"Defend"

"DeFend"
By Arcassin Burnham

Caught up in another situation,

with another situation, problems stack on top of problems,

in a world where the animals run free and not complain about

the things that overwhelm us,

how do we even help us?

more people put themselves in lingo than the teens that commit suicide,

wanna live a hard death in agony ? you decide,
don't look surprised everytime when I'm in my household,
broken promises with every  friend  that I've ever told,
looking for some peace in my life instead trouble found me,
still have incurable illnesses but you can't down me,
 still stay in a neighborhood where everybody wanna defend the crown and
turn up in the city,
everything I've ever worked for everybody tries to ruin it,
laugh in my face and think it's okay to influence it,
started from nothing and I'm still nothing,
in a corrupted world, man ain't life funny.

Life is a game I'm sure i'm not even playing,
and I when reminisce on those hardships I love praying,
I use to blame him for everything that went on in small spacing,
life after death , lord please take my soul from repenting,
there ain't no , time for comfort,
can't tell the light from the thunder,
there are things in this world that'll leave your brain full of wonder,
helping the helplessness will get you a place in the clouds,
i wanna pass my wisdom to my child,
Thats what I need to defend.


"Hold on to things that keep you going".

- Arcassin B.

"~pulling me under~"

"~pulling me under~"

By Arcassin Burnham

Let me tell you what it is,

We empty bottles with this energy for emptying our memories

With tragedies that haunt us even when we don't rarely have demons

But they hide to wait for us to fuck up day and night like we don't have more

Things going on our lives to carry burdens like the Dickens in our churches where

The warlocks hide and wait for daily service , do you get it now?

Love and hate from critism is just jealousy like pull me under.

Love and hate from critism is just jealousy like pull me under.

Rushing noted writes to get out all the feelings working hard to make a living in a 

Hateful town in a corrupted country and the city full of dummies thinking

What they have is in anyway remotely better for everyone else so they follow them,

I don't get it.

/

Don't serve false prophets,

So get up off it,

You so have lost it,

You need to stop it.

Your heart is just as cold as space.

If you plan to die a million ways.

On the floor with my head to a grave.

If death is what I merely crave.

Don't pull me under,

I'm just a messenger,

Life's getting lesser,

Than people prefer,

From all the fakers,

The truth is deeper,

Don't be a sleeper,

To what lies under,

These days we suffer,

More than another,

Sisters and brothers,

Pray to the beyonder..

"Know your heart like no one does".

- Arcassin B.

"W.e / It Is To Dream"

"W.e / It Is To Dream"

by Arcassin Burnham

And you say you have your life together , But you were poor.

Whatever it is you've been through , I have been through it before.

The dream doesn't make the person , the person makes the dream,

Whatever it is you've been through , I've already seen.

I've crashed through so many doors,
Shame was coming from my poors,
Doing all these Payless chores,
I've been through it before,

I've been through it before,
I've been through it before,
I've been through it before,
But it's whatever.

/

Flowing through another human being's emotions like essential oils,
You could  possibly choose the fate that they set, or
Live like society's pet,
Or you could become the vet,
Or you could run up a check,
Getting the hell out of Dodge,
Facing problems always to an extent to be labeled​ savage in a world
Don't Even give you the care you asked for, but,
What dose it take to get respect?
See all we do is recollect,
Most of us are too blind to see in this dark country where the enemy
Is camouflaged.

"The truth never hides".

- Arcassin B.

"Beauty Described Pt.2"

"Beauty Described Pt.2"

By Arcassin Burnham

From emotional spectrums,

feelings are hellish,

i see the eyes , they shine , like everything was fine and dandy

in the gymnasium,

thinking there were some things i could have said,

there were some,

I could teach ya,

Remember when you had a crush on the teacher,

with the green eyes that passed by your desk for

attendance,

the hate filled jealousy that consumed my body,

that didn't mean on-going sessions of persistence,
i figured since we didn't talk,
i could introduce myself,
we can be study partners,
you don't ride the bus, you walk,
and I.
Am digging your personality so way over my head,
like what is reality, so gone,
why was everything so wrong?
your smile faded into clouds , whatever we had was strong,
i thought that in the moment of falling in love with
someone i connect with would never ever do me wrong,
you were on the verge of looking for attention,
i was on the verge of an annihilation,
instead of fighting bullies i was always in your corner
talking to you,
it was love , but i was feeling patient, 

From emotional spectrums,

feelings are hellish,

i see the eyes , they shine , like everything was fine and dandy

in the gymnasium,

thinking there were some things i could have said,

there were some.

"Bye #2"

"Bye #2"

By Arcassin Burnham

..And when I'm gone turn me out like a night light,

then wait for dawn,

not talking about death but what you picked up on,

like another built wall so wide as the border thats crossing

the road , due forget it all,

when you try so hard only to end up in a fall,

you kept me from so much , i will not be stalled,

in a country where literally anything could happen , please

stay off the alcohol,

Theres no purpose for unpurposed matters if everything happens for

a reason,

so much trouble up in every ghetto , if you left , it'll be necessary

treason,

Almost uneducated with no family support,

A mom that'll rather see me killed than be on child support,

mooching off the fabric of my reality , blood sport,

You could had an abortion now what is this for?

Would you be sad if i left?

would you even cared if i died?

would you hate yourself if I just turned around and walked out that door

and never say goodbye?

turning a blind eye to the bullshit you think stresses you,

putting that on yourself including my existence, i will be better than you.

goodbye.

"If you can't fix it, throw it away".

- Arcassin B.