"Just Innerstand"

 

By Abpoetry

Yeshua take the wheel,

Life is but a thrill,

Why'd I put myself in this mess.

Still I am a man,

Beyond what I am,

Why can't anyone just Innerstand.

When its all said and done,

No going back, I've won,

Building up the building blocks.

Far more than you know,

Is more than what you show,

I'm too damn valuable to be sick.

Still today I laugh,

Happiness is grasped,

I am now a god in my own right.

"Beauty In The Matrix"

 

By Abpoetry

Born with ,

Carbons and patterns,

Heads round like the sequence of fibonacci,

Hands with symbols and road maps, I wonder how

you laugh , I wonder how you smile when everything 

in this world is a joke , they still frown,

Hope one day black women give their gods a chance

to see the beauty they created,

The same day they take away child support and

abortion payments,

Theres Beauty in the matrix.

I can't wait until one day we settle the score,

Can't until they find out that life is more,

Young goddesses still using weave and perms,

Fuck adulting , you know happiness is earned,

All your enemies will,

Crumble and burn  , rise from the ashes,

Allies will return,

They will see that you had too much worth,

When all comes together to get one common enemy gone,

Life beings a new , continuously stay strong,

Where theres Beauty in the matrix.

_____ The Universe Favors Us Now EP _____

coming soon

"Begging & Judging"

 

By Abpoetry

Ah humans, the vein of their own existence when

it comes to the workforce,

Wouldn't be surprised if you made everyone work

by force,

Women used to get mad cause all the men made more,

And now a lot of women really don't want work anymore,

Black men in the hood , no matter how hard they try,

Still don't qualify for jobs , not daquan or levi,

I wonder why ? We've been oppressed for so damn long,

Might wanna' stay tuned , this is gonna' be a

conundrum,

First of all every live chat on social media is a trap,

Cool at first , now its a pandemic of people running laps,

Around dummies that will donate and give them all of

their money,

Don't pay them on time and the beggers, well they get grumpy,

You feed into the lies cause they got kids on leash,

You go to work only to go home and pay for

somebody feast,

Watch out for crisis actors or actresses , they could

be me or you,

shit the other side is stressing you to get a real job too,

Capitalism turning on the wheels of agendas,

Wanted a vacay , now you can't see the Bahamas,

Black women hate when you don't have money,

A car or some credit makes them act real 

cuddly,

Don't wanna' be my friend cause money ain't the priority,

Fine while you make minimum wage , I'll be planning a

business see.

"Here the whole time"

 

By Abpoetry 

Don't got no game,

I'm alone for the right reasons,

Should I Rekindle old flames?

Hell no , I'd rather commit treason,

I aint got no shame.

Women think I'm plain.

It ain't true.

Tell me is it you that I'm looking for.

Tell me that you would love me more than my momma

does.

I'm not made on this earth to save you,

copper skinned goddess , love I only could praise you,

Time ain't real but it still heals me & you,

a lot of men hurt you , I've been hurt by women too,

Don't got no game,

I'm alone for the right reasons,

Should I Rekindle old flames?

Hell no , I'd rather commit treason,

I aint got no shame.

Women think I'm plain but I've been here the whole time.

I have to detach, I have to align, a new redesign,

Love frequency within myself,

Tired of liking women that don't need your help, wanna

chase your wealth,

Then judge when they wept,

I'm not wasting my energy.

Even though I come from trauma, I'm completely healed,

I don't want anymore of it,

I'm good , not really sure if you misunderstood ,

With you I wanted to find solace,

when a man nurtures its not acknowledged,

We need to stop talking.

"I See Her With My Little Eyes"

 

By Abpoetry

Be careful little eyes,

We're stationary to those lies,

Both be hurt before,

Flowers sprout when we touch solid ground,

The kind of person I want to protect, you have no idea

or fathom the universes I would go to if I lost you,

Wouldn't break the habit, I'll be back at it,

Love I get to it, this is easy work,

The commitment I would give, would be abundant even its wake,

I really wish that I could be the one you count on strong one day,

I manifest that right now you just see me for who i am

in this dimension,

When the heavens open up , come take my hand with no permission, create some tension,

Now the world is at stake,

Too late to produce,

Its never too late,

To see this all through,

Bigup ya' own race,

Have faith as you do,

And when the world ends, I wanna see you

Want you to be the one.

Want you to be the one.

But be careful little eyes what you see,

Be careful little eyes  what you see,

Theres the one so high above and shes

looking down in love,

So be careful little eyes what you see.

"..So God i like this girl ,and shes..."

 

By Abpoetry

Golden chile , Shooting star , Hello goddess,
We are the same in different ways,
Know some will shame, we've had our faults,
I would move mountains and plug up volcanoes if
we never do talk,
I need your voice , right though my brain,
Run through my brain , my minds for you,
Where you shall live , rent free in here,
I need you in my life more than americans need
K-POP,
my love will never stop,
I'm trying to say , theres no if , ands or buts,
My heart is yours and if you want, let it be known,
That this is you , the world should know that a
real goddess exist, and have been reborn,
No dull moment would ever ruin , laughters adored,
I want your randomness , i need your everlasting devotion,
Tired of wishing and hoping,
I found it hard as hell find to find a good selfie of you,
Cause they're all so damn good,
Like I manifested you out a computer,
Mr. Processor of compassion,
More than my mom lacks,
Could you love me more? I'd gladly give back and,
I promise i will never give you a reason to attack and,
Never make you feel like you're alone when
you're with me,
Never make you feel like its your fault then you feel empty,
Want to be able to treat you like a princess when
when you kiss me,
I might be manifesting.

Give me all your love,
Give me all your time,
I won't waste it,
I want to protect,
You could have my dread,
cut it off,
Don't want to pretend like you dont exist,
I'm appalled,
Don't care how far you are,
When i like someone, fuck distance.

"Serpent In The Garden"

 

By Abpoetry 

Sensory overload,

Actors use platforms just to gloat,

Say how much more money they have than you

then end up just as broke,

Misery loves company , but chaos loves chaos,

It ain't so fun and games in this bitch til somebody

heart stops,

Rock bottom til the bottom rocks,

This a sick a game that we live in everyday where we don't trust our feelings and people,

Let the healing take hold please especially if you're fighting your age, don't know whats at stake ,

your people have zero awareness in whats about to take place,

The future does not look great.

There's a serpent in the garden for the wait.

Don't let it strike and you'll be okay.

THE UNIVERSE FAVORS US NOW EP

COMING soon

"Happy Boy"

 

By Abpoetry 

Running and jumping over flowers,

In my back yards,

Things don't seem as easy in my shoes,

Every month a different bruise,

Don't curse me.

Running over flowers to,

Gain my sanity, stamina heavy,

driven to perfection,

Still alone with no direction,

Glad I taught myself.

Jumping over flowers to,

Make a statement,

Got my movements on par with vibrations,

toll paid but not quite,

save it all for the night,

Happy boy indeed.

"Text Sessions #5"

 

By Abpoetry 

Stupidity still ensues,

I might as well just be sued for being who I am,

They just get stupider and stupider, man I'm like

damn,

Is it me ?

Are these the people I attractive in this universe?

can't outmatch the mental at first,

the things that I have to do to endure women

just to make things work, its like a curse,

This is the 14th light skinned person telling me what I have to do in my life and don't know shit,

Acting like this is a competition for trust issues and shit,

Go ahead bitch lets compare baggage,

The troubles I've faced , could you imagine?

You look like you haven't been through shit in life,

I can only fathom,

Telling me I'm unhealed , is ironic as fuck,

Ya' complexion is a curse but you still test your luck,

I'm not stuck on what you said, thats a simple mental crutch,

I'm sure you're a smart girl in this life , guess now that doesn't matter much.