"Real Vacant / My Own"

"Real Vacant / My Own"

By Arcassin Burnham

I don't really count my blessings

If I did,

I'd keep a notepad,

I haven't really learned my lessons

If I did

I'd be on the right path,

Or a bunch of outskirts pushing and landing

In my way and putting voices in my head to

Help me take away the pain of feeling the

Pressure to move forward in my life and

Better myself in this cruel and sick twisted

Planet where there are all false teaches,

No more fake speeches,

No more stars in the sky for people's reaches,

No more fun or sunshine

For the people that get stepped on and

Ridiculed,

No more keeping folks in line for all these

Stupid rules,

*Things have been getting real vacant*

*leaving my life to struggle*,

I will not die a coward.

/

**I've been on my own since the day**

**has gone**

**all my friends are gone**

**I'm just still at home**

**of course I'm all alone**

**I'm just waiting on**......

**the right day**

**I've been on my own since the day has gone**

**the skies are red**

**I'm feeling dead**,

**but I wanna die the right way**

**with something lodged in my head**

**I've been on my own**.

"Things Change for People"

- Arcassin B.

"Right For Me / In My Mind"

"Right For Me / In My Mind"

By Arcassin Burnham

Your love for me,

Is not right for me,

I could see our dreams,

*floating into little pieces*,

You need to be,

Away from me,

I don't want to

*The epitome*,

of your love that is not right for me,

I don't want you to fight for me,

You're just a memory, 

Get off of me,

Your the past to me,

Please understand my plea,

/

No future is upon us nor has God even spoken,

About the ones who made it,

Only a few have been chosen,

I'm talking about the rapture honey,

I'm not a scientist,

If you pay me enough I'll be your personal 

Psychiatrist,

*are you listening*

*is there something in your mind*

*the skies are clearly brightening*

*love we're running out of time*.




"I could only imagine what the future will hold".

- Arcassin B.

"8:08"

;"8:08"

by Arcassin Burnham

On rainy days like this one here was just a wreck

in a short distant memory that only i can recollect,

i had to process the problems in my head to really

check on the thoughts in the air of my forehead to

break a sweat,

And you would have thought i pepped,

the people that push up my problems in a flash while

thinkin' back in this reality a man,

That i am more than them in every way to be exact

and not cocky but very optimistic to say i can.

"Be strong , its a survival thing".

- Arcassin B.

"Is Key / Leg Room"

"Is Key"

By Arcassin Burnham

Watching the flame burn out quicker than most of the times

When I've seen a lot,

Going back to the times in school when I was an outcast and

The feelings were shot,

I'll put myself on display for enemies and envyers just to see,

I have confidence in myself like all you should have in empathy,
Still searching for a way to get out of this place but its still a
problem now,
too much sweat on my face and brow kinda leaked from depression
and disarray,
distorted vision and constant pacing in a room with a broken face,
Looking to the past,
i'm so glad you should ask how i'm doing every time you gain popularity,
turn around and laugh,
when i would speak to you in a world full of starving kids that don't
do half the things you do,
ignoring is key but later on in life you're gonna need someone to
vent to when your days are through.

/

"Leg Room"
by Arcassin Burnham


Sometimes we could all look for love in 72 places at once,
And all the others just wanna criticize and bring you down,
instead of being positive they're blunt,
But they just need a little leg room , a leg room,
to get out this stress they afflict on you,
its hard to be positive i understand too,
by all these little reckless things that we do,
we need a little leg room , leg room;
decisions don't come easy when we choose,
Be around people that'll understand you,
by all the lovely things that you do,

Blinded by the light but it'll teach us,
taunted by the strong knowing that the're really just like us,
living all through the system with your bible in your hand,
but not knowing they're getting ready to judge us,
if this wasn't hard enough,
to gain what we earned in this stuff,
a society that's corrupt,
you would have thought that we were stuck,
you see depression is a given in this world , we can't adjust,
please trust,
and give your time to people that don't sell out or backstab,
we ain't a free people,
guess thats why we just need to laugh,
when was the last time you ever had fun with your dad,
and all the embarrassing things he does and had a great tact,
i don't know why i mentioned that,
But i just need a little leg room , a leg room,
but really this my gift to all of you.



"Actually , trust is key".

 - Arcassin B.

"Unknown #25"

"Unknown #25"

By Arcassin Burnham 

How did I sleep on this?

How did I manage to keep myself in this charade 

Any longer then I need to even fathom if I believed you,

It still wouldn't be the same,

Everyone is a victim, 

Pushing lies on one another just to see how it

Will impact them,

I've been there,

Done that,

For sure it wasn't an impact,

It was an improvement to see how fake people 

React,

Thinking out loud, 

Days have became a bit solid and filled with 

Magnolias, 

Sorry that there's no trace of psychedelia, 

Just me and a couple of snacks with a liter root beer 

Sitting in the corner of grandma's room,

Flowers keep blooming outside putting roots on

The wall and savoring the roof.




"Its never too late to change what you don't want in life".

- Arcassin B.