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Friday, January 20, 2017

"Blows"



"Blows"
By Arcassin Burnham 

When It rains and it pours , is it God crying?
Or does he make mistakes too by dropping 
Glasses of water on some parts of the planet,
sometimes i cant stand it,
Its too hard to manage
With all the decorative seasons and foreign
Ghettos,
Following their footsteps and letting all of their 
Friends go,
I wish everything was in slow motion so I could
Move through this crowd of asshole and jerks,
Its more than I deserve,
And when the wind blows I'll be sitting in the
Rose garden full of sin while thick and bold and
Replace the new past with the old,
I think I struck a nerve,
The Power was within is all along,
are you man? or do you claim your strong?
If you pick confrontations left and right then
something will go wrong.



"life is so much simpler than we portray".

- Arcassin B.

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

"Put The Blame On Me"


"Put The Blame On Me"
By Arcassin Burnham


I could*pour* the *passion* into this conversation,
We could talk awhile and have more further *relations*,
It's okay to be a little *shy* due to persuasion,
Don't be lost from the fallen dreams,
Please don't put the blame all on me,
For making you head over heels for me,
There's nothing volatile in our chemistry,
I was wrong enough to lead you on in the making,
I'm always nervous that's why I'm shaking,
Composure fail,
The love prevails,
A little off,
Your skin is pale.





"Just like all weird love stories".

- Arcassin B.

Monday, January 16, 2017

"Why Won't Any Girl Love Me"


"Why Won't Any Girl Love Me"
by Arcassin Burnham



*I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks*
*hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I*
*have nothing at all*...
*I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry*
*you from fields to scenery*,
*But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable*,
*and doesn't really care for your feelings*,

i'll give you the joy and the rain at the same time sending signals of everything
that your ex wasn't and you thought he was going to be your husband,
so blinded by the truth of someone that would be sensitive to your 
every need,
i was always there , since high school and when we had little feet,
why lord?
why won't any girl love me,
i am just a pawn in the love game while having fantasies
of intimacy?
lord please tell me..
will i grow old and alone in a house and just wait for my death
to hurry up and find me?
and the long distance stuff is just boring...
would i look back on the times that i did that
and it could be reassuring?
and my exes ignore me...
i didn't really see a future with them anyways so it really
shouldn't bother me..
and that's why,
*I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks*
*hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I*
*have nothing at all*...
*I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry*
*you from fields to scenery*,
*But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable*,
*and doesn't really care for your feelings*.




"It been happening for years now..its okay".

- Arcassin B.







Saturday, January 14, 2017

"Unknown #23"


"Unknown #23"
By Arcassin Burnham

132 miles per hour, 222 more to go,
you would say it's very apparent
I would be emphasizing on the road,
heaven calls,
the devils mad,
secrets revealed about my soul,
thoughts I never knew you had,
The egg man takes me on a journey,
to all the broken things I stole,
dry my eyes and spill my seeds,
the lord forgives if I would plead,
Ms.Riperton will sing to me,
lyrics she'll feed,
Woodstock for the clearing of my soul,
wishing I could go back in time,
deal without thoughts of being old,
maybe I'm just falling out of line,
like being on acid for two hours and
going to wonderland,
you maybe old but for the young we must
understand,
**Drugs are bad**.



"they are tho".

- Arcassin B.

Friday, January 13, 2017

ORIGINS MIX Pt.1


ORIGINS MIX PT.1
By Arcassin Burnham


"Confront"

I just had another bad day again,
I don't ever think I'll get paid again , but it ain't about the money,
So just tell a friend,
Now I think it's time to feel reminiscent,
See All my siblings get to see they're dads walk in and out
Drowning in they're filth looking for an easy way to make a living,
I was lost in the cold and only had my granddad , now he's dead and gone,
So I lay my head to the ceiling of broken dreams while thinking
He was immortal,
What if one day hell made a big portal,
And sucked away my problems with a blink and haven't spoke
What ignorance would be and could be like , what's the total?
I won't let the devil get me, the demons can't have my soul,
Sleep paralysis says otherwise but who really knows?
Confronting all my demons is the only way to be what I set out,
Imagine all of yours feeling like actual droughts,
My days fill with rain when I complain only in pain,
Can I move ? Nope! Won't be the same,
But anywhere is better than here in this phase.



"Best I Can 1"



Slowly but surely everything will work
Out one day, 
Settling all of my mistakes in a bubble of
Hope to get through Mondays,
Unsettling remarks to me will get you in the
E.r,
I'm just saying,
It's fine if you express love and hate at the same time to assert 
Your status as the alpha of what ever sick twisted game your playing,
I'm just saying,
sit back and see your ignorant progress but I digress in having dreams of killing you mother fuckers without any displaying or delaying,
I'm just saying,
I'm trying the best I can to not get angry at the past.


"My First"


You could have been everything and anything I was always dreaming
Of but that stubborn attitude had it all misconstrued in so many ways that
I couldn't think,
When life was already bad enough , you just seemed to make it worse,
I think you were on the verge of meeting you another,
When I loved you first  , Adored you first , you were my first,

I Hate you even more everyday when your birthday comes, and as you
Smile and kiss another man , I hope your day comes,
When you finally realize that love will stab you in the back,
Everything you do to someone, it comes back, so remember that,
I'm glad I'm not there to tell you that,
I use to think of you as someone I came to when I got bullied,
You used me for all I was, you really thought you knew me.


TO BE CoNTINUED



"My Past Sucked".

- Arcassin B.



Thursday, January 12, 2017

"Make My Heart Say"


"Make My Heart Say"
by Arcassin Burnham


*We talked for awhile and it wasn't enough* , *We loved for awhile and it wasn't* 
*enough*...
*And i just wanted to see you*...
*We said a few words in a matter of four*,*i want just you to show me*
*that i'm good enough*...
*And i just wanted to love you*...
*You Make my heart say*,
The right words that you needed to hear in a certain quest just to find
your prince charming.
You needed a shoulder to cry on in the mean time when he didn't treat you
right, in this feeling.
*I use to say to myself*,*what was i doing wrong in the times of pursuing*
*you*.
plotting ahead , waiting on you to quit him in this life *so he could stop hurting*
*you*, *but i remember when*,
*We talked for awhile and it wasn't enough* , *We loved for awhile and it wasn't* 
*enough*...
*And i just wanted to see you*...
*We said a few words in a matter of four*,*i want just you to show me*
*that i'm good enough*...
*And i just wanted to love you*...

*You Make my heart say*.


"Rejection Sucks".

- Arcassin B


Wednesday, January 11, 2017

"Messenger"


"Messenger"
By Arcassin Burnham


Blowing out the candles to a perfect evening
Wrapping up your fingers,
Laughing about the times where we would
Fall so short and I'd imagine you as a singer,

*My love you don't have to smile*,
*but you've kept a leveled head for awhile*,
*but for you I would walk for miles*,
*you don't have to be a drama queen*,
*you don't have to be nice to me either*,
*I wouldn't have messed up In the past if I believed in her*,
*but I never shoot the messenger*,
*you don't have to be a drama queen*,

I've fought all my demons,
You looked like a fiend in the night of your
Pours and your spills of the wine that you
Steal out of your father's cabinets,
I have no doubts that you are enjoying it,
Your self worth has surfaced just taking
Advantage of courage that you had before
When it occurred,
But it's all for the birds,
Like bread crumbs,
The breaking comes first,
Life is too short for these words in the
World of the further,
Swear to you there's no significant other,
Even when you bicker and fight with your
Brothers,
Having to deal with a sibling is torture,
Conferences with yourself to build up the
Comfort,
It all comes to an end when the sky gets darker.




"I'm Only Just".

- Arcassin B.

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

"Lust Or Love" (ft.Claudia Redd)


"Lust Or Love"
by Arcassin B & claudia


**CR**: lust is a want , love is a need,
**AB**: i could take your heart out on a joy ride but i
can't feed the birds and the bees,
**CR**: There will be bumps along the road but with me
you'll never have to do it alone,
**AB**: I'll put my life on line , trying to spend time,
but i'll always be here for you at home,
**CR**: With you it's not what i see , its what i feel,
**AB**: i don't wanna be what every man is ,i want something real,

**AB** : when we touch its like its all i could think about,
like all i could about,
all i could think about,
i swear your kisses make a blind man see,
your touch could get me excited , set me free,
please tell me is this lust or love,
because i want this to be real to me,

**CR**: your smile is a work of art and being in your presence
warms my heart,
**AB**: your body is a heaven gate to newer things and better things
is what i want for both of us to have a brand new start,
**CR**: don't shut me out , just let it be,
**AB**: we'll go through trials and obstacles and then we'll be free,
**CR**: Love is something that transpires and lust is what you desire,
**AB**: Don't get the two mixed up , Don't feel so stuck cause at the end of the day
lust will expire,

**AB** : when we touch its like its all i could think about,
like all i could about,
all i could think about,
i swear your kisses make a blind man see,
your touch could get me excited , set me free,
please tell me is this lust or love,
because i want this to be real to me.





Sunday, January 8, 2017

"Bus Stop"


"Bus Stop"
by Arcassin Burnham



*Like an angel forsaken and dipped in hellfire*,
*she was a girl of many things and many talents when the school whores*
*don't really expire*,
*she was a good liar*,
*she was something more electric like a live wire*,
*Did so many things that she wasn't proud of that a real teen wouldn't do*,
*girls all over school disgracing her name* , *like just be glad it wasn't you*,
*been at it since 8th grade and still ain't change in the actual*,
*But a nice home* , *good man* ,*two kids and a dog would be virtual*,
*Almost like a simulation because she thinks it won't ever happen*,
*remembering her last boyfriend* , *her was eyes were blackened*,
*was never a role model* , *she'd tell them to join the wagon*,
*i'll meet you at the bus stop*,

*As beautiful as heaven and destructive like her dad*,
*lived at nana's house to go to school* , *she was the only one she had*,
*and she was always sad*,
*because her grand daughter that she loved dearly was simply*
*going mad*,
*Had her first child with a guy that'll never leave her side*,
*that'll never black her eyes* , *that'll never make her cry*,
*but instead in the midst of situations he would dry her eyes*,
*took her to rehab and showed how to be a strong person*,
*He Saved her life before her life could even worsen*,
*I see your happy at the bus stop*.


"Many men could be a blessing in disguise".

- Arcassin B.