"2015 is coming"

I don't know how I made it far this long in this condition,
Is the year ending or did I forget to mention,
The silence says a thousand,
And the words are spoken in Spanish,
You think you could pull the race card faster than you could manage,
Grip that soap,
Your a bitch if you drop it or not,
Federals killing blacks,
Now everybody has a quick route,
Joining one group,
Then quitting it to save one,
Recon against you,
Then that one you had was on the run,
Ignorant ass females picking on you in GED,
Even adults,
They weren't in it for the same thing,
That's why karma got to them,
Before I ever did,
Pathetic as your existence,
Not knowing where you live,
I had about 6 girlfriends this year,
And all them were fakes,
They use you when they need you,
Then say you made a big mistake,
Im here to take my crown back,
Won't let you step on me,
Not this time,
I'm growing up,
I need some tats on me,
Life is too damn short,
To be overruling,
Everybody brace yourselves,
20/15 is coming.

"At Least"

"At Least"

By Arcassin Burnham


Darker times,
All we got is each other,
Read thru those lines,

See a realistic outcome,
It was you and me,
No one else as we run,

Away,
You said you'd stay,
At least you had a realistic outcome to flea astray.

LIFE S-A-V-E-R Release Date for 2015

"Baubles On The Tree" (Ft. Elizabeth Squires)

"Baubies On The Tree" (collab w/ Elizabeth Squires)

By Arcassin and Elizabeth


ES - every year they adorn
our family Christmas tree,
bright baubles 
inscribed with a special 
persons name 
mummy 
daddy 
sis 
and bro 
these wonderful members
of our loving home,

AB - simulating ornaments on
The tree,
And Santa's preparations to sneak
In homes,
Christmas eves hour,
May have been filled with so much joy,
For toys,
And things,
And laughs,
Next year,
along with happiness,
Just like this one,
Will be most grand at its finest.

"Fliss"

"Fliss"

By Arcassin Burnham



You might as well forget it all,
You might as well forget it all,
All it forget well as might you,
Backwards voodoo,
I will never fight you,

I need some more clarity,
To clarify our entities,
You're killing me ,
Squishing extremities,
I knew u were into me,
You're killing me,

You might as well forget it all,
You might as well forget it all,
All it forget well as might you,
Backwards voodoo,
I will never fight you.

09. Hot (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Hot" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham


STILL BURNING,
AND I CAN FEEL THE SILENCE,
NEVER SAYING ANYTHING,
BUBBLING SOUNDS OF DROWNING,
ITS STILL HOT IN HERE,
THE FEELING OF SWEATING,
THE FEELING OF WONDER,
THE FEELING OF IMAGINATION,
GET INTO LITTLE INTERPRETATIONS,
AND ONE OFF VACATIONS,
ITS STILL HOT IN HERE.

08. Plus (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Plus" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham



Where do We don't go on from tomorrow,


Laying in puddle filled with sorrow,


We all roll so far from the barrel that..........

You cant ever stop yourself,
Please go on and fix yourself,



Where do We don't go on from tomorrow,


Laying in puddle filled with sorrow,


We all roll so far from the barrel that..........

You cant ever stop yourself,
Please go on and fix yourself,

Plus if you were accurate you have know about the human race,
And that some us worship a man that never shows his face,
I'm glad to be alive,
Sometimes I wanna die,
Just to see his face.

07. Dust In The Attic (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Dust In The Attic" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham



Commercial of an interracial family came on the other day,
I thought it was okay and it was nothing to be complained,
But later to soon know racist people bashed it,
Trying to find an ignorant reason for satisfaction in small bits,
But its bullshit,
My girlfriend is white and her parents are cool with it,
Don't know why the world gotta be so damn cold,
Playing hearts like pianos,
Already dust in the attic man this shit is getting old.

06. Frenzy (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Frenzy" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham



fresh blood on the floor when there's already red carpets,
Misery and company combining like that is so divine,
Needing a relaxing situation to support past regrets,
If you're one to die for me, don't take kindly to being kind,
But you do to being my favorite,and I'd rather kill myself first,
Reading them like a book, don't have to look at the cover,
Spilling to much out of the bean pot, I wanna leave this earth.

05. Too Worried (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Too Worried" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham


Burned forever,
My soul is in limbo facing suicide,
Knowing the devil he will not let it ride,
Always the one to not patronize,

I thought if weren't busy maybe we could have a little time,
But you're too worried........

About everything,
Make your mind up,
Head about to combust,
From dealing all this anger inside that going on with us.

04. About A Heat (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"About A Heat" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham


I should burn for this,
It was written,
The lead in the pencil splits,
It was the end,
For a new beginning of this,
I use to cherish this,
I use to take it back,
Not easy being black,
Its sad that's a fact,
Like I wasn't really ready for this,
Felt unrelated in this,
Messed up world,
Careless boys,
Careless girls,
But someone indebted to this,
Rappers say they carry guns like this,
Is it necessary,
Would the virgin Mary try to cool of
And Ever worry about a heat.

03. You Make Me (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"You Make Me" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham


You make me,
Sacrifice my inner being without thinking twice,
You make me,
Burn like fire when i'm in an land of ice,
You make me,
Dial the wrong numbers when I try to change the channel,
You me make,
Stop counting on an reliable source as a panel,
You make me,
Put aside all the petty jealousy,
You make me,
Forget all my ex's ,in advance a kiss from me,
You make me,
See for what they were and not for what the represent,
You make me,
Wanna marry you and have your fathers consent.
I love you.

02. Soul Lost (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Soul Lost" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham


Please don't say you did,
Cause I'd be livid,
If you thought the pictures was clear,
You seen it vivid,
I called you on the telephone,
You didn't hear me,
I noticed you were all alone,
With a hint of blasphemy,

But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost,


I needed attention,
For you,
I didn't need permission,
To make you feel like you,
It was very disappointing,
To see us drifting slowly,
I never thought that you would be,
The only one to hold me,


But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost in vanity,
But I thought your soul was lost.

01. Old Photos (Burned Forever mini Ep)

"Old Photos" (Burned Forever Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham



Smiles captured in the most perfect form,
I see the stars are still aligned today,
Life might end today,
You might die today,
You can't change,
They don't have a say,
In what you have to do,
Or what you gotta do,
Mothers pave the way,
You just know the way,
We had memories,
Please dont you threw all those old photos away.

Newest Mini ep titled "Burned Forever"

01. Old Photos

02. Soul Lost

03. You Make Me

04. About A Heat

05.Too Worried

06. Frenzy

07. Dust In The Attic

08. Plus

09. Hot

"Unknown #2"

"Unknown #2"

By Arcassin Burnham


Moving traces out of my mind,
You think I'm lost or something,
You think the only ounce of ignorance,
Has a cost or something,
Or maybe your ego had a stand off or something,
Like you couldn't handle all the boundaries,
Guess it taught you something,
So snuggling under purple and pink clouds,
In an empty room,
Regrets wouldn't be aloud,
In the realm of bloom,
Where the flowers are,
Like it had a lifespan or something,
Living 30 years long like it was meant to be or something,
To be misjudged but the wrong pill you take or something,
Red one or blue one,
Want cancer,
Look at the sun,
And the stars,
Realize who you are,
Don't be threatened by the lonely ones.

2015 LIFE S-A-V-E-R poetry listing

"PaperBag"

"PaperBag"

By Arcassin Burnham


Writing your number,
To make sure I remember,
On that cold December,
Lost with ember,
Her name was amber,
Lovely as ever,
Jesus Christ would be intrigued,
At the creation he presented,
With a smile like yours indeed,
And your eyes I forgot to mention,
The love you give is incredible,
And your character kissed my heart,
And I was lost.......
And I was lost,
Making me figure out that what I've lost,
Is only a figment of my imagination,
Writing your name and number on this bag,
Is my motivation.

LIFE S-A-V-E-R (2015 teaser pic)

My New Poetry Project 

"The Fall Of Beth"

"The Fall Of Beth"

By Arcassin Burnham



So much you could have done,
With life in an apocalypse,
It was about how you could do,
To worth more than being alive,
than being the notion of moving your lips,
You were someone's sister and daughter,
The fate you saw should have never taken advantage,
After the death of your father,
You and Maggie could barely manage,
These endings did so much damage,
To you,
No you were never average,
Getting though that extra leverage,
Just see rick and the crew,
I wonder how death is in Spanish,
The beauty you possess hold a lot of memories,
And when sacrifices were made , you made a lot of remedies,
And the way that you use to sing,
Made us all feeling there is hope,
And your passing will bring us pain,
We will miss you,
Just hope you know.

R.I.p beth greene.

"Sadness Collective #1" (ft. Aniya)

"Sadness Collective #1" (collab w/ Aniya)

By Arcassin B and Aniya




AB: Everytime we make mistakes,
We turn around and face the music,
And when nothing is playing,
The harsh reality get realistic,
Everybody wanna put us down,
Everybody wanna put us down,
Everybody wanna put us down,



AB: Unreasonable outcomes,
Shards of glass consisting broken thumbs,
Sadness is unbearable to cope,
Like breathing out your lungs,
Death in the family and misguided by the world of cruelty,
Depression can make up for all our memories,
It was also desperation for the frienemies,
Searching for a better way to fight my hateful riotings,
Heaven sent is troubling,
And life is slowly tumbling,



AB: Everytime we make mistakes,
We turn around and face the music,
And when nothing is playing,
The harsh reality get realistic,
Everybody wanna put us down,
Everybody wanna put us down,
Everybody wanna put us down,



Aniya: Product of a broken home,
Feeling like a broken bone that just won't mend,
Never wishing for a happy ending,
Just looking for an end,

I'd backtrack to a time where I began,
When the dark got out of hand,
So when I could ask for a hand,
But I'm trapped here lacking sleep,
Anxiety won't let me be,
Clawing out of my chest and into these words,
Trying to break free,


AB: Everytime we make mistakes,
We turn around and face the music,
And when nothing is playing,
The harsh reality get realistic,
Everybody wanna put us down,
Everybody wanna put us down,
Everybody wanna put us down.

"Show Me That Its Real" (Full Version)

"Show Me That Its Real"

By Arcassin Burnham


I'm glad you helped me out,
There's nothing else to say,
Creating emotional drought,
It would be Okay
I'm glad that I could do without,
You grab me out of my house,
Like you in mind i had no doubts,
Shot me down first,
But at last you came around,
Apparently you saw the good in me,
Your silence made alot of sounds,
But not enough noise,
To be praised,
Better than making crowns,
Anyways , I loved you,
And I didn't want you to get hurt,
Didn't know where I was until I found you,
Would the problem occur?
Stuck in a frozen locker,
Burned in a furnace,
And hid beneath the earth,
Or did you just forget your birth,
Seeing it through to the end,
For what it ever was worth,
Nothing at all,
Show me that its real,
And will never let you fall,
I only have you and nothing else at all,
Show me that its real,
And will never let you fall.

"Roses For Thought" (Ft. Stardust)

"Roses For Thought" (collab w/ Stardust)

By Arcassin B and Stardust


SD:

I used to think a rose was THE symbol of love and affection, 
but I got so many from those who said they loved me and didn't so the theory needed correction. 
Red roses strewn around my bedroom floor 
Like sharp thorns uncountable covered in my blood drawn by "lovers" who just walked out the door. 
They say every rose has its thorns-but you were all thorns no rose. 
I guess that's what I liked about you.

AB:


No life in this house , so I decide to tend to the garden,
Not of eden, but its beauty sure was a match,
Growing inner full regret of love and its struggles,
But always reminiscing me and you could be a perfect match,
Is there something wrong with that,
Pink fluff and green pencil-like structure,
You can see all the beauty and the feels also from contrast.


SD:

They say there is a special language of flowers - and a special language of love to each their own. 
I guess you never spoke to me except with flowers that I threw out and didn't want to own. 
Perfection is what we look for though I would have settled for less, 
You were exactly what you looked like- a Thornbush. 
No wonder my heart's a mess....


AB:


Spoken reasons,
I wonder why I can't commit sometimes,
Use to love when you were pleased,
Kissing our souls away
But now-a-days,
In a haze,
Blowing roses in fresh glaze.

"Rough Backwards Time Travel" (Ft. Wolf Spirit aka Quin Finn)

"Rough Backwards Time Travel" (ft. wolf spirit 

aka quinfinn)

AB:

Coming home to a city full of hateful people there,
That ain't fun,
I needed time , 
but time was ruined and spared,
My friends use to be chill,
But now carry around guns,
If only I could rewind,
Back to a time,
When everything was fine,
When everything didn't cost so much,
All you needed was quarters , nickels and dimes,
Not like today,
When my mother doesn't have the time,
Looking at it,
Like I'll never have a better future,
But so it told,
And with hate,
They want to introduce exposure,
To a world of bad memories,
Life full of enemies,
I wish I could make it better,
By time traveling.

WSQF:

i remember baby ruths for a fifth of a quarter
when the streets didn't need all this law and order
when martin luther appeased the masses
and the politicians didn't show their asses
when kennedy gave all of us hope
and the whole world wasn't high on dope
i like the woolworths reataurant
the five and dime was my favorite haunt
and the only thugs who carried guns
were the mafia types...you know the ones
i think this world is at full scream
somehow we lost that american dream
and if i had one wish i would unravel
time as we know it for that backward travel.

"Sell For Me Riddim"

"Sell For Me Riddim"

By Arcassin Burnham




Both grew tired,
It wasn't non of your overshadowing,
And I could taste the fire,
Of heavy lies,
I didnt really ever imagine,
Spending a day without you guys,
But your ignorance disgusted me so much,
I had to design,
A way,
That I could get away from you,
I sacrificed,
My soul,
Isn't it golden.

"D-A-R-L-A Pt.2"

"D-A-R-L-A Pt.2"

By Arcassin Burnham


Sing songs to you like I used to,
Frank ocean impersonations,
You use to bring me gold and silver virtues,
I was your sensation,
And your satisfaction,
And your pleasure as well,
She laid roses on the coffin in the fires of hell,
I use to lay next to you on the way to your house,
Slowly tilting in your bed,
I'd never sit in the living room on the couch,
Kisses on my neck, 
when you needed to,
I used to say,
darla,
I cherish you,
If anything I wanna marry you,
And take you on expensive trips,
And lay you down in queen size beds,
And take you virginity away from you,
I needed you like bonnie,
I hope you get it,
My bones and my flesh and soul,
Could hardly bare to take it,
Were all grown up now,
So where's your confidence boo,

Were all grown up now,
So where's your confidence boo,

Were all grown up now,
So where's your confidence boo,
Saved up on a lot for leggings and shoes,
She said just to impress you,
Not knowing if you'd take me back,
I don't mean to intrude,
Retaliation left a mark on my back,
I remember you were rude,
If Ignorance is bliss,
Then shouldn't love be (evol),
And if you let me explain,
Then you know this is a sequel.

"The Ceremony"

"The Ceremony"

By Arcassin Burnham



What do we all do on this joyous occasion,
Demonic laughs and blood spilling from standing ovations,
The usher sneaks drugs to give to his clients,
The dream i arose from, I swear im not lying,
And every person would be scared to face their demons in silence,
Throwing water in your face like you've been hit by Poseidon,
So slowly I'm deciding to not fall asleep,
Collection of happy thoughts are the dreams I wanna keep,
At the ceremony.

"Unknown #1"

"Unknown #1"

By Arcassin Burnham



Be glad that you could make it,
Serving all your insecurities,
But fake to mistake it,
I just that your endurance,
Is purposely taken,
In like sections,
More like layers,
If that's how you choose to fornicate,
Ignore all contemplaters,
But I'd be glad to say I'm late.

"Probably Delete"

"Probably Delete"

By Arcassin Burnham



Inside me,
Up in flames I'll be blazing,
When you called my mothers house,
I haven't been around lately,
Catastrophe,
I caused in the past , horribly amazing,
With the burdens that you carried
You were gods baby,

Got some pictures of you,
That I'd probably delete,
You don't have to tell your mother,
I'm the only you've seen,
Please save the sessions,
And all the after school lessons,
That you use to learn in school,
When your sitting next to me,
Got some pictures of you,
That I'd probably delete,
You don't have to tell your mother,
I'm the only you've seen,
Please save the sessions,
And all the after school lessons,
That you use to learn in school,
When your sitting next to me.


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