"H3@L 1" (Snippet)

By Abpoetry

What I am getting worried about?
Not you,
The people that hate til this day and still lose,
The people that never have been In my shoes,
The people I lost,
A fuse , I hate , the fake and facades,
The ancestors are not enthused.
I put my faith in wrong things then it's funny to you,
Gaining extra confidence for these women even though they will act funny to you,
Can't get my family to innerstand the pain with no
one comforting you,
Feel like Peter in that bell tower fighting darkness ,
he took off the suit,
Guess that what healing will do.

Run up the check , need my next one,
Loving myself, that's a fast one,
Cutting em off , can't add none,
Gotta harass power , gotta hold the gun,
No aiming down ,the healing process of all wrapped my head around....

"imakeepmydistance" (explicit)

 

By Abpoetry

Moon still brighter,

Things get colder,

Time can't rewind all the things that you hold dear, 

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

I'ma make you feel like a piece of shit that you deserve 

to be,

I'ma leave you in the past , it's the same you did for me,

I'm important and your existence lays dormant,

There's a thin line between Divine people and you bees,

buzzing bitches what I call ya',

They fly around me , pretending to be cordial but we

know the truth you see,

Steadily acting like they're interested in you,

You got the flame in you , they tried to extinguish it, there's no safer day for me,

Moon still brighter,

Things get colder,

Time can't rewind all the things that you hold dear, 

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

Fake bitches that fuck people they're not committed to,

Women that don't talk to you because you didn't finish school,

Women that don't answer back because you lack of a car,

Women that don't uplift you when you don't have a winning start,

The generations cooked and everybody lacks a heart,

The dating pool is smaller, and STDs play A part, 

Men that get you pregnant and will leave you in the dark,

But toxic women can also split you and the kids apart, what is this world? I ask God everyday,

I keep going through cycles, so there's no time to pray, 

Nobody can have my heart or my time, 

When I'm alone is sublime, 

I'm a God, I should be having the time of my human life,

Moon still brighter,

Things get colder,

Time can't rewind all the things that you hold dear, 

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

Moon still brighter,

Things get colder,

Time can't rewind all the things that you hold dear, 

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial,

I'ma keep my distance in this life because it's crucial.

"that's okaiii 2"

 

By Abpoetry

Women nowadays are worser than energy vampires, 

love to suck, but don't know they doing It energetically, 

No kumbaya, no peace when it comes to anyone's love life, 

Especially when the angels intervene, 

Therefore the love life becomes non-existent, 

Some regretting their existence, 

Think they're not meant for love, dying inside without a mention,

It's almost as dumb when you have a relationship that ended, 

Then have to hear a brag about some sex your friend attended,

What kind of reality is this where Mr. Burnham finds

no love,

Let good ones get away but there's no one I'm thinking of, 

You ask for your twin flame but fate moves like a slug,

I thought My prayers was supposed to be answered spirit, this is so fucked,

But that's okay.

"that's okaiii 1"

 By Abpoetry

Life was flashing when I jumped in that pool,

Except I was seeing forwards instead of pasts,

Too many origin stories in this world, you would have been taken aback,

Soul oats almost became tar and soot, pieces of me came back,

Glad I'm the whole me ,

The new me,

Me that I was supposed to be, 

Make peace with demons then set em' free,

I grew up tense , high anxiety nobody wanted me, 

A delicate flowering in a field of landmines,

Enemy after enemy being made , is this my dad's 

curses?

Or is it simply just trauma from both parents that intertwined and created me?

I'm glad I didn't take the dirt nap sooner than in the future,

I feel like some time has been wasted, 

Please memories, 

Go away,

It's hard enough living around live memories,

Staring them in the face, 

From getting bullied to getting cheated on then accused of cheating,

The cycle of humans always confused me anyway.

And you wonder why I don't want to date.

You wonder why I don't date , that's okay.

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