"Anxiety Warrior"

By Abpoetry

Shit I used to be,

a walking scenario,

Tick tock,
Bombing , only I would get a minute,
Stared in the face of,
Perceiving death when I was the depression king,
I wasn't in love,
If only you knew how they perceived me,
I was every name in the book except for strong,
Fake ones around me always aimed to do some wrong,

Years of holding this disease down,

Family let my dreams drown,

Siblings didn't take my hands,

Falling , friends didn't stick around,

Fast forward I'm 29 now,

Still being called a scary bitch,

Mental health in black men ain't taken serious,

For those that excerpt their hate on me, you will die soon,

And I don't mean death ,I mean your heart dude,

In every possible way you put me down,

I'ma do the same fucking thing to you.

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"H3@L 1" (Full Version)

By Abpoetry 

What I am getting worried about?

Not you,

The people that hate til this day and still lose,

The people that never have been In my shoes,

The people I lost,

A fuse , I hate , the fake and facades,

The ancestors are not enthused.

I put my faith in wrong things then it's funny to you,

Gaining extra confidence for these women even though they will act funny to you,

Can't get my family to innerstand the pain with no

one comforting you,

Feel like Peter in that bell tower fighting darkness ,

he took off the suit,

Guess that what healing will do.

Run up the check , need my next one,

Loving myself, that's a fast one,

Cutting em off , can't add none,

Gotta harass power , gotta hold the gun,

No aiming down ,the healing process of all wrapped my head around,

I paid dues with nobody there , it's fuck you and your friends now,

No chasing after women,

No doubting yourself,

Your mental health is feeling alive again, like the

butterflies are dying in your gullet,

I see fake people coming a mile before they even sell it,

All my enemies pay this time , there's no cutting corners here,

That sharp turn will land you in the hospital this year,

The year of the horse, Divine feminine energies too

overwhelming,

Healing is a process I just pray it leads to winning.

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"Used2BLove"

 By Abpoetry 

We used to be love.

Now that doesn't exist anymore.

I never made love before so was it just.

You leaving at 4.

Seeing each other with no substance and,

All of our fears manifest.

Wanted a 90s or , 70s love,

Being alone , feels like the best.

I need a Gina Montana kind of build,

Just the features with brown skin,

And dreadlocks that could stretch to the heavens,

Sounds good when we all live in a fake land,

With leprechauns and married men,

Damn my soulmate still didn't arrive?

I don't get kisses ,I get high fives,

The Divine collective is really saving somebody for me,

I just hope we find love like it used to be,

We used to be love.

Now that doesn't exist anymore.

I never made love before so was it just.

You leaving at 4.

Seeing each other with no substance and,

All of our fears manifest.

Wanted a 90s or , 70s love,

Being alone , feels like the best.

So many choices that probably have bfs, that one

And that one.

Why when I get chosen by somebody it's usually not

a black one?

Don't want to be that guy and shit,

But doesn't everybody have traumas and shit?

As they say, the generation, it is cooked like a souffle, 

And turning 29 didn't take the pain away,

Met a lot of characters in my life,

Each of them came with a different price,

Some almost fucked up my life twice,

Some of them said they love me but not quite,

Need a girl that's possessed three eyes,

If I don't have that , then where is my stride,

If I lose , no tears will fly,

Too intuitive to be shy,

Can I get a,

Metaphysical being with no limits?

An earthy bitch with crossed feelings,

With healing hands and uplifting,

That knows that a war is coming when we finish,

Like Jedis that move with the wind, Cal Kestis,

That's not far from your best wish.

But why does the universe always test this?

My love is diamond around this hay,

The self care nobody can take away,

We used to be love.

Now that doesn't exist anymore.

I never made love before so was it just.

You leaving at 4.

Seeing each other with no substance and,

All of our fears manifest.

Wanted a 90s or , 70s love,

Being alone , feels like the best.

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"Imagine Whitery" (THE UNIVERSE HONORS US NOW EP out now!)

By Abpoetry

Imagine a country just with only white men and women,
Do you know how obnoxious that would be to live , in that reality?
All looking the same,
And they had nothing but blue eyes and straight hair and too clean fashion choices , what a nightmare,
Imagine if they didn't steal our culture, 
They will put the definition of lame in motion,
No rhythm to pull from, dancing isn't a thing,
Oooo the music would be fucked.
A universe where you didn't steal our style,
To be robust,
Would you people even have a God if it wasn't for us?
Cause,
We're the closest thing to it,
This universe is concussed,
It's an ongoing cycle of imitating us, 
No,
Imagine a world if the white people were slaves and we took over , 
Killing them for nothing when they pull over, 
Racially profiling they ass to look like another man that we were posting posters for,
You won't make it to your family now open the door,
Shoot your kids and shoot your dog, like what they do that for? 
Doesn't sound good if it was the other way around 
does it?
Now y'all sound like animals, That's why we're the chosen,
You hate us but you love us at the same time,
I feel sickened,
Make us feel smaller than y'all , so we'd look ripe for the picken,
I'll tell you this,
No we ain't weak , white men know that,
We always rise , and when we figure out how to tumble the government nigga,
You'll all die.
In this universe we divine.

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"Simpleton"

 By Abpoetry 

This friendship is so stupid,

Relationships are stupid,

When substance isn't present,

Most people don't come as a gift,

You could rule out the deeper parts of what your heart

consisted of,

What you think , flowers always grow quicker when you peak it?

Could see you over your traumas so that no one will

repeat it?

Are you strong enough to handle me?

Don't put me on no pedestal or fit me in a category 

giving me a label,

Being human was already on the table,

Conditioned by your failures to see me as a formidable 

asset,

At least I'm not the guy trying to see where your ass at,

Or your curves get curvier with time,

A simpleton like me,

Could you handle that?

A divine man in every sense,

That probably found his eighth sense,

None of this really makes sense.

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