Life Is Just A... LP

By Abpoetry 

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1. Good Things End
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Always knew I was special exceeding my excellence 
Where all the things I would conjure would blow up,
1,000 explosions of imagination,
In your head these good things won't come to an end,
Down with my faults,
But not anymore,
You can not attack,
There's no need to talk,
Ignorance ignored,
A perfect default,
You stayed an adult,
These are perfect beginnings , don't miss it for the world while poverty stricken,
Once I let go all of these mere desires then all of my prayers will commence,
They hold out their hands,
I'm whistling in,
I'm floating on air ,
The ancestors send,
Not following trends,
I came here to win,
These good things will go, the great ones begin.

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2. Gether
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Trying to hold this shit together,
But it ain't really concrete, 
What's the difference if you respect me baby, 
What you want to feel complete? 
My mind is still constructing behind every symmetry of what's to come in this loop that I've gotten myself into, I cannot run, The cycle never ends,
But it will end when I just focus, 
Don't have no time for love or women, I just hope they notice, 
They don't understand, love in this potent,
Think that chivalry ain't dead , it been died,
I clearly see this,
This is here on earth,
When life is just a ...

I wanna see it through 2gether.

I wanna see it through 2gether....

Hips and thighs and a cute face don't mean shit to God,
If you're trying to make me notice you in my presence could get odd,
If you ain't got since enough to let me know that you exist,
With all that I've been through with women, You should take a note from this,
Not no incel or no cry baby , this is simply how it is, 
I'm a realist, with a realistic background,
fuck a rizz,
Protecting energy like this, it's something potent,
I ain't looking for a bad bitch and I don't got no motion,
I just want somebody that matches my flame that's all, 
I just Want somebody to meet my mom with no pain That's all, 
Special woman that will give up everything from me that's all, 
A woman that could always Make me laugh, 
How the hell is this hard to have?

I wanna see it through 2gether.

I wanna see it through 2gether.

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3. MOTIONLESS
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Vivid ass dreams,
Bright ass moon,
Don't know when the next phase will end soon,
There's a thin line, and the hate is too strong,
There's a thin line ,and the hate is too strong,
While they play with your weather through machines,
You panickin',
The lot of y'all can't compare to these goats,
y'all pedestrians,
No enemy of the enemies, only friends when they do the devil's deeds, shitting on the likes of you and me,
the hands of the reptilians,
This the end of what they built for us,
The impact is infinite,
When you , spent ya last on groceries that's ,
higher than yo' rent,
When you ,
Slaved for , almost 40 months to build up every cent,
When you , finally wake and realize this world ain't shit,
Play the game to beat the game,
Glitches included , so reclusive, mind is intuitive,
I pull out the arsenal, them files came out,
Ain't no way that they're cool with this,
The end all never looked so beautiful, but it ain't what
you think it is,
But it's all about being all you can be, when the motion is motionless.

YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION,
YOU AIN'T GOT NO MOTION.

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4. Proud That I See You
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For the single mothers leaning deep in depression,
The crackheads on the street that need to be in recession,
The cops that you plea , when life is an investment,
Cops wouldn't be at ease,
You'll get shot and arrested.
This world needs a light brighter than anything in the world that God could give.
the Epstein files don't lock nobody up and why
does it cost to live?
These words flow simply out of my third eye,
AB will find time , Life is a thin line,
These vampires run around like they got nine lives, 
The energy they collect, like sippin' fine wine,
How are you still paying rent and a light bill while higher ups get to eat children and laugh? 
Saving up just to get shit taken from you, reality is comedy clowns on your behalf,
The entrepreneurs making a difference I see you, 
the chosen ones that are like me eye see you, 
The single moms that can keep it strong I see you, 
The men that should have been fathers all along I see you.
To all my enemies that made me the man that I am today I really see you, I really see you,
To everyone that wasn't there the first time,
that really gave me grace I really see you.

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5. Cheerleaders 26'
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Chatty patties,
Bunch of black sheep with petty antics,
The lost ones,
The ones that find agony fantastic,
Followed the followers , the followers followed themselves straight into their oblivion,
I laugh it off,
My consciousness is getting hotter , I would only thaw,
They stay cold,
Bitter ignorance could make you more old,
I'm not sold,
Watching out for the ones that give our vampire vibes,
Twittling my thumbs to the site of whatever
they plan to do with me,
Talk behind my back, 
Just nothing new to me, 
Just a bunch of cheerleaders, where your leader?
They really have no use for you,
9 times out of 10 , The Noble leader is weaker than you.

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6. Too Common
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To chill in my element, No Bruce Willis, 
This world got too many villains, 
The heroes are building tents, 
the weak , complying and willin', 
War Masters are steady killin', 
To whom ? not what you're dealin',
You say that it's not your problem, 
you literally are abandoning children, 
The land of the free, ain't seeming so free, 
Shit if you were me, 
You'd free your mind, 
Elevate Through space and time.

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7. Narcissistic Attachment
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I don' Released and let go,
All of the things are out of my control, 
Young boy blossomed into a flower that can't be unspoken, but sometimes imitated, 
But they can never get it right, 
That's why my spirit family is on my side more than ever , forwarding me to get it right,
So my son won't have to go without,
Don't trust no one, years of being housed,
Why me?
Why you never gave me the same respect as my siblings?
Why did I have to go to my grandma's house at 5?
Why put me on the back burner of being last to knowing anything?
Why you never include me in anything?
Was I so much of a horrible son that everything had to go wrong every time my step foot and your presence?
You let the system bully me, 
The school kids bullying me, even the brunt of your own daughters bully me, 
You put your two cents in every situation, 
You never made it a better altercation, 
Instead that was only narcissistic simulations, 
That only one can fathom having relations,
I said you wasn't my mom in 2015 and I hold true to that shit to this day,
The same way your daughter that birth my niece and nephew, slipped into a bit of decay, 
You think God going to let you win? 
That you get famous on tik tok , makes us have ends,
I'm sorry but I'd rather live in a box than to be
pampered by a narcissist,
50 years old still with the shits,
So much so my little brother is my replacement.
I detach from all of it.

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8. Babylon AF
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What the fuck,
Dude don't look at me I'm gassin up.
You are now lunch,
You have to see the line when its punched.
The world is ending,
But now quite , we got black lions and foreign frenemies,
Night night,
Punks that ain't sanctioned to cause all the pain that they cause , leave some of you feeling empty,
Time to plug out again when I meditate heavily, 
Got some nasty coworkers and family members jealousy,
And when it comes to a hard life I am not a student, 
To elevate above it is a master institution, 
That was never taught to you in school,
Bunch of curses and spells, 
I digress let's have a toast to the cardboard and nails, 
The tough ones that only reap what they sow down in hell, 
But figure it out that the body is really a sHELL,
Hope you got that, now I have to top that, 
Don't you think by now we should question where the top at? 
Who's really in charge of the government and Congress?
Who's really taking all of our taxes and our big checks?
No
But eating little humans in a file is a good guess...
"No no actually you're doing great".

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9. Only One (little light)
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The little light I see my reflection in,
Like I'm adam,
Born first,
Theres too many flowers and vegetation to bring
too much comfort , shit I hope I'm not the only one,
I mean there's the animals,
The sun, which seems to stare back at me,
There's the moon whenever I'm lonely,
The lake , so I could see,
My own reflection as it cascades,
These ripples remind me of memories I can escape, 
I made it through the light , with that In mind,
you are me,
I love this , I love you , I see you , but you will see me,
I promise that! How do I get to you?
Until one day the source that remains G_O_D took a piece of rib,
Therefore made something I thought was gonna cure
my utter loneliness,
Thought she was an lioness,
Thought that she would see this my way and have a compromise,
Curious something slithered in her eyes,
But didn't tell her lies, she knew what she wanted, 
Your guardian ate that apple like her growth was stunted, 
Instead of him kicking us both out I got kicked out for being too just,
My heart was really never in it, 
But for you I'll go back to the beginning, 
For you I'll always wonder what's on your mind even if your energy isn't in it, 
But you will know the truth either way,
I love you but I can't stay.

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10. Whole Lotta Gang Shit
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Computer nerds , beta testers,
The bullies and aggressors,
The righteous and the ratchets,
The lions and the Panthers,
Latinos and the blasians,
Latinas and their children,
Gods And Goddesses,
With all our ancestors,

Bloods and the crips with the Hoovers that bang it.
We all need to come together, scream A Whole Lotta Gang Shit,
For the ones thats systematically been oppressed for a while,
These evils won't last for long,
the tyranny won't lead to Zion,
To stay in the system where they kill you with a gun and let byegones,
I wonder what would happen if we all came together, and over threw The government people,
The higher ups, the people that make sheep, 
If you're still asleep, 
There's no need to speak if you scared, there's a church at the end of the street,
Chosen ones ain't going to go for the bullshit,
We still eating bullshit,
While you find teeth in your McGriddle,
We relish it,
13 means death, it's the calling card, 
I bet some of you wanted know how life could be so hard?
Well they push all the agendas,
They steal, all of your money,
They make, all your meals,
The welfare, and your social security,
Government assistance , probably made all your jewelry,
It's hot time that we take back over everything!

Computer nerds , beta testers,
The bullies and aggressors,
The righteous and the ratchets,
The lions and the Panthers,
Latinos and the blasians,
Latinas and their children,
Gods And Goddesses,
With all our ancestors,
Scream A Whole Lot Of Gang Shit.

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11. Til it's over
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Looking for good days like this,
travelled from past lives to get this,
I could feel some peace in this wondering,
If I could make peace with this,
Learning how to give up things that don't serve me, 
Sitting under plot armor until death earns me,
This life is a mothafucking video game,
But it took the divine along time to design me,
if my twin flame ain't here , when will this be over?
if my twin flame ain't here , when will this be over?...

Just a , new day in the same shit happening,
The matrix don't stop ,not for anyone, 
My city been moving on clockwork since the 20s,
I ain't perfect in any way, until you count Mondays, 
This is just a test run for the real world, 
This job is just a test run for the 100 mil,
These women that stare you in the eyes and act like they really like you but say nothing is a test run for the real
How is it that I scrape the bottom of the barrel even if I'm feel happy?
when will this be over?

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12. ...BLUR
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What is this the grand design?
The scheme of things?
Universal plans?
The timelines ring?...

The grand design,
The scheme of things,
Universal plan,
The timelines sings,
It all falls down,
It will all fall down.
The shadow looms,
But it looks weakened,
It will die soon,
It's just the beginnin' when it all falls down,
It's about to fall down....

Take me to where I need to be not where we always will be, 
Let me inherit the Earth like my ancestors so they could be pleased, 
Love always takes time to come, it's a necessary learn,
Your 3 eyes will open up more when you notice that life is just a blur..