"Heart" (Road To Minds Eye #4)

"Heart"

By Arcassin Burnham

So I asked myself do I just move on,

Cause I always fail,

I think my soul dwells in hell to be strong,

Face is pale,

Like the other side of the polar arctic freezing at my feet

While I sink, been through enough of this now what do you

Think?

Does it amuse you for me to fall or make fun of my mental state like

I shouldn’t even be apart of this state,

Feeling ridiculed and misleaded,

Florida boy looking out for a way, so do I just move on,

Loving the little things in life to cope on,

Memories are just receipts and coupons,

Is this just something to fall upon.

I have more heart than you will ever have,

Swallow pride if you feel bad,

All I do is sit back and laugh while you laugh because nothing good will come out of this,

Nothing is better than doing good in your life rather than be a pessimist,

I Want nothing more to feel the peace in this,

You'd rule the world with an iron fist,

The golden child with a broken lisp,

Follow my lead if you get the jist,

So I asked myself do I just move on,

No excuse to fail,

So its time to move on,

move on.

"Open The Furnace"

"OTF"

by Arcassin Burnham

In a room full of sinners , there's girls , and there's boys, and there's false leaders
Planning and preying on all of the people,
People are starting to wake up and realize what's going on because of the misguided teachings,
Freeing your mind in this cruel world don't make you any less of a person , man it only gets lethal,
Banding together is the only way in this life , Maybe we should call a meeting.

Times are hard you see,
Suicidal teens , slowly increasing,
Into the furnace,
Brutal memories,
Clashing of teeth , hands out , say please,
Down into the furnace.

I never thought that we would make it far in this condition,
I never thought I could determine what this means,
I never thought that I would see the light of day again.
I never thought that I would kiss like what they did in movies,
I never thought that love would really deceive me,
I never thought that....
Everything would fall into place, at the wrong pace.

Times are hard you see,
Suicidal teens , slowly increasing,
Into the furnace,
Brutal memories,
Clashing of teeth , hands out , say please,
Down into the furnace.

"Whole New World"

"Whole new world"

by Arcassin Burnham

Bad days , good days,

Their all the same,

just put your feelings all aside for me this time,

your mind , is a weapon ,against the world,

to make a whole new one so divine,

no matter what , no matter what,

I'll always be a guiding force for it to bring me home,

I said no matter what , no matter what,

I'll open up these eyes including the third one alone,

I am special, we all are in this so called reality,

how you gon' blame me when we are all heaven sent?

how you gon' say the most high has white skin?

how you gon' win when you ain't right within?

I get used in this world,

I'm abused in this world,

I'm betrayed in this world,

I'm delayed in this world,

I get the worst advice from my family,

I get hate in this world,

I'm awake in this world,

I've been beat in this world,

cheated in this world,

theres always less love in my energy.

"Bathroom"

 "Bathroom"

By Arcassin Burnham

Gotta wipe off the seat , sanitation is key,

Squeaky clean future if you make it soon,

Skipping that class in the bathroom,

Be on the phone in the bathroom,

Taking those pills in the bathroom,

Ladies look good in the bathroom,

Not that I spy on the girls room,

Teenagers have sex in the bathroom,

Pick on other kids in the bathroom,

Gather bearings in the bathroom,

Gotta wipe off the seat , sanitation is key,

Squeaky clean future if you make it soon,

Treasures , treasures , they fill the hearts of these people,

Disguised as greed,

It never ends , there are still more sequels,

Pushing and pulling emotions and boundaries,

Can't be weak in this world ,set in every country,

Shit on the government in the bathroom.

"~haven'tdied~"

 

"~hd~"

By Arcassin Burnham

This world is beautiful and wicked at the same time,

forbidden knowledge in the air ,I need to learn mine,

I've been down and out before but I won't deal with the ignorance,

there's more to me than just being average and relevant,

If I haven't died yet, should use this time to be delicate,

I want to leave this place and never look back, got to be patient,

Just because I haven't got a diploma , be

diligent,

But based on how biased they are , theyll

insult my intellect,

I hope they recollect when I see death.

"New Experience"

"NE"

By Arcassin Burnham

Pleasure , Pleasure,

Pleasurable desire to be pleasured,

And be looked into when love has this

measure, I could put this all together.

Sexist , sexist,

Thinking women could be sexual objects,

To be appalled in this transaction to look

good in that leather, I could put this together.

This Is a new experience.

This is a new experience.For me

This is a new experience.

"Sluggish"

"Sluggish"

By Arcassin Burnham

this is so lovely and this is so weird with Nature's intention for humans

to fear,

I never had problems with anyone here,

They came up so ignorant , but will cry

tears,

the people are sluggish and drowning in sorrows,

there are no handouts ,from me you can't borrow,

you speak ill of my name then I won't hesitate

to let these motor hands go, leave you

slump though.

If I didn't know better , I would say these

are the worse days.

Did enough harm and now to me you can

not phase.

Tired of not using my brain to get out of this life.

I'm pretty chill today got nothing to do on the side.

"What You Left With"

"WYLW"

By Arcassin Burnham

Possibly in a dire situation I can up and fill a void

passing out at every lie and joke you ever told

when the good times go , they go and never leave your head

but that was so long ago,

memories are dead,

we used to kiss and we used to touch and we used to fear The Break-Up,

pausing that every mere chaos burning inside my soul

for I was never the one to cause the problem, here just behold,

dead memories come back to haunt and love,

they fade almost instantly like a flock of doves,

I'm too good to be in parties or clubs,

when I had my ex I wasn't even a scrub,

they were a waste of time so I gave up.

Why I do always choose wrong?

Why I do I give some of my love to have them

give it back?

Why did I always choose the wrong race?

To build a family and make a new life with,

Why I do always choose wrong?

Why I do I give some of my love to have them

give it back?

Why did I always choose the wrong race?

To build a family and make a new life with.

"Tired Of The Injustice"

"TOTI"

By Arcassin Burnham

Respect others the way you want to be,

If everyone were like you, there would be

an assessment full of happiness through

the planet bringing in a new and a better

array of paths to all,

African American mothers that don't 

understand their son always regret it later on,

The life expectancy of a black man to any

other could be limited by any given time,

But it could have been worse,

I'm putting don't my guard now.

I'm at peace with me , but what about you?

I'm in touch the spirit in the sky now.

They don't lie when they say life is a game,

Literally.

I will always rise above all , and love myself

spiritually...

*buy a big glass house and live*,

*on the beach*,

*learn in here than what your*,

*body could teach*.

I could be the only living person in this

ghost town to ever give a damn about

what goes on with the wickedness,

I could be someone that is homeless

living on the damn street and end up at

the wrong place along with weakness,

But it could have been worse,

I'm putting don't my guard now.

I'm at peace with me , but what about you?

I'm in touch the spirit in the sky now.

They don't lie when they say life is a game,

Literally.

I will always rise above all , and love myself

spiritually..

"Hippie Complex"

"Hippie Complex"

By Arcassin Burnham

Nothings Gonna Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever
Ever Ever Ever Change My world,
Sitting in the grass holding the egg man,
You understand man,
Alternate universes clashing at the seams
once like pouring a glass of water into
your dreams watching it float,
Your body goes along with it,
Its a feeling unheard of,
The things that you thought of, or dreamt
can be real with a flick of the wrist and 
wave of the hand , it don't get better than
this,
Nothings Gonna Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever
Ever Ever Ever Change My world,
I been running the from the ways of system in and out , and I just wanna go
home,
can you take me there?most high can you
take me there?

"Suspicious"

"Suspicious"

By Arcassin Burnham

Days like this , they got me wishin',

To be a witness,

Unholy to these intentions, their bad

intentions,

You can't be , wrong all of the time, its

not my business,

Suspicious, is what you're being, we're

hiding secrets now ?

Is this it? Do we do all this for absolutely

nothin'?

There's something , you're not telling me,

You're hiding something,

Can't do this, it's eating at my brain like 

cunnilingus,

through this , your eyes say it all, I can not

Do this.

I can not do this.

Burning all the pictures that you sent me.

I was completely a fool to love you.

I hope you have every bad thing coming.

I will remember not make the same mistake.

"away from here / More Can I Say"

"AFH / MCIS"

By Arcassin Burnham

Lawless system , in my mind , slowly

tweaking , I can't imagine this would be.

Cemented to everyone, I always lock

myself in a four wall room, look at me.

Starting to , think that everyone, in

America are all just crazy , maybe.

All of these hateful privileged people,

Terrorize me , messages are memory.

You do you,

I'm not made to be rude,

People here will assume,

I'll be away from here soon,

You do you,

I'm not made to be rude,

People here will assume,

I'll be away from here soon.

/

What more can I say, I'm artistic,

I'm elastic,I'm fantastic,

I am more than just a human meat sack

and,

I see peace , love,

And a journey,

Come and follow me.

What more can I say, I'm artistic,

I'm elastic,I'm fantastic,

I am more than just a human meat sack

and,

You could take this,

Or just drop it off.

Peace , love,

But you just drop it off,

You think these feelings will leave you soft,

Use to think the same way , when it all

started,

And in the end I was not cold hearted.

"Utopia"

"Utopia"

By Arcassin Burnham

If I could find you , I would dine you,

There's no chance that I will,

There's no doubt in my mind that the

good will prevail,

If I could find you , be incline to,

I wouldn't ever decline you,

Pick up every call you swindle my way,

Thats a virtue,

Hopefully I could make it reality,

Doing these sins regardless is penalty,

See the pressure in this life is killing me,

Got a bounty on myself , people out for me,

Over the years made plenty of enemies,

I'm dry to the fact their not as half as me,

Face it , I'm a human being,

Feel like an alien loop landing.

If I could find you , then I'll tell you I'm 

glad to be here with you,

I know love is being stored in these clouds,

Like sticky residue,

Sure would be nice to dream of world where

people won't hate you.

"Flame #13"

"Flame #13"

By Arcassin Burnham

I'm learning to love myself but the emptiness is still there,

licking all my palms cause I don't cry, makes it hard to bare,

she was with me and then she left , it always never fails,

he told me he was my homie then decided to tell,

people aren't trust worthy so i keep my distance,

when I talk , I'm two steps ahead like I ran a greater

distance,
Been down and out before but my heart is still beating,
had no father for most of my life , my heart is still beating,
I been stopped holding grudges early this year,
cause all fake people wanna make me feel fear,
but this year I'll prevail,
I don't care what you say,
the evils of this world,
surely won't win today.

"Road To Minds Eye #3"

"RTME #3"

By Arcassin Burnham

Many people come with many different

packages,

Some are savages , and some claim to be,

But what you say is distant memory, to

encourage the capacity of idiocy in these

human beings , listening to what they hear,

Are you kidding me?

For example , the white and self-proclaimed

wholesome american could go and blame

the black man with anything they're handling,

Which is why I don't go interracial anymore,

Bitch that's how I'm feeling,

I'm a anxious 21 year old with no censorship

but I'm surviving,

To get out my words is what I struggle with

on arriving, I'm telling.