"All me this time"

By Abpoetry

Might as well make a coffin for relationships 

And friends,

Man the betrayal, that'll never really ever end,

I used to tell my myself i'd look back on those times

And laugh loud as fuck and never call them again,

It's hard when your old life stares you in

the face but it's hard when you still have to

fuckin' live in it,

I'm evolving like every human should in this life,

even on they worst day if the shoe does fit,

I'm in my prime now so I can't waste this,

Everyone counting on me to fail,

And if it's not a muthafucka on the street trying to

hate, then sure enough it'll be my family as well,

Done with tall tales,

Can't be broke anymore,

This the ship that will sail,

If I had a sales pitch then imma' need a new cell.

This is all me.

I can't be nothing but me.

So let them hate on me.

Man I take all this lightly.

"Sensitive Ones" / "As You Need Me"

By Abpoetry

Which one of you melanated goddesses
have the audacity to fully love?
Kill the trauma that'll cloud ya judgment,
That's the only way to look above,
Look beyond,
Just a female sat in your shell , tasty prawn,
to love a man and give him all your trust must
weigh a ton, lead on,
turn off yourself when boys will say they're different,
It's a scary game,
They mix fantasy and horror like a death exchange,
Think black love is a myth, they could finish plain,
Make you look crazy when lacking money to feel
some pain,
Like why can't I just find a black woman with some
good hair with a good heart that could weather
like storm,
Someone that love me for me on this planet full of scoundrels,
And for the sensitive ones , I lost all of my morals.

/

Almost like the universe didn't want me to love as soon as I got my powers,
I feel like Norrin Radd,
I feel like ever since I was 12 I was obsessed with the 
female anatomy,
Depending on consistency, someone that can love me more than my mama could ever do in this timeline,
Don't know what to expect , I grow weary as time flies,
As long as all of these beautiful women are on standby, 
They'll never choose me,
But somehow my soul mate is still waiting,
Both in self development,
Both going through something,
Both needing love in directions when there was
nothing,
Second opinion me?,

Swear I need files to concoct all the memories.

*BUT AS LONG AS YOU NEED ME*,
*I'LL BE RIGHT HERE*,
*WITH AS MUCH I COULD CARRY*,
*TO YOU I'LL BE NEAR*,
*BUT AS LONG AS YOU NEED ME*,
*I'LL BE RIGHT HERE*,
*WITH
 AS MUCH I COULD CARRY*,
*TO YOU I'LL BE NEAR*.

"Text Sessions #6"

By Abpoetry

Damn , here we go again,
Damn , here we go again,
A goddamn whack job posing as a woman that
wants love,
A joke in Jax , Jacksonville women are the worst,
Keep on attracting these bitches guess you could
say it's a curse,
Another mental case mixed with too many traumas
asking questions bout' the wrong things,
Probably why you think having kids is a bad thing,
You a cheap imitation of what a perfect being should
be , a whole dumb bitch,
Suffer all these curses from me,
I don't even like a black woman with glasses ,
That perfect vocab lets me know theres no blackness,
Probably all white friends,
Probably superiority complex, 
Think you better than your own race , I'm placing all bets,
You a red flag as a whole , might be scarlet,
Mind already 90 years old , trauma on baphomet.

"Welement"

By Abpoetry

I only get better with time and age , no rage,
No sign of madness like I turned the page,
Now reading bout' peace and serenity,
No fear , I adapt to the fear in me,
People in 2025 are gonna lose their minds, 
It's already happening,
Might be 5'6" but my attitude is on fing fang foom,
In my villain ark , I might as well be doctor doom,
People know the truth, the new world comes for
you,
No fear mongering , I am proof,
Unless I'm mystique and switch up on you.
Use to be , a faint imitation of pale water in a bucket never moving , always serving nothing but an arm and boot,

Now I'm that same bucket of water that fell on to the
grass rejuvenated too much energy then turned into a
flower too,
I am in my fuckin element, what you gonna do?
The universe favors me now, therefore I win sir,
Melanin is the answer,
Expect love from a cancer,
Bells stay jingling,
No grey areas here , you're wrinkling,
Getting my popcorn just to watch the reckoning,
World really a movie set , who's staging it,
Celebrities distracting your mind , you're taking,
Every time I tell the truth , third eye tingling.

"Message Last"

 

By Abpoetry

Friendly banter as,

banter as it seems.

You'd be gone away,

Gone away from me.

Your too , dangerous.

Your too , dangerous.

Friendly banter as,

banter as it seems.

You'd be gone away,

Gone away from me.

Your too , dangerous indeed,

I came to you with love intentions,

What else do you need?

Think that is your ego in effect,

That's what you feed,

I don't care if I took this out of context,

Don't deserve to be your last message,

The energy you give , I give it back remember that..

Really would give a bitch the world,

They do me so wrong,

Given up women for the simple fact that they don't

know what they want in this dimension,

So many traumas, ain't no need for fixin',

What the fuck.

What the fuck.

Don't text me to fill a void , I'm not ya homie , not your friend.

Fuck being friends, I'm not your friend ,

I'm not your friend , I'm not your,

Fuck being friends, I'm not your friend ,

I'm not your friend , I'm not your.