"Either I Could Be"

"Either I Could Be" 

By Arcassin Burnham 

Purpose is a deniable virtue,

being lost in this world is a given,

love is a test or fantasy that could be explored even when sinning,

to be pleased and to satisfy your long awaited needs,

I surround my myself with family,

That is all I need,

I find it hard in life through everything I went through sending

More difficult obstacles to myself instead of receiving them

Like normal human beings when it's quite easy to make enemies,

I could never be what I want unless I change it,

I could never see a new day if just put aside my hatred

For thinking religion had anything to do with it,

Your a master mind aren't you! Just be cool with it.

INDIE Part A

"INDIE Part A"

By Arcassin Burnham

1. Late Night Recharge Freestyle

Making my way through the shark infested waters that

You could not bathe me in,

I put on a front for everyone to see in the smoke that I 

Clear of sins,

We're so young and courageous , possibilities are 

Endless with a smile and cup of tea,

When it's over , it's done , i just hope that you see that

You're the only one for me,

Rest in peace to the Prince and the Lord will provide me

Instructions to leave the earth,

I've believed I was nothing before , but the spirits have been

Kind to me since birth,

I could tell you so much of the things that I could variate

In a million ways,

Who ever thought I would be the one to the be the light

That could brighten up your day,

All the flowers lurking through deceased stems reflect the past,

How could I be sure if you are here for love or just stepping back,

Looking towards the future , do we owe it to ourselves in vain?

Diamond valley waits for no man except me with cost and shame.

02. Ruthlessness

Ache in pain for the rainy days,

No one ever walks my way,

I'm killing with kindness left and right for ones that

Ran away,

I'm pealing back mangos while just enjoying the morning 

sun In A trance off being a simple human being carrying

Weight of a dark past that should be fading away at any given 

Moment in time of sheer amounts of stress and anger to the right

Situation of letting my guard down and possibly making a stand,

I promise mama I will be that man,

That takes care of his family,

Has everything he ever wanted,

And be the provider like it was intended out of clarity 

I use to think why would anyone wanna marry me,

I collect problems like a bee collects his Honey with consistcy,

I use to see the stars as a common enemy,

While I just need a glass and as some Hennessy,

All along I had to deal with the ignorance,

But now I'm ruthless , I'm not feeling your energy.

03. The Sight Of You And That Flower

I can't shake this feeling of being alone with you,

We started phase 2,

I'm pushing towards you,

Can't forget about you,

On the verge of meeting you,

No regrets of seeing you,

With these beautiful views,

As smooth as the ocean that magnifys our exuberance

In the final hours of our life and our virtues may come

And pass like the day has gone with a simple stance

Hoping you would be remorseful to all your family and 

Your peers as well as your imaginary friends that fight

To the end just to keep you sane,

Tell me about it ! I know your pain,

Search and destroy your insecurity as well as your depression

Asking these questions for all of the rest of days will as 

Extinguished learning more than all the times that jealousy

Comes between you and the one you love,

I know all of the things that your thinking of,

Your beauty doesn't compare to your smarts in the stages

Of your education when becoming complacent with all of

Your patients just turning the tides and equations,

I can't shake this feeling of being alone with you,

We started phase 2,

I'm pushing towards you,

Can't forget about you,

On the verge of meeting you,

No regrets of seeing you,

With these beautiful views.

04. Ripples

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

Not enough room in this attic , wouldn't mind if we just

Shrunk,

Just like Alice entering wonderland through a rabbit hole,

I have no intentions of touching your body or your soul,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

Everything we did was asinine, but dying of boredem stunk,

Delighted as I am to call my own , it's personal,

Writing love , and pain , and sweat  and shame in 72 journals,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk and intoxicated out of our minds with a bit of grime

And old creepy dolls on the floor,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk,

We're so drunk , we're so drunk , we're so mother freaking

Drunk.

05. Flu Of The Bees

*Falling to your knees with the novacaine stare*,

*lies upon the eyes of the horse that gallops where*,

*she could make it right when i was wrong about the world*,

*way out of her league knowing she can't be my girl*,

*I was on the road for days getting nowhere*,

*I'm so done with love eventhough I don't care*,

*peace will heal in time just wait for the arrival*,

*she could make it right like wine spilled on the Bible*,

*the Bees are coming that way*,

*please don't tell me what to say*,

*I'm not one for all the games*,

*the Bees are coming that way*,

You're not the only one with flaws little bean,

We all have to live as a number,

Like tiny ants on a mural being depopulated,

No conversation,

We'll disturb your royal slumber.

06. Bright Grass

Spreading rumors for your own agenda making

It seem like I've lost it,

I see beauty in twenty different ways of entertaining

Your soul to oblivion ending up In a state of confusion

Pushing closer towards the bridge of acceptance and

Benge pressing a million tons to get all the weight off

Your shoulders,

I thought it'd be over,

Between you and I,

I could have died,

Why did you lie?

The grass is so much greener on the other side,

....*On the Other side*,

Learning true colors as I pass without warning

To get one in on you,

There's blood on the leaves and sweat on the branches 

Of betrayal of who your actually praying to when you

Lay in bed wondering and being haunted by what you done

Just replacing all of your  memories in a bag of eels when

No one wants electric feels,

I thought it'd be over,

Between you and I,

I could have died,

Why did you lie?

The grass is so much greener on the other side,

.....*On the Other side*.

"The Sight Of You And That Flower"

"The Sight Of You And That Flower"

By Arcassin Burnham

I can't shake this feeling of being alone with you,

We started phase 2,

I'm pushing towards you,

Can't forget about you,

On the verge of meeting you,

No regrets of seeing you,

With these beautiful views,

As smooth as the ocean that magnifys our exuberance

In the final hours of our life and our virtues may come

And pass like the day has gone with a simple stance

Hoping you would be remorseful to all your family and 

Your peers as well as your imaginary friends that fight

To the end just to keep you sane,

Tell me about it ! I know your pain,

Search and destroy your insecurity as well as your depression

Asking these questions for all of the rest of days will as 

Extinguished learning more than all the times that jealousy

Comes between you and the one you love,

I know all of the things that your thinking of,

Your beauty doesn't compare to your smarts in the stages

Of your education when becoming complacent with all of

Your patients just turning the tides and equations,

I can't shake this feeling of being alone with you,

We started phase 2,

I'm pushing towards you,

Can't forget about you,

On the verge of meeting you,

No regrets of seeing you,

With these beautiful views.

ARCASSIN'S Harmful Mix Pt.6

ARCASSIN'S Harmful Mix Pt.6

"Ability"

By Arcassin Burnham

Fire burns,

My titles earned,

I'm complicated,

I'm crawling in my own filth,

I'm unemployed,

And uneducated,

I feel as though god has let me 

down on an abandoned scale,

I feel as though more and more enemies

Start to prevail,

Not knowing what's coming as i walked 

Through the Valley,

Of diamonds is what I call them as I round

up a rally,

My own magical world where bad people

Can't taunt us,

Where holidays are celebrated right and the

Queen will trust us,

I wish that I could be as inspiring as you are,

I wish I could tell kids that if you believe you

Could do something then dream it to the best

Of your ability.

"Happy Place"

By Arcassin Burnham

I wish I could escape to a place full of human

Subjects that don't symbolize evil for your

Twisted crimes in gaining the upper hand,

I Don't fully understand,

I'm lost for words,

Where's the trust in myself if that is the plan,

I wish I could escape to a place where there

Aren't any politics explaining what their 

Gonna do and never do to make this world

Safer,

Not buying it see you later,

I got my own problems,

That's why I'm fit to write it on paper,

I wish I could escape to a place that isn't

Filled with the lies and secrecy , that's very

Common in this life today while heavy at

The steak,

Forget all the masquerades,

I'm powerful in this day in age

Now I'm dress to see another day.

There is no happy place.

"Born Into"

By Arcassin Burnham

....And we toss and we turn,

We live and we learn,

We pray then forgive,

We crash and we burn,

We consume all the flames then we all emerge,

We cry and we weep,

Have strength we were weak,

The broken can all be fixed if they only just believe,

Produce and conceive,

Life blows through the trees,

To have to much of the birds and the bees and when in

Pain we've been given the notion to bleed,

We just scream.

"Mountain High"

By Arcassin Burnham

Sending signals to the center of my brain

While it's in a trance , it hasn't woken up from its

Royal comma leaking out the only good 

Memories I have to be a better version of me,

Had to make a few trips around streets , over the granite

Hills and under the country side bridge,

Only the gates of diamond valley holds the key with

Promises we make and all the lives we take to get this

Far,

We'll search and most definitely define what is

Out there in the stars,

There's no mountain high enough to start a conversation

With our Lord and Savior,

Put together pieces of a generation leading towards the

Break of misguided labor.

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