down,
Where will,
We all go,when there is no ground.

Sunday, November 22, 2020

"Walking On Air" (DV Throwaway #1)


 

By Arcassin B.

For them I know its hard to see,
Or for them to true believe, I'm not martyr
lady , mainly I'm just walking on air,
May sound like the drugs talking , they were
never present in my life , slowly I am just walking
on air,
On air , I'm just walking on air,
On air, if I fell , would you care?
You care, I'm just walking on air.

Most of the time I don't do nothing , I am
finding myself,
If I'm talking to myself then myself should
be helped,
Help with what ? Muthafucka I'm just thinking
a lot,
This ain't no fake uproar or no lazy facade,
Do I really have to be a stereotype around
here,
got my heart on my sleeve, but I am sleeveless round here,
If I say it then I meant it , this ain't words on
a note,
I know people that'll fight you , some got
guns that they tot ,
But For them I know its hard to see,
Or for them to true believe, I'm not martyr
lady , mainly I'm just walking on air,
May sound like the drugs talking , they were
never present in my life , slowly I am just walking
on air,
On air , I'm just walking on air,
On air, if I fell , would you care?
You care, I'm just walking on air.

Saturday, November 21, 2020

"...you're existing?"

 



By Arcassin B.

Let the whispers hit the canvas,
This picture says alot , mad that your mans no hot,
Pushing in this life to keep going on this life but you stop,
Not a ounce of gun power in this place to shoot your shot,
Is your existence not right ?

/

Pushing and pushing and pushing,
I'm constantly moving closer to the hole,
My life is so badly , so badly , so badly,
just falling to pieces too young,
So I'm slaving , I'm slaving , I'm slaving,
While trying to my enlightened my aura,
But these humans shoving , they're shoving, they're shoving,
They that their killing me cycle , not torture,
Believe me.. These assholes won't receive me..
Everyone is so betraying..
Its like was you really ever down for me?.

/

Wise up to a wise mans words,
Distant myself from the lies,
Never allowing goodbyes,
Holding onto past events behind eyes.

Friday, November 20, 2020

"Tape #1"

 



By Arcassin B.

Slime ball ass human beings get you sour,
Won't have to happen if you use your mind
powers,
The beast is coming,
The beast is coming,
Don't look now,
The beast is coming,
The beast is coming,

/

Weak is out , yet the strong survive,
Mark your target,
Flesh and blood don't mean nothing but some pennies,
Not even dimes or quarters,
Keep to yourself , don't draw a gallery to seek help,
Get your money, and do not let anyone discard your wealth.

Thursday, November 19, 2020

"Dim The Lights" / "REgretting"

 



By Arcassin B.

Turning down the path of a greater resistance is something you
don't wanna do,
loving another race is hard enough in a country where they will belittle you,
for those of us that know what is going on , all we want is the love and peace,
But your black friend suffered yesterday from a cop , he just died on his knees,
she wonders when will it all end and the evils will fade.
As free thinkers will know that tomorrow's not promise today.
she wonders if God will every see the tears in her face.
And this she I'm mentioning is mother earth , I wonder If she would be okay, Don't
dim the lights on her.

/

All the bullshit I've faced in my life was a matter of another
ignorant person's sight,
Coming home from school everyday complaining,
telling myself where did i go wrong with hating,
In the bathroom talking to myself , pacing,
I bet my fists will do the talking If they're intimidating,
Walking in the rooms talking to him , like why did you forsake me?
so started talking to the other guy and went greatly,

regret it everyday of my life but you can not blame me.

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

"Me About"

 



By Arcassin B 

Speak to me like you haven't lost your mind,
Wasted time , pain inflammation on a dime,
When I met you , you were a flower bed,
They all died,

Glad I had to leave,
Didn't make you believe,
I could be everything you wanted therefore you
made it so hard,
Say goodbye,
To your face, then you cry,
Apologized, like a politician that we all know lies,
Girl where are your priorities, we live in an era
Of minorities and poverty,
Is it less important than the arguing,
this a mental thing?
furthermore and forever more , I will not subjectively horrified to the horrors of you,
I will exclude,
Spacing myself from the hatred that is you,
I speak like Yoda,
I am more like soy , you are so acid,
Cans of soda,
Wanna leave esponola.

Tuesday, November 17, 2020

"Real 1"

 




By Arcassin B 

Tie my hands , don't let them go , just hold me back,
don't let them know,
I know how to control my mind,

Safety first , contain the world , theres not enough to tame the world,
I could finally open my eyes,

ode to love when there is none , then I walk off,
the day is done,
maybe I just need a friend too,

paint the town , bury it in gold , brush is my heart,
so is my soul,
I know who I am , so who you?

Looking for a real one.
Looking for a real one.

short timing for everything consisting of more bad things to come and push and pull at my strings of shame in agony in this matrix along with the bots,
wanted all the fake shit to stop, you can not rely on cops,
Crying wolf to ears that rot, somebody could've gave me a shot,
But in the end I always got shot,
Everyday was like recovery, while staying in a box,
I was,
Lost and confused with who I was and not I'm found like this the end of an era with show and tell,
Don't show and tell anyone anything nowadays cause the hate is real like the hate never left the cycle like an ongoing loop of shit to come,
When the stuff you're ready for comes for you,
You better run. 

Monday, November 16, 2020

"Heal My Soul"

 


By Arcassin B

Lord please don't let me fall into this sadness,

please don't let these thoughts end up in madness,
I'm turning all my lamps off,
dimming my hatred,
easing my mind to heal my soul today,
I'm not okay today , get out my face today,
fuck love in every  different way, I part my soul today,
putting myself on a lonely road , trying to find,
my way back home,
I felt I made a big mistake,
a mere take away from what I normally cherish,
wish these memories would perish,
but I digress ,  I'm looking for my soul again in which I find
roads of the end,
I meditate to come peace alone today.

Friday, November 13, 2020

"~wefail~"


By Arcassin B

 Call my phone ,I messed you up,

you say your sorry,
then we make up , forget our pasts,
and then start all over,
again we fall,
I know we've been through it all,
things you say leave me appalled,
in this life you only get one so lets not stall,
if you could bare  it all,
love is a complicated thing that only two young people can possess,
I was thinking it would be forever until said you can not stress,
You were so special to me in every way that no one could compare,
don't let me leave , but you just did, but I'm not sad at all ,
thats what you want me to be,
running and fighting a distant memory,
chasing the only thing that let me go,
pinching myself , man this isn't a dream,
you're a lot of stuff your heart won't show.

Saturday, August 29, 2020

"Light Speechlessness"___UIB


By Arcassin B.


Having something to say but nothing to say at all is a beautiful feeling,

feeling like I am too important for you just to speak a word,

I stand above all who oppose my positivity and prosperity, 

You should really see yourself in me,

You find the undying will to face stress in you instead to reach the higher you,

You should be a god to you,

For that, will not respond to you.

Friday, August 28, 2020

"Isn't it" (Original)____UIB





By Arcassin B 

suspiciously suspicious,
thy shall not be cruel or break the codes to your peoples,
thy shall not be needy in the time to help the needing,
put yourself first and question everything , forget a wedding ring,
love is futile in this war , they are liability things,
to play and give love to for moments,
let it sink,
In the feeling of being as high is grand in this matrix isn't it,
take in the moment and feel it , death is freedom , fuck this shit.

/

ending times,
what a kid would do to write some more lines,
But I soon realize,
It wasn't the end , it's not our demise,
the vultures will crumble and fall like rock
slide after the ruins of mount rushmore has dusted away into tiny particles and people risen like they have never done before, this is a time more people wake and realize that the shit that was taught was a lie.

Thursday, August 27, 2020

"~treatherright~"___UIB

 



By Arcassin B 


She knocked me down like the assault on the Athena.

What can a guy say , I am a dreama'.

I look at her style like everything man does.

And even though I don't know how he was,
Somebody need to treat you right , cause you deserve that,
You have every right,
beauty on par with glistening as the night,
make me feel special when you look,
You could read me like a book,
like love at first sight,
Even though I don't believe,
Everything is tight, I miss those eyes,

You picked me up on the athena.

Sunday, August 23, 2020

"Prime Self"___UIB

 


By Arcassin B 

Seas dry up every year and fish , they die,
Do they have fears, what's more important than higher self?

Fake personas , televisions corrupt the mind with fake news and prevention,
what's more important than higher self?

People cry and get depressed about their lives and still feel stress,
what's more important than higher self?

Sheep ignore the real problems and all vultures plot and plot the deaths,
what's more important than higher self?

Friday, August 21, 2020

"The Smell Of Life"

 

By Arcassin B


Speaking to my peace,
Always allowing to bring peace,
While some people end in pieces,
your mind and your consciousness separated and thoughts have been castrated,
I figured if I don't end up like sheeple then I won't have to stick around and suffer the pain of being Controlled in a country such as this,
I keep my heart on the mode of hit or miss,
miss with the bullshit and save me the long speech about what you went through,
I don't need any of that if that's cool with you,
I could smell what The actuality of it is that it could be awaiting me to call,
In real life I will evolve.

Thursday, August 20, 2020

"Last Cowboy"

 


By Arcassin B 


Good riddens, Good riddens,
Too golden , too godly to pray,
My last , my last,
don't strike the awakening way,
Babylon , Babylon,
too swift, can't catch me today,
The eye , the eye,
Blessings all on me okay,

golden crisp brown skin people try to be good to the ones that hate them,
Oppressed ones like us, try the kindness thing to comfort them,
We can only be so nice for so long but it seems everything is a plot to them,
Well we the people that they plot on made this damn country,
that's a secret to them,
Bet you didn't know that huh? But you did that's why you won't admit it,
We're the descendants of Egypt,
Hillbillies get sea sick,
every brown person in this world related to the shift,
I think it's all a gift,
Especially in me , so I'm grab my hat, fix the saddle and continue to keep riding till I'm lifted.

Good riddens, Good riddens,
Too golden , too godly to pray,
My last , my last,
don't strike the awakening way,
Babylon , Babylon,
too swift, can't catch me today,
The eye , the eye,
Blessings all on me okay.


Friday, August 7, 2020

"90s Luv" (Original)


By Arcassin Burnham


Hello hello , miss lady I want your number

and , what is your sign?

sorry about all the astrologies,

you would be cute if you didn't know what that word mean, but all the jokes aside , I wanna get to know you only , make you feel like you were my love already even the first time while meeting,

Baby all I ask is that you don't put me in the same category as these human dogs that only want the thing that could give life, but in my sight I'm falling for you baby,I would like to make a baby,

with you , one day , anyway, what time you get off?

want my pager or the number? baby you choose,

if you don't I will be lost of losing the person in this time that I see as a wife,

want you to be my means in life,

Beautiful black queen with the weaved braids and some skin as golden as mine, All held the divine. 

Thursday, August 6, 2020

"Along With Controlled Masses"

 



By Arcassin Burnham

I only know what to do,
my life is not up to you,
you can not pierce through my views,
you follow the shit that is given to you,
only you are you , don't carry me in the energy you build for you,
its sad to see the news appaear to you,
so what the fuck do you believe,
you show your face to all the people that you love
but haven't seen cause you're the black sheep,
yeah I said sheep,
what if the truth came to your whole family,
but for some odd reason you can't take shit that you see,
including the truth,
only you deserve you, and thats why people don't like you,
you're a disgrace only to you,
not about how people view you,
don't want to give love to you,
a disgrace to your culture and the black in you,
they need to medicate you,
give you shots,
make you feel like you need a pill to stop,
all the pain in this world,
that you caused on yourself,
I just hope,
you do not put this on your child's health,
you need help.




Thursday, July 16, 2020

"I Don't See Nothing"


"IDSN"

By Arcassin B

Stupid to believe that everything will be alright,
stupid to believe that our people will stand and fight,
stupid to believe that the state will get better,
stupid I believe the most high carrie's us through weathers,
but whatever forget what my belief system is,
you don't have to tell me that I'm crazy or tell me
that I didn't pass high school just to show that whatever that
I tell you is a conspiracy,
even if i was a scholar you wouldn't believe in me,
I remember days where I didn't believe anything,
not the end of the world,
still don't believe in good love and wedding rings,
I believe in manifesting things,
so while you sit there collect depressing thoughts,
I let my mind sing,
my third eye ain't awake , I don't see nothing,
I'm probably blind like the rest, over nothing.


Tuesday, June 9, 2020

"happy about this"




 "happy about this"
By Arcassin Burnham

this was the first, it mattered not,
I use to fret , not anymore,
until that angel came to town and created illusions in the head 
and hearts of children,
not the witch we all expect them to be by all mentions,
seeing this beautiful face like stars close-up,
nor dealing with another succubus cause it was up to us
letting the beauty bewitch us into oblivion,
nor like agony but sort of like an itch or euphoria,
spaces in the mind of elders simply adoring her,
more of these angels sing watching the pegasus fly entering more
more sights than some sore eyes moralizing to mortalizing and
realizing that this ancient angel was never real,
happy about what? happy about the fact that God couldn't
really give us, a world so beautiful and alive , it wouldn't let up,
I hope I'm not confusing you, my words were never enough,
I hope I'm not confusing you , this world was never enough.
/
lights and energies is all you really need,
if you truly want to be free,
secrets could tell you millions of things that you could believe,
but one things for certain , you'll be living your best,
peace like feeling the warm embrace of rippled water,
turning into showers , covering your soul,
always be young you and never get old,
you should already be happy about this,
instead you drown debt and in your own piss.
I'm happy about me , florida boy with nappy hair and 
should have a God complex right about now but always
lacks a simple plan learning about everything there is to know
while teaching his child things,
can you feel my sting , like the crackling thunders the abyss
down under.

Saturday, May 30, 2020

"just in case"




"JIC"
By Arcassin Burnham


Just another kid with an high,
tolerance just to get by,
fathers , brothers say goodbye,
knowing it wasn't good for we all eluded to the propaganda,
we use to get a gander of the things to come
while gossiping and sobbing to the deaths
of our loved ones,
the u.s ain't fun , but it will strive
with us and only us for we are our own
worst enemies, frienmies and complicated cemeteries,
watching bodies pile up like mcdonald burgers and
the cloned meat,
but at the end of the day I know me,
I don't believe in death , this world can't kill me,
I aim to be free,
so not panicking is not an option in case
you were wondering.



Saturday, May 23, 2020

"Faith Follows"





"FF"
by Arcassin Burnham

Praying for you that you pray for all the others,
stay with these words for the weak
won't shadow over the strong but to make them stronger,
the key to life is belief and wonder,
I really do , about the things that could bring darkness,
instilled in ones mind to keep them tarnished,

pray for the living and souls that partake,
and even all the evil ones , the rules that they break,
but who needs those,
forever be your own hero,
however this time goes, faith follows.

Sunday, May 10, 2020

"burning wings" (Original)




"BW"
By Arcassin Burnham

Shout , in my face,
That won't mean , I can hear you,
I'm , not a friend,
More than you,
Could ever know.
Pushing all the odds of being enlightened by your own hands,
understand,
Carrying you under flaming wings is my pleasure,
Take my burning wings as a good faith and good will my love,
I will always be deep in your heart,
Take me as I am searching and loathing for comfort but,
I can not find ways to start,
Silk , dressed in gold,
they won't hear , as your light shines,
Peace , comes in time,
As they go , deep in gallows..

Leave , but don't go,
Don't take long , I'll be waiting ,
You , could be free,
Shut me out,
I'll forgive you.
these major things that appear in our lives go by,
Mind over , lapping matter,
Remember love rules over all, and all things that,
Materialize , doesn't matter to you.

Sunday, April 26, 2020

"Little One"



"Lil one"
By Arcassin Burnham

Speak to my sanity like you would do my dad,
convey me like you would do my mom,
i was born in a world so untamed by the evils that
clashed , homeless people don't even get a pass,
masses controlled , careful don't cut your foot
on this thin glass,
don't care about mommy and daddy's past,
if anything I'll be smart enough to see what they did,
as they look back,
Hi nice to meet you , I am their little one,
first born and hopefully the only one,
I got an open remedy for the stars and sun
peaking into the universe like I ain't never done ,
wrong my loves , if you don't love me than I sure
understand, I know my parents will teach me the ways
to be a woman or if I'm a man, I will be as noble like the
Gods in greek , as poetic as my dad, like my mom too sheek,
now tell me , what's harmful about this peace?