"Blows"

"Blows"

By Arcassin Burnham 

When It rains and it pours , is it God crying?

Or does he make mistakes too by dropping 

Glasses of water on some parts of the planet,

sometimes i cant stand it,

Its too hard to manage

With all the decorative seasons and foreign

Ghettos,

Following their footsteps and letting all of their 

Friends go,

I wish everything was in slow motion so I could

Move through this crowd of asshole and jerks,

Its more than I deserve,

And when the wind blows I'll be sitting in the

Rose garden full of sin while thick and bold and

Replace the new past with the old,

I think I struck a nerve,
The Power was within is all along,
are you man? or do you claim your strong?
If you pick confrontations left and right then
something will go wrong.



"life is so much simpler than we portray".

- Arcassin B.

"Put The Blame On Me"

"Put The Blame On Me"

By Arcassin Burnham

I could*pour* the *passion* into this conversation,

We could talk awhile and have more further *relations*,

It's okay to be a little *shy* due to persuasion,

Don't be lost from the fallen dreams,

Please don't put the blame all on me,

For making you head over heels for me,

There's nothing volatile in our chemistry,

I was wrong enough to lead you on in the making,

I'm always nervous that's why I'm shaking,

Composure fail,

The love prevails,

A little off,

Your skin is pale.

"Just like all weird love stories".

- Arcassin B.

"Why Won't Any Girl Love Me"

"Why Won't Any Girl Love Me"

by Arcassin Burnham

*I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks*

*hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I*

*have nothing at all*...

*I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry*

*you from fields to scenery*,

*But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable*,

*and doesn't really care for your feelings*,

i'll give you the joy and the rain at the same time sending signals of everything

that your ex wasn't and you thought he was going to be your husband,

so blinded by the truth of someone that would be sensitive to your 

every need,

i was always there , since high school and when we had little feet,

why lord?

why won't any girl love me,

i am just a pawn in the love game while having fantasies

of intimacy?

lord please tell me..

will i grow old and alone in a house and just wait for my death

to hurry up and find me?

and the long distance stuff is just boring...

would i look back on the times that i did that

and it could be reassuring?

and my exes ignore me...

i didn't really see a future with them anyways so it really

shouldn't bother me..

and that's why,

*I don't understand why a guy like me is rejected by you for a guy that thinks*

*hes like some sort of big shot while having friends and drive a car while I*

*have nothing at all*...

*I don't understand why girls don't like me , I'm the type of guy that'll marry*

*you from fields to scenery*,

*But you just want a cool edgy dude with an attitude and makes you miserable*,

*and doesn't really care for your feelings*.

"It been happening for years now..its okay".

- Arcassin B.

"Unknown #23"

"Unknown #23"

By Arcassin Burnham

132 miles per hour, 222 more to go,
you would say it's very apparent
I would be emphasizing on the road,
heaven calls,
the devils mad,
secrets revealed about my soul,
thoughts I never knew you had,
The egg man takes me on a journey,
to all the broken things I stole,
dry my eyes and spill my seeds,
the lord forgives if I would plead,
Ms.Riperton will sing to me,
lyrics she'll feed,
Woodstock for the clearing of my soul,
wishing I could go back in time,
deal without thoughts of being old,
maybe I'm just falling out of line,
like being on acid for two hours and
going to wonderland,
you maybe old but for the young we must
understand,
**Drugs are bad**.

"they are tho".

- Arcassin B.

ORIGINS MIX Pt.1

ORIGINS MIX PT.1

By Arcassin Burnham

"Confront"

I just had another bad day again,

I don't ever think I'll get paid again , but it ain't about the money,

So just tell a friend,

Now I think it's time to feel reminiscent,

See All my siblings get to see they're dads walk in and out

Drowning in they're filth looking for an easy way to make a living,

I was lost in the cold and only had my granddad , now he's dead and gone,

So I lay my head to the ceiling of broken dreams while thinking

He was immortal,

What if one day hell made a big portal,

And sucked away my problems with a blink and haven't spoke

What ignorance would be and could be like , what's the total?

I won't let the devil get me, the demons can't have my soul,

Sleep paralysis says otherwise but who really knows?

Confronting all my demons is the only way to be what I set out,

Imagine all of yours feeling like actual droughts,

My days fill with rain when I complain only in pain,

Can I move ? Nope! Won't be the same,

But anywhere is better than here in this phase.

"Best I Can 1"

Slowly but surely everything will work

Out one day, 

Settling all of my mistakes in a bubble of

Hope to get through Mondays,

Unsettling remarks to me will get you in the

E.r,

I'm just saying,

It's fine if you express love and hate at the same time to assert 

Your status as the alpha of what ever sick twisted game your playing,

I'm just saying,

sit back and see your ignorant progress but I digress in having dreams of killing you mother fuckers without any displaying or delaying,

I'm just saying,

I'm trying the best I can to not get angry at the past.

"My First"

You could have been everything and anything I was always dreaming

Of but that stubborn attitude had it all misconstrued in so many ways that

I couldn't think,

When life was already bad enough , you just seemed to make it worse,

I think you were on the verge of meeting you another,

When I loved you first  , Adored you first , you were my first,

I Hate you even more everyday when your birthday comes, and as you

Smile and kiss another man , I hope your day comes,

When you finally realize that love will stab you in the back,

Everything you do to someone, it comes back, so remember that,

I'm glad I'm not there to tell you that,

I use to think of you as someone I came to when I got bullied,

You used me for all I was, you really thought you knew me.

TO BE CoNTINUED

"My Past Sucked".

- Arcassin B.