Life was flashing when I jumped in that pool,
Except I was seeing forwards instead of pasts,
Too many origin stories in this world, you would have been taken aback,
Soul oats almost became tar and soot, pieces of me came back,
Glad I'm the whole me ,
The new me,
Me that I was supposed to be,
Make peace with demons then set em' free,
I grew up tense , high anxiety nobody wanted me,
A delicate flowering in a field of landmines,
Enemy after enemy being made , is this my dad's
curses?
Or is it simply just trauma from both parents that intertwined and created me?
I'm glad I didn't take the dirt nap sooner than in the future,
I feel like some time has been wasted,
Please memories,
Go away,
It's hard enough living around live memories,
Staring them in the face,
From getting bullied to getting cheated on then accused of cheating,
The cycle of humans always confused me anyway.
And you wonder why I don't want to date.
You wonder why I don't date , that's okay.
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