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Monday, November 30, 2015

Road To The FALLEN Pt.1 (10 poems)




01. Life So Far (Sarcasm)

By Arcassin Burnham


I look to Jesus for help,
He made a pack against me,
But why wouldn't he,
I just took away the only thing in my life,
It was my right to dream,
Wasn't right to them,
But for them,
Because of them I have to start from square one,
Try stacking up your worst memories,
Closing the red curtains,
So thankful to him
That I haven't had any rare burdens...
.I swear I gotta tell ya,

Life so far today
is just slended,
But I'll give anything
To just end it,
Life so far today
is just slended,
But I'll give anything
To just end it,

Sole air to the throne
Of the worse mistakes ever made,
And all lies,
They'll fade,
This is the perfect dinner,
Say your grace,
Glad I seen your face,
Better know your place,
Before i make,
The human race,
Hate you,
Alot already do,but some can't do without you,
They're dead without you,
But I gotta say..

Life so far today
is just slended,
But I'll give anything
To just end it,
Life so far today
is just slended,
But I'll give anything
To just end it.
You've fallen.

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02. Warm Night 


By Arcassin Burnham


**On the freeway with cigarettes in our fingers**,
*I'd love you so much more*,
**entities on our shoulders talking**,
*we're out here on a warm night*,

**no family members or friends**,
*begging the heavens the night doesn't end*,
**and when the day has served its favor**,
*we're out here on a warm night*,

**you worry too much at times**,
**I'm drenched trust that's what we want**,
**the night will never get old , not covered in ice cubes**,
*we're out here on a warm night*.

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03. Crash Landed 


By Arcassin Burnham


Dear , Angel from heaven won't you tell me your name,
Blew up for miles , you were a supernova,
Third degree burns melted right on the frame,
Destiny knew that I was
so astonished you came,
Dear , Angel from heaven won't you send me your love,
Had a rough landing but , yeah I guess its meant to be,
I can't deny it that's its you I think of,
Your soul is tainted , drowning in honesty,
Fate knew that I was,
So young and ready,
The day you crash Landed.....

....I was frantic,
But its incredible and fantastic,
At how your beauty is so lucid and rapid,
Could you wrap it?
In a bow of love and peace,
Killing African-American kids,
How the world really is?
Or do these humans live without grief,
That's why I have an angel watching over me,
But right in front of me,
Just constantly changing me.

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04. The Last Of You / Pieces 

By Arcassin Burnham


I use to think I had a purpose for the things 
We shared,
I got tired waiting for you,
Craving for you,
The reason I didn't get to see,
Was paving over you,
It came crashing down,
Around the thing that we cherish,
Love had to have surgery,
Or it was about to perish,
I didn't think cupid would shoot me
The way that he did,
Knowing one day I'd meet somebody like you,
Flames cover my soul,
I don't know why,
He must despise you,
I never would thought father time
Would me standing right in front of you,
This isn't the last of you.

/

You had your reasons
And I was mess,
You loved all my pieces,
Shattered on a desk,
I knew your flaws,
Your mother,
She's a saint,
And all of your reasons
Pretty pictures will paint,
Give me all your lovin',
It won't go to waste,
We'll fly somewhere away from here,
Even from time and space,
I'll give you an essay about why I love you,
And all of your reasons,
Won't fade into blue,
Wanted you.


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05. D.A.F.U (Interlude #1) 


By Arcassin Burnham


Sitting there,
Won't change a thing about the way I feel,
I would know,
Love no one else, I swear the feeling is real,
You tell me,
About the skies and so many of the green fields,
She said I can show you
Heaven and all of its will
**So many wonders**

You think you know everything
Your like the center of my universe,
Beauty so massive,
Love there is no words,
For me to explain,
It's like the further away from I get,
The more I feel the pain,
You think you know everything
Your like the center of my universe,
Beauty so massive,
Love there is no words,
For me to explain,
It's like the further away from I get,
The more I feel the pain,

I could pick a lock fulls of secrets,
That hold you and me,
Pianos play an instrumental to our depressed
Pasts,
I get you,
You make me feel alive when I'm at home,
In my hot room with a static t.v,
Feel like my world is gone,
Wish I could die a thousand deaths knowing you
Cared,
And you still do,
Giving me the opportunity to do
The right thing for you,
After all you are an angel,
With a set of wings and long brown hair,
Sort of a mixed complexity,
I never want to be your enemy,
**so many wonders**

You think you know everything
Your like the center of my universe,
Beauty so massive,
Love there is no words,
For me to explain,
It's like the further away from I get,
The more I feel the pain,
You think you know everything
Your like the center of my universe,
Beauty so massive,
Love there is no words,
For me to explain,
It's like the further away from I get,
The more I feel the pain.

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06. He Never Realized....... 

By Arcassin Burnham


He never realized,
The love in you,
He had a downfall,
A lot them actually,
Don't say you do,
Keep your peace love,
For all your friends,
If you still have them that is,
When it came to this,
But it will all end,
He never realized,
Your sacrifice,
For your home land,
They'll take your pride,
Keep your head up,
Your time is coming,
For things you can't hide,
Two more reasons,
But you give five,
Don't say your goodbyes,

He never realized,
When you've cried your eyes,
Out of your lids,
He needs a little time to heal,
But to feel,
A woman's touch,
But you were,
Something different,
You made flowers blossom,
Turned bacon into gold pigs,
Overgrown frog legs,
And dead corpses in the river
Of forgetfulness.

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07. Dark Is Coming 


By Arcassin Burnham


Silence saids,
No Simon saids to
Break her heart near the clothesline,
Shark underwater but the guinea pig was frozen,
You could never find an open flame,
Stolkhome calms my soul through some dark times,
It is pretty dark in this room,
I'm just a kid from the ghetto with no pot to piss in,
So there's no room for you,
Except that an angel fell from the sky in my backyard,
Feathers on my roof,
The dark is coming soon,
And I'll see you soon.

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08. Before Us (Not Sorry)

By Arcassin Burnham

I only pushed away,
Have to find you,
Flowers grow from your tears,
Conceal your insecurities and get back to me,
your frequency in memory is lacking very easily,
playing fiddles,
making up strange riddles
to get me to love you again, 
but no not this time,
you should have known the first time when it 
ended,
only pushed away have to find you,
and I'm sorry but not sorry,
I'm not sure,
there's no more communication between us,
whoever thought we would turn out to be us.
Before us....... 

/


love is in air,
contaminated lust is futile, 
staying wavy,
going kinda crazy,
that I can't have you,
In these frames are your face,
your smile and your grace,
knowing 
you and I were just another phase, 
I have to find a way.

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09. Sugar Voice 

By Arcassin Burnham


Its like when you tell me be careful
I graze and I plunder,
I wonder how all things should be,
When you tell me you love me,
I get all excited,
Say it back when I count all the way up to three,
Irreplaceable love,
Never that,
I just map out all things in my head,
Kissing your lips,
Would bring joy to a crule world,
They'll follow,
I'll make sure you love me instead,
Crying babies will smile to the sound of your voice,
And all of its saturations,
Swear love You gave me no choice,
We'll make it somehow,
I know we will,
Strange dreams will do that,
To the lust of sugar of course,
All the things that we lack
And we've missed,
Our love ones,
Will not ever be in vain,
Days have gone by,
I still wonder,
I sit here and plunder,
And the embrace of pain,
Come heal it for me.

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10. Blood Made

By Arcassin Burnham


I didn't deserve that the other night...


It was bad for both of us.....


I was appalled.....


I was embarrassed......


I was shattered.....


I was hopeful...


I was engraved.....


And at first speechless until I replied,

Look at what a pretty picture all your blood made,
Beautiful canvas,
I like technique,
And you have enough to manage,
Don't have to be neat,
Speaks perfect Spanish,
You needed me.


Interracial marriage not allowed on t.v,
This world is funny,
I can't live in this,
Thinking back about what they did in Ferguson,
To that pour kid,
Don't let the situation be unmissed.


END.......FOR NOW!!!

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