"Sensitive Ones" / "As You Need Me"

By Abpoetry

Which one of you melanated goddesses
have the audacity to fully love?
Kill the trauma that'll cloud ya judgment,
That's the only way to look above,
Look beyond,
Just a female sat in your shell , tasty prawn,
to love a man and give him all your trust must
weigh a ton, lead on,
turn off yourself when boys will say they're different,
It's a scary game,
They mix fantasy and horror like a death exchange,
Think black love is a myth, they could finish plain,
Make you look crazy when lacking money to feel
some pain,
Like why can't I just find a black woman with some
good hair with a good heart that could weather
like storm,
Someone that love me for me on this planet full of scoundrels,
And for the sensitive ones , I lost all of my morals.

/

Almost like the universe didn't want me to love as soon as I got my powers,
I feel like Norrin Radd,
I feel like ever since I was 12 I was obsessed with the 
female anatomy,
Depending on consistency, someone that can love me more than my mama could ever do in this timeline,
Don't know what to expect , I grow weary as time flies,
As long as all of these beautiful women are on standby, 
They'll never choose me,
But somehow my soul mate is still waiting,
Both in self development,
Both going through something,
Both needing love in directions when there was
nothing,
Second opinion me?,

Swear I need files to concoct all the memories.

*BUT AS LONG AS YOU NEED ME*,
*I'LL BE RIGHT HERE*,
*WITH AS MUCH I COULD CARRY*,
*TO YOU I'LL BE NEAR*,
*BUT AS LONG AS YOU NEED ME*,
*I'LL BE RIGHT HERE*,
*WITH
 AS MUCH I COULD CARRY*,
*TO YOU I'LL BE NEAR*.