"that's okaiii 1"

 By Abpoetry

Life was flashing when I jumped in that pool,

Except I was seeing forwards instead of pasts,

Too many origin stories in this world, you would have been taken aback,

Soul oats almost became tar and soot, pieces of me came back,

Glad I'm the whole me ,

The new me,

Me that I was supposed to be, 

Make peace with demons then set em' free,

I grew up tense , high anxiety nobody wanted me, 

A delicate flowering in a field of landmines,

Enemy after enemy being made , is this my dad's 

curses?

Or is it simply just trauma from both parents that intertwined and created me?

I'm glad I didn't take the dirt nap sooner than in the future,

I feel like some time has been wasted, 

Please memories, 

Go away,

It's hard enough living around live memories,

Staring them in the face, 

From getting bullied to getting cheated on then accused of cheating,

The cycle of humans always confused me anyway.

And you wonder why I don't want to date.

You wonder why I don't date , that's okay.

Life Is Just A... (Poetry Cover & Listing)

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Til it's over (poem)

MOTIONLESS (poem)

GETHER (poem)

"GETHER"

 By Abpoetry

Trying to hold this shit together,

But it ain't really concrete, 

What's the difference if you respect me baby, 

What you want to feel complete? 

My mind is still constructing behind every symmetry of what's to come in this loop that I've gotten myself into, I cannot run, The cycle never ends,

But it will end when I just focus, 

Don't have no time for love or women, I just hope they notice, 

They don't understand, love in this potent,

Think that chivalry ain't dead , it been died,

I clearly see this,

This is here on earth,

When life is just a ...

I wanna see it through 2gether.

I wanna see it through 2gether....

Hips and thighs and a cute face don't mean  to God,

If you're trying to make me notice you in my presence could get odd,

If you ain't got since enough to let me know that you exist,

With all that I've been through with women, You should take a note from this,

Not no incel or no cry baby , this is simply how it is, 

I'm a realist, with a realistic background,

fuck a rizz,

Protecting energy like this, it's something potent,

I ain't looking for a bad bitch and I don't got no motion,

I just want somebody that matches my flame that's all, 

I just Want somebody to meet my mom with no pain That's all, 

Special woman that will give up everything from me that's all, 

A woman that could always Make me laugh, 

How the hell is this hard to have?

I wanna see it through 2gether.

I wanna see it through 2gether.

"MOTIONLESS"

 

By Abpoetry

Vivid ass dreams,
Bright ass moon,
Don't know when the next phase will end soon,
There's a thin line, and the hate is too strong,
There's a thin line ,and the hate is too strong,
While they play with your weather through machines,
You panickin',
The lot of y'all can't compare to these goats,
y'all pedestrians,
No enemy of the enemies, only friends when they do the devil's deeds, shitting on the likes of you and me,
the hands of the reptilians,
This the end of what they built for us,
The impact is infinite,
When you , spent ya last on groceries that's ,
higher than yo' rent,
When you ,
Slaved for , almost 40 months to build up every cent,
When you , finally wake and realize this world ain't shit,
Play the game to beat the game,
Glitches included , so reclusive, mind is intuitive,
I pull out the arsenal, them files came out,
Ain't no way that they're cool with this,
The end all never looked so beautiful, but it ain't what
you think it is,
But it's all about being all you can be, when the motion is motionless.

YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION.

"black stars & holes / intro of U"

By Abpoetry

 "black stars and holes"

So many bright things,

so little time to show them attention,

guiding the mountains don't know if they're alive,

so little time.

Black holes in your head attract,

don't get attached,

the wool was over your eyes maybe cataracts,

your potential is kicking in now.

Used to be present , Loved being seen,

not much anymore,

search for my dreams ,closer to my dreams,

finding self worth is beside getting the cream.

/

"Intro Of U"

Somebody pinched me,

the dream is too real, too timid for these feels,

 man I know I say this all the time , to be in the presence of a goddess is crazy , The heart of a warrior. 

You don't know it yet maybe,

it's good to find another nerd in this nest full of lost and angry birds,

I find it hard enough to get out these words,

does stink if my silence says a lot of beautiful you are? or maybe I should wish upon a star , trash.