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Monday, March 30, 2015

"To Be There" (collab w/ Wolf Spirit aka Quinfinn , WendyStarry Eyes , Soulsurvivor , kate mckay , Mosaic , Dawn King , Elizabeth Squires , Joel M Frye , susan & Corinne)





By Arcassin B , quinfinn , wendy , soul , kate , mosaic , king , liz , Joel , susan & corinne 

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AB
I'll Always be there,
Is a very strong line,
So benign,
At how so many liars use it,
Make their levels rise,
Put your lighters in the air,
For the lost love,
Like a volcano without eruptions,
Embedded in a time frame,
Freeze for the camera of deception,
This ain't who you fell in love with,
Fell too deep in the demons pit,
A devil with pretty features,
You had time for conversation,
But you wasted it,
By punching in your clock for another lover,
That I had in fact thought was my friend,
So when you say you want to be there for me,
Please just dont pretend.

WSQF
here within the dormant, still holding fire
what lies beneath cannot be concealed
by the test of time or the trials of amore
give truth as you wish it to be given
turn existence into the art of living
i await you under dreams of purpose
and ours will stand the tests thrust upon them
words mean little when not secured to emotions
and we have swam these tempestuous oceans
define me with your loyalty
and count and what will ever endure
the better nature of you on me.

WSE
Do you fathom my eyes,
Blind to your smile,
You believe,
I'm ignorant with bliss,
Unfortunately,
To be honest,
There are times when your right,
I pray you reach a day,
Of satisfaction,
Come to realization,
There is no other love,
Secure or comforting as mine,
I'm just waiting for...
This true peace to waive upon you,
Until then your just,
Wasting life in turbulance,
Not meant to be true,
Just remember,
I too have a heart of fire,
If appeased by another,
Quite possibly released in desire.

SS
Have I been thus? 
Well, guilty as charged
But not for another LOVER
I ain't a vamp gal at large!
Sometimes I just got bizi
But YOU ARE MY BEAU
If I couldn't go out with you
I LET YOU KNOW! 
You knew that goin in
You know what's at stake
But now you're in the grass
Like a cold blooded SNAKE!
I see through the veil
I see your ways
Now YOUR face is pale

Just go away....

KM
please don't play them games 
I know you aint going to be with me forever 
I see they way to look past me 
you were a real smooth talker 
Why would you ask me to stay 
I guess it was never ment to be 
I just wanted you to see 
their isn't anything like us 
your devil eyes 
dragged me down to my knees 
when your broke the heart of an angel,
now you see you've made a devil outta me 
im replaying your lies to others 
Playing the same game you played .

Mosaic
You said you were there
But just like my hair
You fell out
Truth like a Baby Ruth
And I ain't biting
Search. High then Low
For the lost love,
Like a tide with no moon
This is just a card game
No goldfish. No direction. Joker. No hearts.
This ain't who you fell in love with,
Flashback, looking at the sky
No wings, Should've of known this was a lie
Drunk on her beauty, 
But she was dehydration
And like a clock, 
You were two timing
There at the the secondhand,
Stood who I thought was my friend, 
You said you were there,
But you were just lying.

DK
Baby, we encounter the waste every day
Bottom feeders posing as prophets
Can’t you smell the decay
Throwing false promises around 
Like it’s some kind of game
Look inside yourself
Deep in your heart
Before you rip my soul apart
Do I appear anywhere within
Now, are you strong enough to be genuine.

ES
Being true holding the line, 
Counterfeit promises, 
Ain't going to be for me, 
So cool it with all your excuses babe, 
Love is the realest of deals, 
You can't stuff me around, 
The reel of our misconstrued movie,
Don't plot a genuine gamut, 
It'll only ever be an sickening compromise, 
Caring is the juice I need,
So feed me no more sucker tricks, 
Babe you're stringing me out, 
To be there,
Yeah right, 
That togetherness jingle rings in my head, 
Don't bait my tender hook, 
Then up and leave, 
There ain't any future in that for me,
On a cold and lonely road.

JMF
Your receding steps
echo upon my forehead
like dripping torture.

Drops of memories
patter down gently, wet your
unused pillowcase.

A gulf of unsaid
endearments erode the shore of
common happiness.

Silence, like water,
a universal solvent:
breaking down years of
bonds which held us together,
watching love spiral away.

Susan
carry on as though we've never met
use your energy towards lighting 
someone else's way
with the unfueled fire of your burning promises
and careless words never meant for me.

Corinne
Lies steeped in wanderings
of a discontented mind
looking for what it may
potentially never find


musings of another
not to be left wanting
lingers of what could have been
often can be haunting


* taking leaps of desperation
without a single care
for one who would assuredly
always have been there
This a fickle flittering flame
down it sure will burn
leaving a heart full of love
undue reason to yearn*.

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Friday, March 27, 2015

"~Pray~"




By Arcassin Burnham

Bless the world,
And everything in it,
Although we live in the land of evil,
Which I don't get til this day.
Because if god wants us to pray,
And wants us to be okay,
They put us into a work of destruction and false artistry,
Not rebelling,
Wishing there was something to prove,
Where was your god when the devil possessed you,
Don't know where my fate lies,
Or where it even laid at,
For things that we can't control on his earth is what we have to get judged for in heaven,
But you allowed it!!,
Not rebelling,
But clearly clarifying,
That life is truly not fair indeed,
That all the clarity,
And hope and dreams,
Will be discreet,
And the evil wins again,
Who do you believe?

"Unknown #3"




By Arcassin Burnham

Heal my scars,
Don't let me down,
True colors in a textbook is what I found,
I also found,
That you can not be trusted,
Lie too much,
When you say trust is what you thrive on,
Not the first time,
We've all Been let down before,
Now you need somebody's grave that you could smile on,
Well it won't be mine,
I figured I'd take the time,
To tell you,
That you'll need me when the pay is due,
You decide weather or not you want it to work with us,
I'll be waiting,
Concentrating on the one thing you care about,
My guesses are,
yourself.

Thursday, March 26, 2015

"Troubled Teen #1"




by Arcassin Burnham

Toilet paper stuffed in her bra,
too much insecurity,
not enough of the real her,
and always wants to be the center attention,
hope you wrapped your head around those books here girl,
all your little incidents we care not for it girl, 

trying to be the kids that are popular,
be in the spotlight,
15 minutes of fame,
will not get you an awarding Oscar,
nobody is perfect , that's the way it goes girl,
being on your own is always best girl,.

"Do Tell"




By Arcassin Burnham

Tell me,
That your palms lay cold on my forehead,
Is there somewhere you belong,
Is there a place in my heart,
I longed for the day that you'd tell me...
...that this is right where it begins,
Knowing damn well it all starts within,
Take turns,
Or turn tables,
Noones talking about furniture,
Can we at least pretend like we're in love,
Heart bleeding,
Can't you see it's murder,


~Whispers~
Tell me all your secrets,
Tell me all your secrets, I'll just notify the reason,
But this is just too decent,
Not different from what you done is recent,
I wanna be your guide,
I mean your guy,
Do tell she said.

..be gental okay.

"Never Heard From Her"




By Arcassin Burnham


I miss you,
And when I miss you,
Its not,
Just a miss , or worry , or care,
Or a concern,
You're the best,
I'm the worst,
But by chance,
you just made my night,
Never heard from you,
Or your mom,
Or your brother,
In awhile,
Made me laugh,
Made me smile,
It was accurate,
It was reality,
When we were together,
Good morning,
I guess mistakes were made,
Then we dry our eyes,
Put on the vans,
I kiss your face,
Made you blush,
Hide your face,
I hid under your bed,
The cutest face I ever seen,
First person I ever loved,
And gave my virginity to,
Wanted us to never end,
Its like you had all the answers to my questions,
You sat on cloud nine with me,
I can't get over you,
And if I do,
Then I want someone just like you,
To kiss and touch like you,
You knew me well enough to do those things,
And get me excited,
If you know what I mean,
I miss you.

Monday, March 23, 2015

"D-a-r-l-a Pt.3"





By Arcassin Burnham

Physically, metaphorically, and emotionally,
You capture me,
Miss Darla,
My friends use to call you starla,
Cause you did shine,
Didn't waste any time,
I pity the next fool that hurts you,
Desperate for your love,
Black roses in the rivers is what your thinking of,
Oh I see,
I flow potent,
To keep the Demons from sneaking into the gate,
As beautiful as you are,
Never cared about the warm embrace of death,
Running your mouth,
When your drunk,
When your friends take you out,
Subsequently induced to your alcoholic lips on my skin,
Light side when your sober but dark side when you sin,
I still love you Darla,
You know that,
I hope you do,
Let the angels carry you,
And see that things are not totally true.

"Make You Love Me"




By Arcassin Burnham

Too Many,
Of your brothers,
Want salvation,
We all,
Are a number,
In this nation,
Silent kills,
Global warming,
Hurricanes,
I can't make you love me,
Dark skin,
Light skin,
It don't matter,
I will love you,
Til the day you die,
We'll win,
Oh! I bet you will,
We die,
It was written,
For the right to live forever,
In god,
We trust,
To be forgivin',
Gas leaks,
Red skies,
Symbolism,
I can't make you love me,
I'd die for all of y'all,
They held me up,
You don't owe me nothin'.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

"That'll make your ass happy"





By Arcassin Burnham,

Your voice seemed timid as your shadow burns,
Cleaning out the very corners of your mind,
Restoring bad memories,
From Lakes of alkaline,
It wasn't in your mother's intentions to leave you at another family doorstep,
Stealing women's purses
slow and steadily you crepted,
Smoking weed in the backyard , was peer pressure your first step?
Maybe not,
Maybe you just had a mind set of doing so,
Taking a walk down memory lane with this,
Embarrassing moments can't feel any pain with this,
And your new found parents always feel some kind of shame to this because their daughter just keep doing things that no one will pay the price to watch and sit,
Depression kicks in and all the other girls at your school wanna piece of what your mind possess,
No time for questionable sins or overdue suicide whoever thought you'd be the one to get the greed no one would have ever guessed,
Trouble maker but you were a good girl,
Avoiding all the feelings of your ex's as hard as you can girl,
Love was not an option,
But sex was everything, virginity taken away at the age of 12 , from moms abusive boyfriend,
Before adoption on which she calls the move,
Your 19 now,
So there's no time for childish actions,
And feelings for feeling cruel,
Life is too short to go out with the girls and sniff and shoot,
Do something that'll make your ass happy,
And be you.

Friday, March 20, 2015

Second Single Titled "Your Lips (Touched Mine)" taken from LIFE S-A-V-E-R




Now Available To Read !!!!!!!

@ ab-saver.blogspot.com


"12:30 in Brazil"




By Arcassin Burnham

Skirts and dresses,
Men in suits,
Shirts with palm trees,
I love palm trees,
Everywhere I go its filled with life,
And its the life for me,
But I don't want to just simply be another centipede,
I mean the party line,
I want something else in mind,
I come here not just for the festivities,
But a fracture of time,
Not for the pretty Brazilian girls,
Shaking their skirts around,
Something about the beat and the drums,
That get me so aroused,

Man! Is this how it goes down at 12:30.

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

"Proper Burial" (Full Version)





By Arcassin Burnham

Wouldn't cross my mind,
I saw you fall out of the sky,
Crash landed,
Deep in the earth and,
I though you died,
You had a properly set burial,
We can almost see just what you're like,
I nearly cried,
I,

Looking so peaceful,
And peacefully crafted,
I could've loved your bits and pieces,
Of cut chicken in ceaser salads,
But I just thought that you would see,
My worth,
And for what its worth,
Just to see you rise from the dirt,
Passion fades,
But loves a curse,
And everything you did,
Was so supurb,
Like flavor in herbs,

But I'm just really glad you saw the concept,
In the sky and the stars,
But others are deceased,
This ain't a contest,
Monkey bars.

Monday, March 16, 2015

"Stars / Proper Burial / Hurry / To Close / Proper Burial 2 / ~i would change for you~ / Stars 2"




By Arcassin Burnham

"Stars"

I don't care,
I would change,
In the stars
Just for you,
Let's be sure,
Skies are blue,
Just enough to say you name,
Mary sue,
No issue,
Like hello,
How are you,
I see you,
I love you,
Everything we do,
Is cosmical.

"Proper Burial"

Wouldn't cross my mind,
I saw you fall out of the sky,
Crash landed,
Deep in the earth and,
I though you died,
You had a properly set burial,
We can almost see just what you're like,
I nearly cried,
I.

"Hurry"

I want you to hurry,
(I'll wait for you),
You don't want me to worry,
(I'll wait for you),
I can tell you my story,
(I'll wait for you),
Just looking for sympathy,
I see you now.

"To Close"

You're making me nervous,
Too close for comfort,
Do you ever wonder,
How much did you put in the effort,
Just To make it stronger,
Strong enough walls,
To get through the hunger,
Too close for comfort,
Unless your really comfortable,
Or you feel numb - er,
Guess your the only one out of us,
With make-up pasted sunburns,
But it was our go,
Its your turn.

"Proper Burial 2"

Looking so peaceful,
And peacefully crafted,
I could've loved your bits and pieces,
Of cut chicken in ceaser salads,
But I just thought that you would see,
My worth,
And for what its worth,
Just to see you rise from the dirt,
Passion fades,
But loves a curse,
And everything you did,
Was so supurb,
Like flavor in herbs,

But I'm just really glad you saw the concept,
In the sky and the stars,
But others are deceased,
This ain't a contest,
Monkey bars.

"~i would change for you~"

...and everything you do,
I would never lose,
Baby its just us two,
I would change for you.

"Stars 2"

I don't care,
I would change,
In the stars
Just for you,
Let's be sure,
Skies are blue,
Just enough to say your name,
Mary sue,
No issue,
Like hello,
How are you,
I see you,
I love you,
Everything we do,
Is cosmical,
Because I would change for you,
Mary sue.

Saturday, March 7, 2015

"~Searching~"




By Arcassin Burnham

I don't know what I'm searching for,
(I didn't know I was looking for love)
I don't know what I'll find in store,
(I didn't know I was looking for love)
And even though we don't talk anymore,
(I didn't know I was looking for love)
Carried a lot of faith , but I need more,
(I didn't know I was looking for love).

Friday, March 6, 2015

"Kiss Of Death (lipstick)"




By Arcassin Burnham

Put you in a room,
Meet me on the south side,
Down by river side,
Sunrise park,
All the way to sun drive,
Meet me on the south side,
Down by river side,
Sunrise park,
All the way to sun drive,
But theres no room for you,
I can't stay with you,
Thought you were my fuse,
But you've chosen your crew,
Over me,
When for the longest I cared for you,
You blew me a kiss,
Then I blew my brains out,
Access brain splatter,
With hate,
it didn't matter,
No make up on,
Not even the purple lipstick,
That I love so much,
Out of this room,
You disappear,
Without a single touch,
Put you in a room,
Meet me on the south side,
Down by river side,
Sunrise park,
All the way to sun drive,
Meet me on the south side,
Down by river side,
Sunrise park,
All the way to sun drive,
there was never room for you,
I'm glad I'm done with you.

Future Projects of 2015 coming soon

2015 Line Up



Elizabeth Squires & Arcassin B Ep - March 2015

LIFE S-A-V-E-R LP - April 2nd , 2015

Sessions ch 1 Ep - May 2015

Arcassin B & Tara Ortiz Ep - May 2015

A Touch Of Skin Ep - May 2015









Thursday, March 5, 2015

"Twice"




By Arcassin Burnham

So When you've,
Met with your maker in a dream,
You do,
Absolutely nothing,
But be scared for your life,
If that's what you choose to sacrifice,
We don't have time for stones and ice,
Told you to pay up,
Now your forced to pay the price,
No one will know if there's an after life,
So you don't live once,
Baby You live twice.

"No I Do Not Do Beer Cans"




By Arcassin Burnham

I swear I hate the imataters more than the know-it-alls,
Its like your smart,
But we dont need knowledge dropped on us all,
We've been in school long enough to quit the tattle tell,
Meanwhile I grasp the people's hands and fragrance,
Say I like your smell,
With the words that I wrote,
So misunderstood,
You gave me quotes and meanings,
I did a sentence good,
Momma are you proud,
I just did a paragraph all by myself,
I would yell it out loud,
But I'll be fool of myself,
Like Rhymes,
I was always so use to,
Instead I flow from my heart,
And they say who are you,
Thinkin about how many gallons of perfect defined vodka,
Would flow in my blood stream,
Unicorns , free food , smokes and gorgeous curvy women,
Would be the greatest dream.

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

"Hallucinating Toy Trains" (ft. Sonja Benskin Mesher)




By Arcassin B & Sonja B.M

SBM
left the ring in procession, 
silently walked the track.
dust rose, the distance grew. 
out of sight , 
talked in code and rhythms.
the train passed,
gulls flew the heat haze. 
on return, no one spoke.
AB
Flowing streams,
Except very hard and rugged,
I remember the days of ceiling leaks into buckets,
I see,
Crazy shit when I'm on my meds,
Why dont you believe me,
When I say I see the tracks with a dark red.

30. The Right Way - [The Right Way]





By Arcassin Burnham

We only got one life,
Live it right,
You better live it the right way


I live in a neighborhood,
Where everyone knows everyone,
Sometimes you wanna lose touch,
You won't have to get along with everyone,
Angels and demons,
Fight over my soul everyday,
And when its due,
We all gotta get ready for judgment day,
That way,
Nobody else will be able to,
Learned all your sins with a ruler and acrylic tooth,
But no need to get all religious,
Was born and on a mission,
To teach you everything I know,
Through poetry and decisions,
Sometimes I think I have no purpose,
My brains and memories are slaughtered,
But the only thing in my life that I think is worth it,
Is that I always wanted a cute little baby daughter,
My life.

We only got one life,
Live it right,
You better live it the right way
.

29. 5 Months Sober - [The Right Way]




By Arcassin Burnham

Sedated with the only piece of mind I have,
The success is what I gotta grab,
I don't worry about my appearance when it's said and done,
So when they call me ugly, I just chuckle in fun,
Five months sober , ain't have a once of alcohol,
Drink away the pain for the death of adveral,
As a result,
A lot people use to think all I use to write about was love,
But its just so much deeper than what I found,
I'm just mostly on that topic just to find a keeper,
That I obviously still haven't found,
But I'm still sober.

28. DarkChild - [The Right Way]




By Arcassin Burnham

Messages I get from you,
Avoidable by some degree,
You need tell your brother to stop playing,
Its ashame to me,
I might not be here when you get back,
But I'll have your back,
When I get back,
I'll scratch you back,
Also scratch mine,
For the things I do for you from time to time,
Affordable for you being mine,
My dark child ,
There's no need to be blind,
My dark child there's no need to be blind,
My dark child there's no need to be blind,
You know your destiny,
Now let me find mine.

27. Losing Touch (With Everybody) - [The Right Way]




By Arcassin Burnham

I'm losing touch with everybody,

I'm losing touch and you can't stop me,

Suffering for far too long,

I'm facing all the trials and writing diaries,

I don't wanna see nobody,

As long as write words in poetry,

I won't be losing touch with all my sanity,

Losing touch with everybody.

26. Can't Go On - [The Right Way]




By Arcassin Burnham

Devil's chokehold,
Grueling at you feelings,
Weighing you down,
I mean unless you soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Thats what the demons repeat,
Over and over just to get yourself some new sheets,
Cause the blood splatter won't help you livleyhood,
And the your parents want nothing else to do with you,
Being good,
You just can't go on thinking what if,
And then blowing all your parents hard earned money for your college fund,
I'm just you the real,
This is not for fun.

25. Red Insides - [The Right Way]




By Arcassin Burnham

Your suspicious vital signs,
Can work with me anytime,
I will be your servant,

Telling me that I'm outta line,
Shivers running down my spine,
I want you cause your perfect,

Rainbows strikes iconic pose,
Basing off the lies you told,
Searching for majora's mask,

Might as well keep that chapter closed,
This dusty book is really old,
Did you really have to ask,

We all have red insides,
No one takes the time to look,
Beauty isn't everything,
On the outside,
But that's why your overlooked,
Better read a book.

24. Two-Face - [The Right Way]



By Arcassin Burnham

Toes and fingers Will be cut off,
If I had to pick a shotgun it would be a sauthoff,
So I could shot your face off,
And then take off,
And embrace,
The laws and escaping the bat,
Call me two-face.