"Notebook Lover"

"NB L"

by Arcassin Burnham

I hope you use to feel,

I hope you use to feel like I did.

But you never did,

Cause the things that I surpassed were surreal, too vivid.

Sketches and the drawings I would do would look just like you now.

Ripping pages had to do with rage, I couldn’t stop thinking of you now, now.

I just knew that my dreams weren't real when I would dream of you now ,now.

You had better things to do than to be friends with me , but I loved you now, now.

I hope you use to feel,

I hope you use to feel clarity.

But you said need,

Cause the things you use to have then , now you don't need,

Which was my love.