"that's okaiii 1"

 By Abpoetry

Life was flashing when I jumped in that pool,

Except I was seeing forwards instead of pasts,

Too many origin stories in this world, you would have been taken aback,

Soul oats almost became tar and soot, pieces of me came back,

Glad I'm the whole me ,

The new me,

Me that I was supposed to be, 

Make peace with demons then set em' free,

I grew up tense , high anxiety nobody wanted me, 

A delicate flowering in a field of landmines,

Enemy after enemy being made , is this my dad's 

curses?

Or is it simply just trauma from both parents that intertwined and created me?

I'm glad I didn't take the dirt nap sooner than in the future,

I feel like some time has been wasted, 

Please memories, 

Go away,

It's hard enough living around live memories,

Staring them in the face, 

From getting bullied to getting cheated on then accused of cheating,

The cycle of humans always confused me anyway.

And you wonder why I don't want to date.

You wonder why I don't date , that's okay.

Life Is Just A... (Poetry Cover & Listing)

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"GETHER"

 By Abpoetry

Trying to hold this shit together,

But it ain't really concrete, 

What's the difference if you respect me baby, 

What you want to feel complete? 

My mind is still constructing behind every symmetry of what's to come in this loop that I've gotten myself into, I cannot run, The cycle never ends,

But it will end when I just focus, 

Don't have no time for love or women, I just hope they notice, 

They don't understand, love in this potent,

Think that chivalry ain't dead , it been died,

I clearly see this,

This is here on earth,

When life is just a ...

I wanna see it through 2gether.

I wanna see it through 2gether....

Hips and thighs and a cute face don't mean  to God,

If you're trying to make me notice you in my presence could get odd,

If you ain't got since enough to let me know that you exist,

With all that I've been through with women, You should take a note from this,

Not no incel or no cry baby , this is simply how it is, 

I'm a realist, with a realistic background,

fuck a rizz,

Protecting energy like this, it's something potent,

I ain't looking for a bad bitch and I don't got no motion,

I just want somebody that matches my flame that's all, 

I just Want somebody to meet my mom with no pain That's all, 

Special woman that will give up everything from me that's all, 

A woman that could always Make me laugh, 

How the hell is this hard to have?

I wanna see it through 2gether.

I wanna see it through 2gether.