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Friday, October 30, 2015

Ghost Chaos mEP





01. Devil's Night 

By Arcassin Burnham


Candy,
Costumes,
Painted faces all for the glory,
Darkness follows in your time of
Enjoyment,
Later in life torment,
Only the the long horns sin,
Prepare for a dark virtue,
He also will escort you,
To a fiery furnace of the souls
Burried In a pink room,
Better keep the cross with you,
If your friends have any issues,
The ghosts come out at night to play,
And the freaks do to.
Time for chaos.

 02. Shadow Bonny 

By Arcassin Burnham

Looking for my soul to do some innovating,
Caught shade from my friends,
Shame and embarrassment was enough taking,
But not the dark figure looking at me from the other end,
Then the fake ones ran away,
I pray the lord keeps my soul safe,
From this dark figure,
In my way,
Shadow bonny was his name,
Foreign exchange student with a glare to make you pass out,
You don't know if he'll ignore you,
Or respond,
Or just lash out,
Off with your head mentally,
And dark spirit in his smile,
Bonny was like the Antichrist on steroids,
Then ran athousand miles,
The fear of other students was his aim,
And Shadow Bonny was his name.


03. Nightsky Terror

By Arcassin Burnham

The moon could be full ,
The ghouls are sharing drool,
To make sure you're the next meal,
Wrong place , wrong time,
Chances limited on a dime,
That you will have you precious skin
Peeled,
With all this Ghost Chaos and all these
Written stories,
You wouldn't have thought that they would come true,
Walk home alone at night and feel
The terror and a blur of being eatin' raw
From your brain and memories.


04. Hex 

By Arcassin Burnham 

Mixing potions
Got you open,
Very potent,

Mixed emotions,
Very frequent,
Let me hold it,

I might have been the one that wasted all of your time,
But it didn't occur to me that you admired my rhymes,
All I really wanted was some of your time,
Your wasted time,
Your freedom of life,
Put a hex on me,

Animal emotions,
Very slowin',
Bats pend,

Pigs slit throat,
Theres no cheatin'
Let me hold it,

I might have been the one that wasted all of your time,
But it didn't occur to me that you admired my rhymes,
All I really wanted was some of your time,
Your wasted time,
Your freedom of life,
Put a hex on me.


05. Holy Ghost

by Arcassin Burnham



I don't know who you take me for,

but I'm not a saint,

And as the chills run down my spine,

sincerely over think,

there are no happy endings to thoughts

I thought about,

the holy ghost demands to know,

what I can show,

lays its hand upon my head and reads my

brain like laid out notes,

of broken tables and wine glasses,

shattered fragments of what's to come,

set a cup of punishment with battery acid,

not knowing what he has done,

old pictures that I should burn,

planting mines in my head

but its already confirmed empty,

being as sly as a fox,

and as strong as a bull,

And While bullshit comes lurking,

Theres no other ways to be cruel

instead of being a fool,

I'm not worth it, but kisses for another will

make it better.

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Ghost Chaos mEP (Poetry Listing)




 (Poetry Listing)

 01. Devil's Night


02. Shadow Bonny


03. Nightsky Terror

04. Hex

05. Holy Ghost 


COMING HALLOWEEN!!! 







Sunday, October 25, 2015

Wolf Spirit & Arcassin B : Wolves In The Ark




01. Change Of Heart 

By Arcassin B & wolf


*AB*: **..it was you**,
All along,
I differ from others that find the strength to move on
Even spiritually,
**hurt me bad**,
It almost killed me,
Even in death I would still love you,
There's noone in your frame of mind,
**change of heart**,
Took me back,
Filled with joy,
Don't know long it will Last,
As long as you last,

*WS*: **it's still only you**
have you figured out the rift?
many will come, many may go
but this is and always will be
you and i
me and you
only we own that
back from death you bring me
with a tender kiss
like mouth to mouth regeneration
and soul to soul
like no others
maybe, just maybe
you and me
is all we ever really needed to be
let it last, let it stay
one kiss, i pray....
never go astray.



02. Universe 

By Arcassin B & wolf 


**I just wanna say**
**I love you**
**and I need you**,
**you don't need anyone else**,
**i'll be willing to feed you**,
**roses blossom everytime we kiss**,
**without a single feature**,
**you don't need nobody else**,
**I need you**,
**I would walk a thousand miles for you**,
**and you could pay attention like you do**,
**I'll cross the galaxy for you**,
**I'll cross the galaxy for you**, 

**AB** :You're the center of my universe,,
I'll give you more if you just say the word,
I'll give you more than what you deserve,
I'm nice like that, bullshit is for the birds,

Your love will never change my mind,
Even from my conscious shrine,
If you would ever die,
I wouldn't be alive,
For our right to live eternally,
You're the center of what makes me hurt,
It's pretty spacious in this frozen earth,
Wishing you'd save me from what I fear the most,
I would never leave you hurt,
You're the center of my universe,,
Some would speculate it is a curse,
But I've accepted all these lovely birds,
Flying high , I better use my words,

**WS** you're the event horizon
your pull as constant as the galaxy
as i am drawn into the singularity
which is you
you are the milky way
distant and beautiful, ever tugging at my celestial body
with the power of your gravity
it could be read as fatal, but
oh, no! no! not for me
for i am a cosmic voyager 
seeking new life and wonder
and your life-force has brought me unto thee
cascading white dwarfs and deep black holes
could never wreck our universe
it's true
for in this whole wide galaxy
there is but one you
there is but one me
fated , like the stars
whole and majestic, like the planets
and of the same 
singularity
you are my Andromeda
i....your Perseus
and together, we were destined
always
to be.

**I just wanna say**
**I love you**
**and I need you**,
**you don't need anyone else**,
**i'll be willing to feed you**,
**roses blossom everytime we kiss**,
**without a single feature**,
**you don't need nobody else**,
**I need you**,
**I would walk a thousand miles for you**,
**and you could pay attention like you do**,
**I'll cross the galaxy for you**,
**I'll cross the galaxy for you**.


03. Electric Roses (ft. Soulsurvivor) 

By Arcassin B , wolf , & soul 

**AB** : staring at the lady in the corner wearing make-up,
Selling flowers to earn money 
For her son's college fund,
Take three patterns then reverse it,
Bring them back to reality,
The way people maintain jobs nowadays
It isn't fun,
But a..
..it takes a rose to help
Cure the pain of whats to gain and
What you've lost,
To find a way to piece together a suffering flaws,

**SS** : /////Electric rose
In all your neon splendor
I touch you and remember
No more

I prick my thumb
Upon your thorn
And in death
I am reborn

I gaze rapt into your night
I am drawn into the light

Rose of Sharon, petals soft Blood red dreams sent aloft

To your power I will yield
'Til I look once more
On heaven's fields,/////

**WS** : in fields of Elysium await with gentle memories
and flowers of every hue
reaching into forever
from that street corner in modern blight
where a mother's love was the noblest fight
and she would give her all for one
that worthy offspring, her beloved son
tarry ye not, on that dreadful shore
pennies for Charon to ferry Styx
close thy eyes and weep no more
there's nothing that true love may not fix,

**SS** : /////Electric rose
In all your neon splendor
I touch you and remember
No more

I prick my thumb
Upon your thorn
And in death
I am reborn

I gaze rapt into your night
I am drawn into the light

Rose of Sharon, petals soft Blood red dreams sent aloft

To your power I will yield
'Til I look once more
On heaven's fields,///////



04. Platter (Ft. Sweet Pea) 

By Arcassin B & wolfspirit & pea

**WSQF**: placing my heart on a platter
only for you
letting you see the insides, like that
clear plastic anatomy figure
from science class at university
downtown from uptown ..crosstown
this is the expressway to you
finding you wherever you may be waiting 
with that smile, the one etched into my soul
nothing is wasted when it is tasted
we are all eternal in our guilty indulgences
but in living,
there is no shame
no one is to blame
exchanging those knowing smiles
our mission here.....is clear
**AB**: I'll put my name in a book for you,
Making my way down town,
Crossing esponola bridge,
Just to see that insecure smile,
But all the while,
I'm futile,
Of all the imaginations that you carried
When you were a child,
Don't let that smile go to waste,
Don't let that smile go,
As it came,
I use to have and felt shame,
So please don't let that smile goto waste.
**SP**: The memory of you never 
goes to waste around here
I miss your kisses the most 
eerie sweet ,clad moist tongue 
I taste the mist off your lips
I miss your mystic touch and 
pleasant need of desire...
your heart restless in the 
unspoken comfort of being
alive, your words echo
deep in my mind...like
great audacious tolling bells.
Love is forever...and so are you
in my heart.


05. The Waking 

By Arcassin B & wolfspirit


**AB**: Attractiveness will not flourish,
Body to body in the dark,
When your alone and you feel like
Nothings ever got your back,
Against the wall might get a scratch,
That pierced your soul and also
Doesn't call back,
Or leaves a text when you get home,
What is my final react,
Of being let down again,
In the night ,
Blowing winds,
I was curious to know how long you've
Known me since then,
The Waking,
I'm howling at the moon,
Like can you not hear me breathing!?
There are no further temptations to
Uncover your whole meaning,
Catching weird people getting in our heads,
Crowds watching us,

**WSQF**: the sweetest imaginings and the blissful calm
that this union brings..are we not one?
has life made fantasy come undone....
i wonder which one is you, is me, is one....
touching you is touching me, touching together
we are truly free....exploring, spelunking, delving
realms of pain and pleasure, 
am i the adventurer, you, my treasure?
shut out the din of the madding crowd
exploring this message, to sing it out loud
so , we are connected, light or dark
one love, two bodies, one fatal spark
wide awake are we, while dreaming possibility
and the art of the probable...impossible is not worthy
let reign on high, imagination
you found my soul, i found my station
let's sleep on it, linger on the dreaming
as long as what we feel keeps streaming
i'm not asleep
i'm living you,

**AB**: We'd feel homegrown instead,
The smartest teens today,
We wouldn't end up dead,
To feel the lifting force,
Exploring others bodies,
Without cold sweats and unnecessary hobbies,
You don't hear me,
I was walking in the darkness with an open
Wound,
I'm waking up,
I just imagined you.



06. Just Stay 

By Arcassin b & wolfspirit


**AB**: Vanilla covered skin in different measures,
Crawling over your despair,
Desperation spites all in this tiny hour,
Only tiny cause the little hand won't move,
Watching all of the failures improve,
Then in the process creates a better you,
Don't move,
Just stay with me,
Smile for the camera,
I can't tell with the blank stares,
Your lack of confidence says you don't care,
Cute smile with the dyed red hair,
Every strand,
Every second,
I'm learning all your imperfections,
Can you at least just wait a minute for the close-up,
Every flaw,
And every lesson,
We usually have similar passions,
**WSFQ** : caramel coated crossover conversions
life teaching love to talk
love showing life the reality
daydream dilemma, my sweet inspiration
social status and lowly station
time ticks and tocks
on the streets and in the bedrooms
down the dark hall of when
to the end of that tunnel
where there is light
oh, but wait!
is that an oncoming train?
is passion clashin' with the latest fashion?
jump steady, rock a roller
hip hop backstreets and coca cola
this is where we separate the soda pop
from the Hennesy.


07. Call Me Sometimes 

by Arcassin B & Wolfspirit


**AB**: You're So special in every way,
And I could bet your bottom dollar
your single, 
can I see you
from day
to day,
and you wouldn't want to go 
party and mingle,

**WS** : saw you leanin' against the bar
sippin' apple martinis
lookin' like a star
brothers making those googley eyes
and starin' at those powerful thighs 
each one schemin' and buyin' you drinks
wonderin' what a goddess thinks
cruised up slowly with my best strut
talk to you like a lady, not a slut
caught some interest in those big doe eyes
and you took my hand....to my surprise
led me out to the dance floor
popped like passion and encouraged me more
held me close for that one slow dance
now, you got this man thinkin' sweet romance
baby, you look so good in those spandex pants
now i wanna get wit u for another dance,

**AB**: You're So special in every way,
And I could bet your bottom dollar
your single, 
can I see you
from day
to day,
and you wouldn't want to go 
party and mingle,

**WS** : later, you said it was time to go
asked for my cell down on the low low
looked into my eyes and stroked my dreads
kissed my cheek and turned and said
"now listen, playa, don't be runnin' no game"
keyed in her number and her name
smiled and walked her to her ride
she had a gold Lexus sittin' outside
knew right off she was no pigeon
but then, i ain't no scrub ....we be largely livin'
then she kissed me warm and deep
said 
"dream about me when you sleep
treat me right and i promise, boo
i guarantee i'll be dreamin' of you"

08. Down The Drain (end)

by Arcassin B & Wolfspirit 

**AB** :Trying to pull myself out of this hole
of a downward prosperity,
confide in me or confine me,
I'm dead inside either way,
don't know how much I can take if I stay,
Down the drain,
down the drain,
down the drain,
down in it I go , from the story that was never told,
locking me away for money, this isn't charity,
lie to them , speak your mind to me,
I'm dead inside either way,
I just keep sinking more and more,
Down the drain,
down the drain,
down the drain.
**WS** : got my survival kit built into this psyche
pulling myself up with each downward tumble
ain't gonna let no lifetaster heart waster 
selfish bleedin' souls pull me down
too busy making the best of this go round
time to take up slack and draw a new direction
upward trajectory, merely seeking perfection
this constant self effacing doubt will surely kill me
no longer waiting time to let the world thrill me
i'm a lover..i ain't no killer
juts gonna have to be my own chiller, thriller,
**AB** : hopefully won't drive me to being a dealer,
coiling my toes,
keeping temptation away in every step,
when dirt from the ground arose,
filling us up  to be the stringy ones,
up on desire as I crept,
downward I go to an endless cycle of falling, 
making me so so so so so so sick of everything, 
I can't keep screaming, 
down the drain,
I filled the void for days just to feel a pain, 
down the drain,
you needing confirmation just seems pretty lame,
**WS** : no time to waste on commiseration
i walk proud, upright, secure in my station
belie the pomp and circumstance
get on with the joy, to live for the dance
this thing called life, we need only the living
to share the warmth of caring and giving
let sleeping dogs lie just where they fall
drop the issues unimportant and heed the call
each one has a gift, something to offer
instead of selfishly filling their coffer 
it's like this and like that, when we get down to it
it's like that and like this, so let's just do it.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

"Ever Wanted"



"Ever Wanted"


by Arcassin Burnham 


The Light in your eyes,
I'll hate to see those disappear, 
expressed vaguely is disguise,
your soul is what ill steer,

*I'll only be the one for you to see like*
*everyday*,
*I need some joy from you*,
enough I need to show,
babe I love you so,

all I ever wanted,
was you and happiness,
but all I got was stop signs,
little did know I was blessed,

*for having someone just*
*as good*
*as you*
I need a little more joy from you,
enough I need to show,
babe I love you so.





Thursday, October 22, 2015

Wolves In The Ark (Poetry Listing)





(Poetry Listing)

01. Change Of Heart

02. Universe 

03. Electric Roses (ft. SoulSurvivor)

04. Platter (ft. Sweet pea)

05. The Waking 

06. Just Stay

07. CAll Me Sometimes 

08. Down The Drain

Oct 25

"Lock"



"LOCK"


by Arcssin Burnham


Locked in chains full of dangers,
hold my hands lord,
pulling me further and further away
from my original destination, 
what's with a these different strangers,
life can also record,
all the things you gave and took away,
weather the source of damnation,

I can't imagine life without beauty,
scratch and then patched,
something anyone wouldn't want to 
bother with,
when it comes to judgment, 
my sincerest apologies truly, 
don't want to get too attached, 
with a dose of salt and a quad of spit,
in the air..... I'm suspended.

Sunday, October 18, 2015

"Red Wine Ballad"



"Red Wine Ballad"


by Arcassin Burnham 


Red wine over a candlelight dinner, 
Get Drunk or burn,
we don't get everything we want,
sprinkles are for winners,
become sinners,
and then repenters,
but do we even know ourselves,
like we need a filters,
this is all a dream somebody get the Pincher,
I don't, 
need no one to tell me about my love life
I,
need,
someone to love,
and cherish 
me,
sometimes I think alone in my room at night,
because, 
I think I'll never end up with anyone, 
I just got the red wine blues,
////get it/////.

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit (Remix)



"Smells Like Teen Spirit (Remix)"


by Originally Nirvana
verses  by Arcassin Burnham


Lets lend a hand,  no words to say,
but all you've  planned,  doesn't ever stay,
vanilla girls,  they know what's best for us,
the world , it never rest,

Hello, hello, hello, how low? [x3]
Hello, hello, hello!

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
Yeah, hey, yay

deal all your faults,  and all your dreams,
worth a penny, just wanna stay teens,
you could deal, making plans,
and taking risk,  you are the man,

Hello, hello, hello, how low? [x3]
Hello, hello, hello!

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
Yeah, hey, yay


use to remember,  the signs,
I cross the lines apart, not known what was mine,
I took the gun, put it in my mouth,
and I,  just thought it out,

Hello, hello, hello, how low? [x3]
Hello, hello, hello!

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
A Denial [x9].





"Unromantic"





"UNROMANTIC"


by Arcassin Burnham


A bad girl is what you are,
And I wouldn't change a thing, 
go against your fathers wishes love,
we could all feel the sting,
of everything that you do,
You're a uninvited unromantic substance
that I need in my brain,
you're a drug,  that can not ever be tamed,
burning brighter than the Phoenix put to work
by the hour,
you're the Sabbath brushing over with
mind control powers,
see!
I wouldn't change a thing, 
stay where you are,
a thing,
I wouldn't change a thing, 
stay where you are now,
miss thing,
Making any man melt from his head to
his feet,
also could make them sweat of every
glance on first meet,
with resistance your a silver dollar,
enough to approach a blue collar,
enough smarts to be a scholar,
i get misty eyed looking at pretty faces,
and right now their scorching,
I have to figure out what else is important, 
I swear I wouldn't change a thing.

Monday, October 12, 2015

"~kill me~"



"~kill me~"


by Arcassin Burnham

Sometimes I think to myself that I
wasn't meant for this world,
to have one lover,
to have one friend,
losing all of it was my simplistic motto,
and even if I had good days,
it still would not suffice,
but to sacrifice for others,
I would always lend a helping hand,
while he betrays me,
while she gives away my love to another
man,
if anything I've learned for my life
situations,
but who are we growing into
in the coming years in our
lives,
to bring up the courage to say no more,
and enough is enough,
Lord just kill me now!

Friday, October 9, 2015

"Deceiver" (ft. Sweet Pea)


"Deceiver"


by Arcassin B & Sweet Pea


SP: :::theCry:::

:::theCry:::


My lover...my prince 
I feel you dearly through
all that angst. No feigning emotion
or pretense. It is I...who wants
this kiss, to touch each one: of
your lips and all those  cancerous 
wounds...

I've been 
quietly forlorn,
yes , I've talked to somebody
to ease my pain. Our Lullaby
made out of Cymbeline's notes&
daughter's cry....Imogene tears
married, but my heart was yours
Betrothed to someone else, in spite 
ring on the finger- to fool
the old King

...look at me, 
married wife,
but moreover 
most precious
lover to you
I hoped

So, please tell
the voices to 
quiet down...our time will 
soonly come. Put your 
cheek to my heart, look at
bosoms pink fiber...aspic marble's
cradle...marked for death now.

My sweet love, 
i am woman made of
emotion...the only alternative plan 
is to live in harmony, 
not a commotion

I'm letting you go, 
please make up your
mind...do it on your own. I'm no
convincer...just listen to the prosthetic
heart. It's beat pure, and true is...
mounted up high...I'm a twig broken in 
half; an arrow
already dead...

How can I defend myself...you've 
already made up your mind. My only 
apology is...we've wasted our time

myopia and friends...their whispers 
judged my heart, the head chopped was before
our affair even begun...
you hit and then run
you've said the 
magical words...I've longed
to hear from you. I can't compete with
what's preordained...I loved you
my sweet, sweet 
Prince...be well now
you are free.
AB: Don't pretend you love me in the time
of pure pain , 
I hold my head in shame,
I could tell that you've be quiet,
And you need somebody to talk to,
lullabys in anger, 
being married is a
drag,
voices sing in the night and the stars
remind me of some things I once had,
life would be so much different in every
little strand and particle...
...I had a dad,
So don't pretend like you care when we
both know you have an alternative plan, 
I don't want anything to do with your
existence, 
now that you could understand, 
you didnt try.

SESSIONS Ch2 mEP




01. HERE I AM (intro)


By Arcassin Burnham


Good riddens,
There's a truth in your lies,
You were right here for me,
Spreading emotions I could not
Even fathom,
I saw tears in your good-natured eyes,
By the falling sleeves,
Not troubled by rotten leaves,
Or the boys that hang in dark alleys,
Even I embrace the darkness,
Let it hug you,
Motion carried,
Lust never felt so good in ages,
Too bad I'll never be around to see
It age,
Turning 108,
Ever watched 12 years a slave,
Is how feel when I have no authority to
Lay,
So i lay down and relax,
I also struggled the with facts,
And you're crazier than I,
Then watch out for attack
Cause here I am.
Goodbye.



02 . THE LAKES


By Arcassin Burnham

Raining Down on me
I can feel that you stayed up late,
Raining down on me
There's no secret to causable pies that you bake,
You're on your own,
There's other ways back,
Taking greyhounds to cure your bloodlust,
I'm barely gone,
But I just can't wait for us,
I'll meet you underwater,

**honor the rules we break**,
**only so much we could take**,

Raining down on me
Yeah your feelings never went anywhere,
Raining down on me
You were the earth and moon to me,
Although it wasn't fair,
They took you away,
Should have saw me crying there,
You what I was feeling,
For a moment of strong healing,
I'll see you underwater,

**drowning**.


03. MANDY'S SMILE


By Arcassin Burnham


When ever you say,
I have justified all of my features,
Don't believe a word I say,
When I say,
You look spectacular without any
Makeup sitting on the bleachers,
I'll never hurt
A single bone in your facial structure,
For what it's worth,
I want you extra normal,
You are impossible,
Extraterrestrial,
And astronomical,
And your gay best friend,
Well he seems nice , don't let him get too close,
This is not the end,
See you tomorrow with all your high hopes,
The smile is a curse,
Taking my soul , I see the shame in you,
And for what I yearn,
I want you extra normal,
You are impossible,
Extraterrestrial,
And astronomical.


04. EYES CLOSED


By Arcassin Burnham


I feel as though I've been here before,
I won't give anyone that saw me get the attention
Of course,
I could be the bug zapper on your front porch,
Can of beer with my eyes closed,
To be bespoke,
I hope I don't choke,

I feel as though I've been here before,
Putting lives in jeopardy for playing a bloodsport,
I could be the bug zapper on your front porch,
Can of beer with my eyes closed,
To be bespoke,
I hope I don't choke.


05. RIDE EM' COWGIRL 


By Arcassin Burnham

The horse calls on you today,
Time to give these guys a show,
Pull out the hat and the saddle
Then your ready to go,
So glad to introduce myself,
Ya know I'm a country boy myself,
So country livin ain't a thing to me,
If I check around in my memories,
Tight jeans and an attitude,
Like when country girls are purposefully rude,
I could be your Glen and you could be my
Maggie,
Isn't this a love story, singing Taylor Swift,
Its carries so lovely,
So Ride em' cowgirl,
Ride like the wind,
I was redneck living since way back when,
Ride em' cowgirl,
Ride like the wind,
I was redneck living since way back when.

06. 2:22 (Interlude #1)


By Arcassin Burnham

Hey!
You there!
I need advice on the good and the bad,
The betrayed and the mishaves,
The physical and mental,
The uncontrollable erge to take random baths,
But showers is more like it,
The rain couldn't get any clearer,
Better see it if you know it,
Livings not too good with the bounty,
Which means my situations in life,
That really nobody taught me,
So irrelevant for the cause,
I didn't care anymore,
Looking for the button pause,
Don't wanna see what's in store.


07. TRULY / ENJOY YOUR PARTY


By Arcassin Burnham


If I seem unpleasant,
If Your noticing a Loner type,
I just call it dishing out any information on
How To infiltrate depression and take it down
And also make it bow
Put a frown on its face,
Terminate its smiles
Say you will never smile again,
Never get the best of me again,
Your not a friend,
With your guidance,
Could have saw the end,
Stuck with unrepented sins,
Remember!
I saw the light,
I'm truly sorry if I came in this party tonight.
___________________________________

**It's young and it screams**,
**It comforts you and me**,
**blocking out bleeding scenery**,
Wishing you didn't touch her,
Wishing you didn't miss her,
Putting her tongue in your mouth,
If she didn't get the memo or curse,
Remember you kicked her out,
And threw her clothes over the balcony,
It's kinda funny,
You're pretending your hurting,
That's why your so depressed and can't
Mingle with other people at parties,
And always have this thing
Where you walk to the ending of where
The story just started,
Remember this is the mess you started,
Enjoy you party.


08. PLAYING (LIKE THIS)


By Arcassin Burnham


**I swear I've never felt like this**,
**I feel the tension when we kiss**,
**The beauty of it is so simplistic**,
**I swear I've never felt like this before**,
**Not even a swindled pot to piss**,
**You'll be missed in memories of**
**The bridge**,
**But the way you smile is what I miss**,
**I swear I've never felt like this before**,

Losing track of time,
In the land of war,
There is no more playing,
I don' lost my mind,
Crying over you,
Wish you were staying,
I swear I've never felt this sad before,
I don't know what else I would have instore,
The fun and excitement,
I know you look for more,

Its the end of time,
For the both of us,
Diamond valley awaits,
Everything is fine,
Just hold my body,
Toward heaven's gates,
Never really been a fan of religion,
To know that all is forgiven,
Pointing crappy pavilions,
See how the 72 virgins are livin',
Kisses,
Hugs,
Cuddles,
From you is heaven,
But I've never felt like this before,

**I swear I've never felt like this**,
**I feel the tension when we kiss**,
**The beauty of it is so simplistic**,
**I swear I've never felt like this before**,
**Not even a swindled pot to piss**,
**You'll be missed in memories of**
**The bridge**,
**But the way you smile is what I miss**,
**I swear I've never felt like this before**,
**I swear I've never felt like this**,
**I feel the tension when we kiss**,
**The beauty of it is so simplistic**,
**I swear I've never felt like this before**.



09. GUEST ROOM


By Arcassin Burnham


*Don't you be texting me at 4pm*,
Possibilities are endless your young age,
Life doesn't do what you want unless you
Turn the page,
*Don't You Be texting me*,

I won't hold myself back from my destinies,
Peonies,
I say I go with the flow when I have nervous
Tendencies,
I pray to Jesus , but most times I never hear
From moses,
Roses,
I say I travel but mostly its all just summer spoken,
No I'm sleeping in the guest room,
And it's kinda small in here,
And there are no windows,
I would always do the things you do,
Claustrophobic mixed with fears,
Better watch the dark bellows.



10. IF YOU BELIEVE IN HAVING SEX


By Arcassin Burnham


There's nothing like losing it for the time,
Some afraid to unwind,
And try to find a greater way to cope with
Touching some skin,
Caressing a face,
Kissing places they're terrified to kiss,
And mostly wanting slow love making,
And the rest want rough patterns,
Personally I like the rough patterns,
But it doesn't matter,
Because this is about you,
To be adventurous and exploring upon
Ones body,
Knowing what to do and what not,
And if not then make your first time the best
Memory,
((((Rubbers included))))!!!!!!!
So if you've learned anything here today,
To this as an request,
But you agree with me today,
If you believe in having sex.


11. I WONT GIVE


By Arcassin Burnham


I won't give anyone doubts that will make them feel unwhole,
Like Dry chickens in boxes that could deal without the mold,
I make people feel like they've been listened to , from the stories
They told,
Even if its about cousin pookey getting out prison,
I'll listen,
High anxiety causes me to listen too much for I am isolated,
Very complicated,
And at times frustrated at this evil planet,
Some don't want to die young but some plan it,
Do you wanna make God crack a laugh today
In disarray,
But disarray just misbehaved,
Now we're all gonna have to pray,
Moms say I'm not eligible to live on my own,
If that's the price she wants to pay,
For my unfortunate life,
I'll probably never have a wife to have a baby girl named may,
I won't give any girl a reason to think less of me,
I won't be what they portray black African Americans to be,
I won't give you power over me.



12. TIME HEALS (INTERLUDE #2)


By Arcassin Burnham

Above my eyes,
The moon will cry,
And tell a million stories,
Fables about ferral glory,
And how you use it poorly,
I guess theres things left in the world,
Then insecurity,
Somethings wrong,
The mocking bird is dead,
Killed by flying lead,
Keep singing the song.


13. EVER YOU WANT


By Arcassin Burnham


I saw my life long dream
In a dream,
Woke up,
Then took a breather,
Inhaled,
Saw my reflection in a broken mirror,
Exhaled,
And everything that I came in contact
With just became more clearer,
I have no intentions of Funneling your
Doubts,
You can think what you want and how
ever you want,
Tortured souls plus people are getting
Shot down,
The world is messed up , and you hate,
What more do you want,
From me to you to all your brothers,
And your sisters won't get here,
What's over there,
Too many cops beating on black youngins'
With the evil glares,
Take this how ever want.



14. Ruin Everything/ Into A Masterpiece


By Arcassin Burnham


More than my life ,
More than yours,
I have no burdens,
And no remorse,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,

Make a choice,
Take a chance,
The type of joy that
Makes you wanna dance,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,

I can make light,
Of situations,
Make you smile,
No hesitation,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,

You and me,
On a beach,
Seven seas,
The mountains peak,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,
*why you gotta ruin everything*,

Why you gotta ruin everything that
I've worked for just to gain your self-worth,
If anything I could be sporting some local
Cutie on the base of the clockwork,
Touching roads when you get in your moods,
Yeah they do swing,
Take me out of your insecurities,
While buying some jewelry,
Life inside and out,
Will leave you seeing all of your entities,
I could make light of bad situation while
Putting in numbers,
I called my anxiety yesterday, he said the
Only thing holding you back is your mother,
No shame,
No pain,
No turning back now,
I'm looking forward to the future without
You,
If I could see it somehow,

We could touch
Ripples that follow,
I need a kiss,
But you just swallow,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,

I use to love,
The silk of your hair,
The color fits,
And people stare,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,

You put me in,
A state of hate,
That I don't
Appreciate,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,

We use to laugh,
We use to talk,
A lot of things left behind,
For the walk,

*why you gotta ruin everything*,
*why you gotta ruin everything*,

_______________________________

I could be everything you want,
The sun,
The moon,
The stars,
To Venus,
To mars
But........
.....I'm killing myself,
I shed tears for you,
The sun,
Seems lonely,
Attention based,
And in its final hours,
We see nothing,
I pray for you,
In any term of love,
We'll get something,
We'll learn something,
We are masterpieces.