"This World" (ft. A.R. Ivanovich)

By Abpoetry & A.r. Ivanovich

AB - This world,

Oh man this world is a comedic catastrophe and too much

agony,

I've brushed away people causing division,

Flowers still grow under my feet praising my kindness,

But my niceness can be mistaken for weakness

even by nice people,

Can't trust too many nice motherfuckas nowadays,

We can now go our separate ways,

Fuck your advice, and fuck your ways,

Fuck all the people in my past that did me wrong , no price is paid,

Baby rejection is protection,

We were never ever the same,

Self awareness and common sense meets logic,

The human brain can only do so much,

Consciousness electrifying beyond universes,

Thoughts racing into better circumstances,

Better choices,

So be mad when its you I would erase, you are a phase,

Don't betray my trust , it could get ugly,

Make up a sob excuse for what you did, waddle like a little puppy,

This world is a joke and when it ends , it still will begin.

■

A.R. - There’s a stretch

Of shadow

Standing in

the hallway.

I don’t know how

It got there.

I don’t remember

Opening the door

Or letting anyone

With such a

Cruel grin

Inside my

Heart

To mock me.

There’s a streak

Of shadow

Running the bridge

Of my memories.

Chasing fast,

chasing.

Reminding me.

Reminding.

Not to fall

Ever.

They say it’s best

To expect the harm

From other human beings.

Its yours anyway

If you ignore it.

Your fate, your fault

Your flaw.

No excuse for innocence

Even if we all

Join this world

With it

intrinsic.

Fuck that.

There’s an obscene

arsenal of barbs

And daggers.

Piled up on the

hardwood floor.

A Battle Royale

In waiting.

But I won’t touch

A single one.

Not even for the shadows.

Cut me down

And I’ll be shorter

But I’ll never be

Anyone but

Me.

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"File Corrupted"

 

By Abpoetry 

At one point in time I was calling on the devil,
But was already in hell,
Realized my body was only just a shell,
Brain washed tendencies at the time,
Thought god was white until I opened my eye,
Things that used to please me really don't anymore,
No father figure, used to be a different guy til,
Everyone showed their true colors,
I'll never know that the universe wrote this for me,
Guess all that remains is for me to be happy,
Didn't have friends or a spot , where would that be?
While everyone in your household living miserably,
Except for me and my niece,
The joy of a child's laughter will bring you more peace,
At the end , still can't be around my son,
Don't know where my life will end, idk where I would
run,
Keep going and keep bathing under the sun,
I am a light , thousand years worth of fun,
Forget all these earthly things,
I'm excited to learn where I came from for real,
Been wanting to know if the ice wall is a big deal,
Only seeing what the world really means,
I wanna' thank everybody That messed up all my dreams,
God already favored me , no need for repenting,
On to the road of peace preparing for endings.

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~Forever~

 

By Abpoetry

*SIP A BUNCH OF TEA , HOPE THAT I DON'T GET FULL,
AT THE HATTERS TABLE *,
*HOPING THAT I'D FIND TO DESIGN MY OWN WORLD
BELOW*,
*LOOKING FOR LIFE'S ENDEAVORS, GREED AND POWER
LIKE A MAD MAN*,
*BUT YOU WANNA' LIVE FOREVER?*

I put myself on the line like way too many times,
I've made a bed for myself, yet still more rise and
shines,
There is no room for error,
Brain mechanics is fine,
Could take the fire and heat,
But I'm a water sign,
Family don't care that much , that shows over time,
The wicked would not have rested , it would
systematically combine,
Glad to know knowledge at this age , I'm in my prime,
Do I have what it takes on this road hoping to still have
more time,

Take all the flaws off,
If you still dislike me , you ain't healed, you'll just die off,
Multidimensional being In all eyes,
watch the grass beneath me turn to ash,
Ancestorous Air flowing through my mortal coil
breathing life,
I know how to live forever..

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"So Called Healin"

 

By Abpoetry 

That of your own self interest,
getting the weight off your shoulders resulting in some further examination on your part,
Shadow work , watch the wheels turn,
watch em' tumble over rocks and fall apart,
Like soap suds , cleaner modern art,
the chaos ensues, the world is a ruse,
Ya' skin color's already something they'll use ,against you,
You lean into the tense you,
You wanted love , you wanted someone to Innerstand and learn you.
you had someone , he took ya hand , you gave him things,
he took those things and threw them right back in your face,
Now you want justice for your heart,
You couldn't get it, always lose for winnin'.
Invented a term of "Healing" to cope with that losing
Feeling, grew locs and an over overbite to eat away
the side of thinning,
He made an enemy, Now every black man an enemy,
Is that apart of healing?
I say all that to say,
If I see another unhealed black woman with locs
on the internet sulkin', bitch imma' lose it,
Are you on ya' feminist journey?
Or do I really look like the kind of guy to hurt you?
I just met you , like what the fuck !
messages on snapchat , I'm not trying to stalk you,
I just wanna' know why I'm getting disrespected, 
Guess I saw the rejection.
Told you black love is on its death bed,
Could die at any minute, don't get too depressed.

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"Text Sessions #1"

 

By Abpoetry 

Love,

Should be a wonderful thing,

It's an impossible thing,

So many people in ya' contacts,

Its an optional thing,

The Audacity of this generation slumping out thing,

This a when in doubt thing,

No conversation,  never started,

I'm cool with it,

Not having a connection is my expertise,

I need another drink for all the women that I didn't waste time on,

Say you wanna' be friends but still ghost me,

Have you no shame,

remember my name,

Don't want you to,

This another bitch just pretending to talk

to you,

Weighting out your options,

Not a man , I'm a choice to you,

That's why I'm not prone to what you humans do,

Not above or below,

Like I'm walking through an abyss and

Even though my mind is blank,

I could still feel the feelings peak,

Like I don't want you, I don't need you,

I'm not interested even if I was,

Penalties for overlooking good men..

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"Time Is Now Bs & Ss (Real Melanin Throwaway)"

  

By Abpoetry

Discard the remnants,
My power is infinite,
These walls can't be blown down by other wolves,
Why would you knock it down if ones inside?
No pigs here.
Don't condone racial divde or slander of black women,
KEEP THAT HATEFUL SHIT TO YOURSELF, 
This is more than you could ever manage,
Fuck the cockiness of wealth,
Politicians,  celebrities,  gentrification, stop glorifying all
of this shit just to help yoself',
Poem written by a negro , can't you tell?
Have you accept your fate,
We have stepped into our power , can't relate ?
Thats too bad , just wait for the earth to shake,
There are plenty of earths , but we the most disproportionate,
Meet the intake,
This ain't a rock , this a upside down pear cut in the middle
of the big part,
If the books stay open thats a good start.

/

I don't gotta have a job,

Gotta have a car,

Gotta have some money.

If thats the only thing you interested in then life is truly funny,

Some of them disgust me enough with these money talks,

Generational values for the win,

To talk me , your words fall flat like a quarter chalk,

Poverty to them are the real sins.

If I pulled out my heart on you,

Make you see pass your curses,

Break all the traumas your families gave you,

Systematic oppression, other people also slaved you,

Teach you the truth, how to love for real,

the worst feelings in the back of your mind you'd kill,

You and only you , sexual kung-fu just to sweeten the deal.

I just wanna love healthy.

/

They can't wait until the world ends,
The world ends,
Better spend it with your girlfriend,
Your girlfriend,
So distracted,  they just follow trends,
Just follow trends,
They don't know you cause they still pretend,
No new friends,
They can't wait until the world ends,
The world ends,
Better spend it with your girlfriend,
Your girlfriend,
So distracted,  they just follow trends,
Just follow trends,
They don't know you cause they still pretend,
No new friends,

Lay awake at night for my brothas and sistahs,
Sleeping patterns off , worry if people miss ya',
I don't got the luxury of harmonized people,,
Self love is more important than stupid sheeple,

They can't wait until the world ends,
The world ends,
Better spend it with your girlfriend,
Your girlfriend,
So distracted,  they just follow trends,
Just follow trends,
They don't know you cause they still pretend,
No new friends,
They can't wait until the world ends,
The world ends,
Better spend it with your girlfriend,
Your girlfriend,
So distracted,  they just follow trends,
Just follow trends,
They don't know you cause they still pretend,
No new friends.

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Abpoetry Presents : "Death Of Long Distance" & "Backburner"

 "Death Of Long distance"

By Abpoetry

Well we all know love is an upside-down spiral,

twist and turns stumbling on words,

Not finding the words , a child's game,

Up to you to be brave and just play,

But after that , that person won't remember ya' name,

Matching on bumble knowing it would fumble,

Wondering why are girls scared to talk,

Is it because we in different states?

Ignored left and right , pushed away from every race,

my old life had girls in nyc to La,

Now everybody trust issues turned up to 11,

Cascades full of doubts,

Of another human being , you don't know what he all about,

Could be the man of your dreams,

"But he too far away",

what the fuck happened? Long distance used to be 

safe, 

2020 ended all that shit but now we turn the page.

Guess i gotta love thyself in my state.

"Backburner"

By Abpoetry

Tired of being somebody that goes above and beyond, 

Tired of being a pawn,

Tired of the everlasting ignorance I get from women,

I'm in a different arc now , that should be a villain,

Furthermore wtf is genuine to you?

Weighing out all the options for your dream guy,

Might hurt you,

Tired of being looked at based on level of attraction, 

Or not making transactions,

"Oh he don't got car keys or tattoos, not for the taking",

I been said it,

This generation's cooked for our race in fact,

We'll dead it , this shit is pretty fucking stupid anyway,

Backburners , the only thing women will put me on,

Birdchirpers , they'll say you got your incel turned on,

No apps , no friends , no lies , selflove only prevails.

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