"Np At All"

By ArcAssinB

Yes,

I claim the love , the light , the fight,

I'll be at my, best, I'm settling, 

Nobody prays for me,

Nobody lays awake at night and sing all of their songs to me,

love is lost to me,

Fuck a memory, this is confusion and a shadow in a

cemetery,

Plan to make it to the stars when the work is done,

Plan to be the best version even if the weeds don't grow beneath my feet and whipser things that

sound like shit my ancestors would say,

My enemies look dumber every day , I'm ready to play,

I blossom every full moon,

Can't stand around a plain coon,

Don't ever have nobody cause bitches be leaving too soon,

So why think ima' trust you?

Evil eyes everywhere, I still evolve,

No falling leaves, still through those trees,

Lie memories, don't have to tell the truth to you.

x

"Composure"

By Abpoetry

Been through, awhole lot of shit,
I'm weak ? Bitch you wish,
I've been to , mental hospitals and the forbiddens,
I've made a , whole lot of enemies,
That made themselves,
I've seen too many , fake tough cunts
fuckin themselves,
I've seen people go back on their word about destroying me,
Too many names to count I've been called,
In distant memory,
Fake,
That word gets thrown around loosely, 
A bunch of roaches and cockroaches they swarm all around me, I'm just a butterfly and this matrix thats flying toward springs,
People wanted to use violence just to harm me because I'm five six and because I'm a little guy and because they think I'm an easy target in this universe of ours,
I'm the one that's going to chisel off these stupid mini scars, 
I only get stronger with time, I win in this part,
Out of all that I've suffered in my years this is where I win, 
And for those who oppose me will pay for all those lovely sins, 
Composure doesn't exist,
Getting stronger every month , I'm here watching your end.

"All me this time"

By Abpoetry

Might as well make a coffin for relationships 

And friends,

Man the betrayal, that'll never really ever end,

I used to tell my myself i'd look back on those times

And laugh loud as fuck and never call them again,

It's hard when your old life stares you in

the face but it's hard when you still have to

fuckin' live in it,

I'm evolving like every human should in this life,

even on they worst day if the shoe does fit,

I'm in my prime now so I can't waste this,

Everyone counting on me to fail,

And if it's not a muthafucka on the street trying to

hate, then sure enough it'll be my family as well,

Done with tall tales,

Can't be broke anymore,

This the ship that will sail,

If I had a sales pitch then imma' need a new cell.

This is all me.

I can't be nothing but me.

So let them hate on me.

Man I take all this lightly.

"Sensitive Ones" / "As You Need Me"

By Abpoetry

Which one of you melanated goddesses
have the audacity to fully love?
Kill the trauma that'll cloud ya judgment,
That's the only way to look above,
Look beyond,
Just a female sat in your shell , tasty prawn,
to love a man and give him all your trust must
weigh a ton, lead on,
turn off yourself when boys will say they're different,
It's a scary game,
They mix fantasy and horror like a death exchange,
Think black love is a myth, they could finish plain,
Make you look crazy when lacking money to feel
some pain,
Like why can't I just find a black woman with some
good hair with a good heart that could weather
like storm,
Someone that love me for me on this planet full of scoundrels,
And for the sensitive ones , I lost all of my morals.

/

Almost like the universe didn't want me to love as soon as I got my powers,
I feel like Norrin Radd,
I feel like ever since I was 12 I was obsessed with the 
female anatomy,
Depending on consistency, someone that can love me more than my mama could ever do in this timeline,
Don't know what to expect , I grow weary as time flies,
As long as all of these beautiful women are on standby, 
They'll never choose me,
But somehow my soul mate is still waiting,
Both in self development,
Both going through something,
Both needing love in directions when there was
nothing,
Second opinion me?,

Swear I need files to concoct all the memories.

*BUT AS LONG AS YOU NEED ME*,
*I'LL BE RIGHT HERE*,
*WITH AS MUCH I COULD CARRY*,
*TO YOU I'LL BE NEAR*,
*BUT AS LONG AS YOU NEED ME*,
*I'LL BE RIGHT HERE*,
*WITH
 AS MUCH I COULD CARRY*,
*TO YOU I'LL BE NEAR*.

"Text Sessions #6"

By Abpoetry

Damn , here we go again,
Damn , here we go again,
A goddamn whack job posing as a woman that
wants love,
A joke in Jax , Jacksonville women are the worst,
Keep on attracting these bitches guess you could
say it's a curse,
Another mental case mixed with too many traumas
asking questions bout' the wrong things,
Probably why you think having kids is a bad thing,
You a cheap imitation of what a perfect being should
be , a whole dumb bitch,
Suffer all these curses from me,
I don't even like a black woman with glasses ,
That perfect vocab lets me know theres no blackness,
Probably all white friends,
Probably superiority complex, 
Think you better than your own race , I'm placing all bets,
You a red flag as a whole , might be scarlet,
Mind already 90 years old , trauma on baphomet.

"Welement"

By Abpoetry

I only get better with time and age , no rage,
No sign of madness like I turned the page,
Now reading bout' peace and serenity,
No fear , I adapt to the fear in me,
People in 2025 are gonna lose their minds, 
It's already happening,
Might be 5'6" but my attitude is on fing fang foom,
In my villain ark , I might as well be doctor doom,
People know the truth, the new world comes for
you,
No fear mongering , I am proof,
Unless I'm mystique and switch up on you.
Use to be , a faint imitation of pale water in a bucket never moving , always serving nothing but an arm and boot,

Now I'm that same bucket of water that fell on to the
grass rejuvenated too much energy then turned into a
flower too,
I am in my fuckin element, what you gonna do?
The universe favors me now, therefore I win sir,
Melanin is the answer,
Expect love from a cancer,
Bells stay jingling,
No grey areas here , you're wrinkling,
Getting my popcorn just to watch the reckoning,
World really a movie set , who's staging it,
Celebrities distracting your mind , you're taking,
Every time I tell the truth , third eye tingling.

"Message Last"

 

By Abpoetry

Friendly banter as,

banter as it seems.

You'd be gone away,

Gone away from me.

Your too , dangerous.

Your too , dangerous.

Friendly banter as,

banter as it seems.

You'd be gone away,

Gone away from me.

Your too , dangerous indeed,

I came to you with love intentions,

What else do you need?

Think that is your ego in effect,

That's what you feed,

I don't care if I took this out of context,

Don't deserve to be your last message,

The energy you give , I give it back remember that..

Really would give a bitch the world,

They do me so wrong,

Given up women for the simple fact that they don't

know what they want in this dimension,

So many traumas, ain't no need for fixin',

What the fuck.

What the fuck.

Don't text me to fill a void , I'm not ya homie , not your friend.

Fuck being friends, I'm not your friend ,

I'm not your friend , I'm not your,

Fuck being friends, I'm not your friend ,

I'm not your friend , I'm not your.

"They Live"

By Abpoetry

I put them glasses on at 18 though,

And as far as I am concerned , this ain't the life

I chose,

It chose me,

I guess i had to ease myself in it slowly,

All the demons that I seen in my dreams,

Opening me up to become the better me,

As soon as I let go , the angels , they intervened,

Put me on game to the force that be all around me,

The evil was vanquished,

Learning some languages,

Glad the universe made me see more

than I could manage,

To put it on the pen,

Put on the glasses,  it radiated through my pupils,

Through my brain and pineal,

Third eye said Zoooooooooom,

Didn't go back since.

"Future Events"

By Abpoetry

Flowers Will still grow regardless of the carnage,

Flowers will still grow regardless of the knowledge,

Flowers will still grow regardless of destroyed

homes,

Flowers will still grow regardless of if your still alone,

Flowers will still grow regardless of the years of war,

I almost forgot about what I was fighting for,

My wife and kids will be safe,

Peace on earth will be displayed,

Kept fighting for most of my life just to get

these days.

"Hold Dear"

By Abpoetry

Stray far from the ways you , hold dear.

Everything that you are it , lies here.

When I get to that place , someday.

I hope to be at peace in , some way.

Nearing the end,

As I write these works,

Changing in time,

I pray it all works,

As I,

Write these lines to define a race so divine,

Its about not coming to an end but simply the

beginning to save time,

For the coppers that do not have a voice to

keep you around,

Having a chance to be free in this matrix,

Now is the time.

How Confused Can You Be?

By Abpoetry

The way I look at it.
We're all burdens,
Just happy and laughing , when will our world end?
How many people in the world can reimburse sins?
Our system is fucked up, not like I can pretend,
Like everythings okay while drowning into lies,
And It's also hard when you.
Don't want to be alive then realize that.
Its also hard when your race is a fucking target,
Why do they hate us so much? Question where it
started,
political weirdos think they got us bombarded,
You gotta be the light , be sure to spark it,
In my mind trying to feel,
I don't have , any friends , I don't know whats real.

"God Of Esponola"

By Abpoetry

Hey , hi there nice to meet you,

Poetry boy from Florida with a god energy,

In his prime about get ready,

For the rewards to enter his life, bitch I'm a black man,

Closest thing to most high ever,

Can't see the future , I'm not a fortune teller,

By default I isolate because I'm A Loner,

Nowadays things are really getting better,

Still think I was born for no reason however,

Overtime realigning the term thyself,

Shit It's pretty evident I Am God himself,

wondering through the trees literally looking for all that is given,

I thank her Everytime when I am graced with craftsmanship with berries,

The sun and the plums,

Frequency meditation to thank the ancient ones,

I am the greatest version in every universe,

I will be successful even If I increase my worth,

The chozen one.

"₩₩₩"

 

By Abpoetry

He had the whole wide in his hands.

They left the whole wide world in a firey blaze.

I put the whole wide world in suspense.

copper beings gon' take this world again,

Minus the ignorance,

How did we all wish for this?

Finding only remorse for you,

The details are refurbished, 

The way I speak the truth might come off as insulting

to you feeble creatures,

Either you can play the game or stay sitting in the bleachers, 

The way you think and feel is only illusional magic,

Where the world will end up in chaos, I can feel that its tragic,

Metaphysical Gods are waiting on this earth creating static,

Fuck illusions,  they trap your mind , its a habit,

Feeble minds can't Innerstand it.

Slow ones in the back are still trying to research the shape

of the planet,

Don't believe the unbelievable,  ya' demise is infinite.

In the end this shit will be too glorious,

They'll fall delirious,

I give you more of this,

We Worship Warriors.

Feelings and emotions ascend,

Apocalypse ain't the end,

Race war , shadowy Conglomerates ,

No Matter the challenge, We Will Win.

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"Golf St."

By Abpoetry

Met some characters there.
Oh I met some characters there,
Solemnly holding , young and seeing how this damned
life could be so lonely,
Gave up on god,  when god was really what my
choices were , anxiety crawled after me,
I am in complete control breaking out of the illusion
now but then I was as weak as normal could be.
Florida full of fake kids , Placebos,
Bunch of boys wanna be tough , the girls become hoes,
How bullying goes , adults , they promise the false hope,
Seed planted in your mind before you see the world blow,
Back then was crazy.

I'm never going on that street again,
Plus they've all moved on, nobody cares, I'll never bleed
again,
I lost the only love I could have loathed for life ,
Good things end.

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