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Wednesday, August 31, 2016

"When Quentin Kissed Margo"


"When Quentin Kissed Margo"
By Arcassin Burnham


*How did it feel when you took her and made her*
*Understand that you were the one who cared and*
*Showed her more compassion*?
*How did it feel when you've noticed all her*
*Imperfections letting her go off into the sunset in*
*A paper town*?
*How did it feel*?
*Oh*! *How did it feel*?
*Watching over her like the hawk*, *making sure she'd text back*,
*Back*......

*How did it feel when you told her all of those things*
*Before she ran off and never came back*?
*How did it feel when you looked for clues and letter boxes*
*Going on a journey just to see if she'd turn up*,
*How did it feel*?
*Oh! How did it feel*?
*Watching over her like the hawk, making sure she'd text back*....
*One day*, *one day*.




😋"This was heavily Inspired By The Kiss scene in the movie "Paper Towns" or just basically at the end of the movie, but I loved it".

-Arcassin Burnham 

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

"Somebody's Gurl" (Revived & Mastered)


"Somebody's Gurl"
By Arcassin Burnham


Butterflies and lakes,
Carry signals in and out
into the love gate,
If you're saying that I know her situation
i could probably relate,
Not wanting to do this all the time
But it cannot be replace,
I swear I love her
but she's just thinking that me and him are in a race,
I beat him to the punch and now I'm glad I'm in first place,


She is my dream to see the things that are right in front
Of me,
Don't think for one second I don't know about intimacy,
shes the girl for me in this life of death and luxury,
I made a promise to her long ago that we would be,

shes my history like no other in my dreams,
I take a short breath of the wrong air in this time,
take my hand and we'll run to the stream,
She said she use to be alright in my first line,

like bella and edward , we shine in the lights and sparkle
As if glistening was our middle names
fantasy teens,
kissin in the lake
is it still a dream?

Is she really still someone elses girl?
this i can't redeem.





😋"Sometimes I believe love is just a figment that pokes at the insides of your inner emotions , embrace it!".

- Arcassin Burnham

Monday, August 29, 2016

"The Quiet One"


"The Quiet One"
By Arcassin Burnham


Finding peace wasn't in a time of having nothing
Left to live for, sitting in a box possessing four
Poorly crafted walls in pure disparity of getting
Out alive and not going insane when you were
Never insane in the first place,
Bringing up memories in your head that you forsake,
Everyone is Greedy and they gotta have their cake,
Damn I should have known that my friends were pure
Fakes,
Man the rumors circled and they follow you to your 
Fate,
I'm the Quiet One , so I came up as a target,
Even til this day I still in back of classes markin',
All the people I'm gonna shit on when I make it
Out of these four walls,
Dying to call my mom but she withdraws.



😋"I was literally the quiet one in school , it just wasn't for me I guess , but now I'm more ambitious than anyone I know , see what happens when you keep your thoughts inside for too long".

- Arcassin Burnham

Sunday, August 28, 2016

"88 / Compost Pile / Colours" (3 Poems)




"88 / Compost Pile / Colours" 
By Arcassin Burnham

I don't know why it takes so long for me to get ahold
Of you,
Your soul is too lucid  laced with redness of rosary residue,
 I have no choice not to be in your presence, this is the exact
 Meaning,
 I'm blinking my eyes and I'm going insane for these miles
That I'm entering,
 To get to you,
 You love is like a flute, and I'm ready to be serenaded,
 Shouldn't I be the one singing,
 I got too much on my mind,
 Besides, I'm enjoying the tune.

/

Am I really good? Will I be alright?
Looking for a chance but a different fight,
You shot me down but I got right back up and you
ain't seen me In a different light,
Tell me where did we go wrong when the time came,
I was always down for you but you were insane,
You shot me down,
And you just ran off with your friends again , dang!

Always thought you were the love of my life though......
But you were like everyone else in this hell of a school,
I never was cool,
I wasn't a pot of pretty flowers , a puddle of drool,
Everyone was treating me like I was a fool,
Unloyal to myself like a plain used tool,

Am I really good? Will I be alright?
Looking for a chance but a different fight,
You shot me down but I got right back up and you
ain't seen me In a different light,
Tell me where did we go wrong when the time came,
I was always down for you but you were insane,
You shot me down,
And you just ran off with your friends again , dang!

/

Reds and blues,
I don't want the blues,
I was like heaven to you,
Cutting ties,
Done with all the lies,
When I say cutting,
Red like blood tombs,
Forget I love you too,
Dusting off my shoes,
Please! I'll stay with you,
Just make a move,
Check mate,

Fulfilling all your needs,
Like I outta' be,
Learn the birds and bees by myself
Through pornography,
Honestly,
I digress,
Expressing through the trees,
Love was just a sleeze,
Picking enemies,
Swear that I was amazed.





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Saturday, August 27, 2016

"Winds Pushing"


"Winds Pushing"
By Arcassin Burnham


Thanks!
For leaving me when the cards were all on the table,
I have no animosity towards you, it's a jackass that
you are being labeled,
I stick out my tongue and taste the bad memories
That flow within me,
Haven't been in love for quite a century......
Thoughts are floating off and it's metal in the exhaust
And you will rain down on your enemies,
I can't grab the signals that you're sending me,
For I am kinda slow,
I put my heart on my sleeve , it drips out its holes,
I had enough shame in my life to build a second Eiffel
Tower in these tears that I hold,
And while selling your soul,
you think I'm getting old.....

And while the winds blow, I am forever young.

Friday, August 26, 2016

"Broken Virgin Pt.2"


"Broken Virgin Pt.2"
By Arcassin Burnham

I'll stay with you even when you need someone to cry
And hurt with you,
I'll be there when you need a helping hand and not a
Person to argue,

Seeming kinda lonely,

Life is kinda funny,

Your features are so dreamy , we could both just wake
Bright and early,

I don't see why you should pity your in a mere confusion
Of being a target in highschool so you just come to me in
Comfort and trust that I might guide you through the torture 
And the agony of feeling alone in your lost faith,
Don't be afraid forever,
Life is short but for some,
To overwhelmed with power,

Pick yourself up broken one.

Thursday, August 25, 2016

"What It Was" (ft. Marryn Bridges)



"What It Was" (ft. Marryn Bridges)
By Arcassin B & Marryn B


**MB**: The sanity is unspeakable Out of all the things I've been through, 
Life is not perfect But it keeps me from loving you,
The imperfections of this world Have made it difficult to see 
The degree to which  It has harmed you and me So I wait, 
For the day when you'll return I will remain a speechless spawn,
These days I will learn That all the feelings are gone,
So even if you returned We would not last long The love that once
Was burned no longer exists, you may insist,
That it was I who caused this but it was you wrapped in your
Selfish ways, that pushed me away,
**AB**: The sanity is unspeakable Out of all the things I've been through,
I use to cherish the sight of you in surreal virtue,
But what is real , when it's virtual , that means that I can't have you,
The way that I intended to ,
The past could bring back memories of the things you had no
Control over ,
We pushed , and fussed and fight until you said that it was over,
On was a life sentence for the longest think what could have done 
Differently breaking your heart over and over,
But my heads under wraps and heart is on ice putting us on hold
If we ever come back to one another and the choices that we've made
Can no longer hold us accountable.

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

"Make Your Mind Up"



"Make Your Mind Up"
By Arcassin Burnham


Subsequently locked up in your world from 
faucets that I wash my hands from Thinking 
about your incense And what it does to a man 
like me mentally And physically embracing your 
love  With every aspect of my human Genocide that 
practically provokes my pride and takes away the only 
piece of me if you died......
I loved your heart  And your intelligence,  
Got your back against the wall Halo bound , your soul Heaven sent,

*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?
*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?
*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?
*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?

The simple things I'm telling you result to things I 
Make you believe in constantly changing your opinion
On life and death and lights in Japan making you wonder
Of the consciousness in the back of heads saying *you*
*Better make you mind up*
And I was tortured by your smile for long , it made me say things,
I was looking like I've never kiss a girl before in the rain,
Which I haven't,

*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?
*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?
*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?
*You better make your mind up*, *do you want me or not*?

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

"No Flying / Conceal"



"No Flying / Conceal"
By Arcassin Burnham


No education and nothing to fall back on,
Use to love the feeling of 10% off coupons,
Still betrayed after being the realist friend ever,
But not until I got caught up in all of my endeavors,
Guilty pleasures , broken feather, 
I can't fly to save my life in any direction I tethered,
I was always the outcast,
Everywhere I went was a nightmare,
Barely any support if it would last,
Still I pull the plug on any moments of the past,
They think I'm gonna fail in this house of horrors,
I honestly thought I wouldn't make it this far,
The more I wait , I gravel and just get more poorer,
The complications come from other people not my Sunday's best.


/

*You have my heart*,
*But you don't know it yet*,
*Use to love me*
*Now your just a silhouette*,

*I stay away from you*,
*for the time being*,
*I'm stuck in a virtue*
*that I kept secret*,

*I use to make you laugh*,
*and now you downgraded*,
*that was bad on my behalf*,
*when we were separated*,

*I try not to feel*,
*remembering you*,
*like sketches in my mind*,
*kissing you*,
*I cried with you*,
*try to forget me if you want to*.

Sunday, August 21, 2016

"~repenting~ / ~known for along time~"



"~repenting~ / ~known for along time~"
By Arcassin Burnham


*Hypertonic*, *To a weight on my shoulders in a form of the*
*Devil's choke hold*,
*I'm a liability with no facility with any story that can be*
*Told*,
*Saw this day was coming,looking for the signs in almost*
*Everything that I stand for*,
*the world is endin' and theres no repentin' for a Messiah*
*in the topic all before*,

But now you're acting like you forgot,
There's is no Plan B,
You gotta get right with God,
If You Wanna Be Free,
My momma might not support my dreams,
*I'm A Spiritual Kid* , *God Will do right by me*,

/


I was predictively destined for your attention at the time and,
You gave me all of it...
Wasn't sure if you had a distance significant other,
But I had no time for it...

You missed your chance,
You let it slip,

I wanted you,
You didn't give a shit,

You had your life,
And I had mine,

Did you think of me or did You just lose track of time.

Friday, August 19, 2016

"Young Wonder #3"



"Young Wonder #3"
By Arcassin Burnham 


#2 pencils for your thoughts,
A minor invite to let the words flow from ones inner chi,
Slipping through the cracks and tears of images and frames that
Makes the mind project the bad memories in paranormal states
Of thinking about dark figures appearing in front of you and 
Putting fear and feat inside while your body is paralyzed from
Head to toe in hopes that your soul will not get carried to hell as you 
Hear the voices,
Let the ocean and the sun shower over your phases and sins,
Being young is a giving, it's not an accomplishment,
Clicking heels and biting black fingernails,
Be as spiritual as the dawn and the shine on fifty cents,
Young Man , Young Lady,
They are one,

/

*Lucy's in the sky with diamonds tonight*,
*She's looking good*,
*Sparkles running through the vains of her eyes*,
*She knows it's just not fair*
I miss you just as much as you miss me even though you're
Never there,
*Up in the sky*.....
*I live to die*......
*a garden grave*....
*a garden grave*.....
There are no slaves in the valley,
It's more important than family,
Some people deal with it commonly,
But also has their own anatomy,
I'm glad I find it so challenging,
But I rely on strateging,
You can't escape from the happenings,
Don't let your heart end up in packaging.



Thursday, August 18, 2016

"Cupid's Voice Pt.1"



"Cupid's Voice Pt.1"
By Arcassin Burnham


He was a loss caused teen with daddy issues keeping
To himself everyday in his room with books of magic
And teleportation to get out of this town,
Missing the days when he was little and mom and 
Pops would show him more respect as a little addition to
The family more like a blessing as he was considered the
*Miracle child* around,
Went to school with iron fists and jean chains hanging
With the bad crowd like the emos mixed with nerdy rock
Fans that had no life just seeking attention from penny
Pinching,
Pulling a list of bullshit in his life at home,
Watching anime to make sure he was not alone,
The hostility with his dad , it was home grown,
Everything in his life was an utter joke to him,
But until he saw a *that girl* across the lunch room,
*Felicia Stone*,
So he asked his friend Joe ,
Who's *that girl* sitting over there with high heels
And that red shirt on,
"Oh her! *Her name's Felicia*, she transferred from Italy",
*Blue eyes like the Argentina oceans and her voice so*
*Heavenly*,
Make boys fall down to their knees as they appease,
*It was like clouds and stars and rain in one room when*
*She stands up to throw her tray away*,
 probably thinking he's gonna say hey today,
Gets up , walks to the trash, throw it away,
Walks her direction, turns back around and doesn't
Go through with it.....



Wednesday, August 17, 2016

"Holding Hands Riddim" (Full Version)



"Holding Hands Riddim"
By Arcassin Burnham 


Black tar in my heart but you came and took it out 
Of my consciousness letting the love that I have for
You go unmissed in this life,
In this world I transitioned to a boy that has no
Original value to a man that has a heart and knows
Where to start if we ever talked,
*You  think* - *I'm not* - *aware*,......
...*you don't have to say a thing*, *your beauty say a lot*
*with the features in my mind*,
*don't you give me that frown and those eyes*
*Not surprised to be broken down*,
*Down*,
*I know that you've been searching since he left*,
*so you saw my soul*,.....
*But you don't have to say a thing*......
*I love holding hands with you*,

*a wealth*-*that I *- *can share with you*,
*You don't have to say a thing* , *your beauty says a lot*
*With the features*,
*I know*- *that you've* - *been waiting*,
*for love to come sweep you off your feet*
*pretty baby*,
*the cold*- *will se*-*parate  us*,
*in a state of loss of the love that we had for each other*,....
*But you don't have to say a thing*,...
*I love holding hands with you*.





Tuesday, August 16, 2016

ARCASSIN's Harmful Mix Pt.7



"ARCASSIN'S 
Harmful MIX Pt.7"



"First Touch / Hand Holding Riddim (snippet)"

By Arcassin B


Seen the lovin' coming from a mile away in my
Only line of vision with precision looking for a better
Future with her,
I search for growth in the dirt , I mean soil,
Granting me wishes that I solely deserve,
I got your feelings on a platter , you can't even get away from me,
The grass is greener everyday when you smile in anomaly,
The  trees growing in disproportionate commonly epitome ,
Didn't make no sense there but your skin so heavenly like Angels 
And their boastfulness and privileged to the recent decisions you make in your life
Thinking what I could have done if I had chosen the commandments over the
Unconsciousness world of evil at its finest component,
Wasn't ready for those moments,
I don't want my last moments,
To be a ball full of hate towards others that have not showed me respect,
You take that all in and recollect,
I'm retrospect,
Place your bet,
Love for an angel is a blessing sent,
From the Lord himself,
Gathering up all of my wealth....

/

....*a wealth-that I *- *can share with you*,
*You don't have to say a thing* , *your beauty says a lot*
*With the features*,
*I know*- *that you've* - *been waiting*,
*for love to come sweep you off your feet*
*pretty baby*,
*the cold- will se-parate  us*,
*in a state of loss of the love that we had for each other*,
*But you don't have to say a thing*,

*I love holding hands with you*.




"Uncover"

By Arcassin B 


♦I know just what your thinking of,
You want me to come along in a mental state where I could hardly stand,
I can't be that man for you,
The more you learn the more you know about me,
The more you'll never doubt me,
The ship we sail just sounds astounding,
In the rivers of the valley,
.........Love Me,

♦Just hoping that we could find peace in a better setting such as this one,
Don't hide your face from my sight again,...
I got a nack,
When you react,
To kisses up and down your back,
You blame me for the sensual tension with that well-known fact.


"Ode"

By Arcassin B


Running through the mind like Street heat waves In the
Afternoon rushing to just to be a burden to your soul
In any manner that you should've displayed along
With the flaws and blurred pasted memories of family
You never knew containing all the emotions inside
Of the eye , skull and brain cells remembering nothing 
But past confrontations opening up your eyes for rude
Awakenings in the beds where the demons lie spreading
Their carnage and afflicting your life with things you 
Shouldn't have went through, I wish you Best my friend,
This is my ode to you.



"the next time you see me , You Won't"

By Arcassin Burnham


You hate me but a.......
You hate me but a.......
You hate me but a cop just shot an innocent woman
In her own home in front of her son,
You hate me but another terrorist attack could happen anytime
And you wouldn't know where to run,
You hate me but at times we don't get more justice in the Courtrooms
As we should,
You hate me but at times we think everything is real when it's just a 
bunch of cardboard and wood,
But you hate me,
I was regularly God's Baby,
When the physical did not wanna raise me,
His knocked up baby mama grazed me...
Out of the womb like a slave pealing out the grape seeds,
Everyday is crazy,
Like Hell over here smiling with the big teeth,
You should have never let her go,
Now she's smoking weed,
And giving away her virginity,
To a boy that was only for the fling.

Welcome to the world future daughter.




Monday, August 15, 2016

"Pieces Of You" (📷by Saray Castillo)



"Pieces Of You"
By Arcassin Burnham


I see them there smiling at me as if I never stood a chance
Of keeping you in the first place,

But Honey you are long gone , only the pictures remain and
I still feel ashamed I let go,

*dont be discouraged*, *but I just miss your touch*,
You're old enough to punch me right in the nuts,
For treating you so cruel,
I found something better and she keeps me happy unlike
You,
I won't take part in your demise,
See through your soul right through your eyes,
I'm troubled so I can't deny,
The feels when you date other guys,
Pieces of you are in my mind,
I have no time to dwell in shrine,
The anomaly of my whole life,
I pray for you , hope you are fine.






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Sunday, August 14, 2016

"Past Fade" (📷by Saray Castillo)


"Past Fade"
By Arcassin Burnham 


*Dar Dar Dark*-*ness is*-*fu*-*tile*-*to this lit*-*tle*-*dream*
*I have*,
*hid*-*den in cre*-*vices of things*-*to the*-*ones I lack*,

The past is the past and even in the past seeing what I use
To lack and given up,
Confusion is nothing new to a couple of youngins' cruising 
On the country roads in a big truck,
Life is so much more precious than a diamond or a gem in 
hopes to shine bright as they were,
We all can not be perfect in a mellow dramatic world full of
Politics and secret purge,

*I I I*-*could be*-*everything*-*to all*-*of your*-*stonewalls*,
*you*-*break*-*them down*-*for me*-*and all*-*of your*-
*worries fall*.





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Saturday, August 13, 2016

"Deny" (📷by Saray Castillo)



"DenY"
By Arcassin Burnham 


*When she gives you that look*, 
*Don't you ever deny her ,her beauty again*, 
*seeing as the time passes*, 
*Bet you'll see its end ,  In a beautiful setting*, 
*Don't deny her again*.......
*When she gives you that look*, 
*Don't you ever deny her ,her beauty again*, 
*seeing as the time passes, Bet you'll see its end* ,  
*In a beautiful setting, 
*Don't deny her again.......... Don't deny her again*,

*I bet you'd like to notice how the waves flow in entirety*,
**I was a fool to think**,
*I bet you'd like to know how deep my love runs so swiftly*,
**This stuff is hard to drink**,
I got you,
You need me,
No God darn way we can not see eye to eye,
I'm so excited,
For the empathy ,
We reflect on others than ourselves,
People grabbing hearts off the shelves,
Making people care for them then a quell,
You always lack what you try to ignore, but we will prevail,
And everything that deals with hate always end up in hell,

*When she gives you that look*, 
*Don't you ever deny her ,her beauty again*, 
*seeing as the time passes*, 
*Bet you'll see its end ,  In a beautiful setting*, 
*Don't deny her again*.......
*When she gives you that look*, 
*Don't you ever deny her ,her beauty again*, 
*seeing as the time passes, Bet you'll see its end* ,  
*In a beautiful setting, 
*Don't deny her again.......... Don't deny her again*.







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Friday, August 12, 2016

"Closing Walls" (ft. Olivia Kent) (📷by Saray Castillo)

"CLOSING walls" (ft. Olivia Kent)
By Arcassin B & Olivia K


*OK*: On a cold March day I was stranded.
In a place all lined with darkness. Walls enclosed me real tight, I have a huge desire to fight, They say there are responses, one or sometimes two, fight or flight is what they say, looks like I'm here to stay, a cell phone in my pocket shines just a little light, on the wall to the right in silver pen be wrote, welcome to the wishing well, is this heaven or is this hell,
🌹
**AB**: Trauma speaks in silence letting me know in a state of euphoria, Things are not what it seems by any and all means When your own people ready to Bury ya, looking at the four walls like "how are you doing sir" never felt more than a burden in vain to the rest of the planet of sleepless individuals with no time on their hands just walking around for the next transit.



Photo by Saray Castillo 😃
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Monday, August 8, 2016

"Sunset Bar"





"Sunset Bar"
By Arcassin Burnham 


You can't tell me what to do,
Who are you!?...
Cause I could get as drunk as I want to,
You can't tell me what to do,
Who are you!?...
Cause I could get as drunk as I want to,

Enticing devil's nectar in a trance I see myself,
Doing unspeakable things,
This is not good for my health,
Stayed away for awhile,
But it tried to call me back,
So I went to see what the fuss was about and it attacked,
Got a bucket full of issues,
Didn't get the hang of this one,
Pulling cards and taking names just feeling like I really 
Jumped the gun,
Drinking out the bottle so much I can't speak,
Shackles on my feet,
Is this really good for me, in disbelief,
I feel so trippy, wild , young , free , lucky , generous,
It was agreeable , persuadable, lustful and fearless,
In pure bliss,
Like the color of mist over clouding my head,
I was developing the fear of thinking that I was dead , but now I'm like...

You can't tell me what to do,
Who are you!?...
Cause I could get as drunk as I want to,
You can't tell me what to do,
Who are you!?...
Cause I could get as drunk as I want to,
You can't tell me what to do,
Who are you!?...
Cause I could get as drunk as I want to,
You can't tell me what to do,
Who are you!?...
Cause I could get as drunk as I want to.

Friday, August 5, 2016

THE RIGHT WAY 2 (Official)





"THE RIGHT WAY 2"
By Arcassin Burnham


1. Together Pieces


I'm not a judgemental person equalizing accusations
To impress a minor audience full of devil's and demons
And the wicked and the sinful pacing back and forth to
Chronological melody desensitizing the brain and it's
Chemistry with movement and places to remember in
Photographs taking false imagery to a whole new
Kind of staff,
I was born to believe that Jesus died for our sins,
Lored into things that I couldn't hardly comprehend,
Putting back missing pieces and beating myself to
A pulp,
Learning what I could without phobias if they stalk.


2. YY


You might be 17 hours away just thinking about
Me In your pajamas making circles with your 
arms And laying out sheets of paper to start a
Portfolio of drawn faces and characteristics that
Only you could sort out seeing as how you just
Seen me a couple of weeks ago,
I'd rather go,
I'd rather show,
you in person how long I've been missing you,
I hope you know,
I'm kinda slow,
If I didn't see you message me just keep me in 
Your memories,
I'm missing all of your energy,
I know that your still into me.


3. Last Days Interacting


I am stronger than open seasons in red skies that burn as
Bright as the lies you tell me,
A sorry excuse for a friend that I will never claim,
You claim that you love me , your a fucking liar,
Not a fan of your attire,
Making bonds with a pedophile in your own digust and your
Taste for lust,
I can only imagine how you sleep at night,
Fighting,
The illusion that your love for me was valid,
But really not quite,
Your right! I'll never see the light,
I may not be perfect but this is way out of hand,
If you wanted to get back at me you could have dated my friends,
But your mind is that of a slow moving turtle or sloth,
I'm always two steps ahead of you when you tell me fuck off,
Now , don't say I ever told anything when he cheats on you,
I can't believe I wasted years trying create a life with you,
I have my reasons for why I am the way I am,
But you lack consistency in all the attention and glam.


4. But I Guess


Turn on the lamp and stray from the darkness within,
I don't know why we are all striked and covered with sin,
You're losing coverage from all the peers around you and,
Trying to kill some time without a single cringe,

°°°°°pull the wool from my eyes°°°°°
°°°°°Adventurous with demise°°°°°
( No matter what you dooooo) °°°°°have to-stay in the light°°°°°
°°°°°all your life , had to fight°°°°°
°°°°°african American boy with some weaknesses°°°°

Weaknesses that will get demolished and looked after 
So they won't occur again with all the good progress I've 
Been making,
I've been,
Putting guards up obtaining comfort in my own surrounding,
Looking after myself is the number priority occurring.


5. Lucid Dreaming


Don't look,
Don't open my eyes,
inside,
I look within,
To realize,
What my whole deal is,
Lucid,
As it gets,
Take your pick,
Your the expert,
I got to leave all this behind,
Can't be like this my whole life,
Picking your poison,
And your ivy to,
Looking decent in your favorite jeans,
Worthy cannibal,
Yeah your pretty cute,
Pretty as in pretty , and as cute as the soul in you,
Look at whos
Flirting with you,
So subliminal,

I-know-this-is-not-real,
Expl-aining-how-you-feel,
I'll-wake-up-any-minute,
Loo-sing-you is no big-deal,

Insomnia is coursing through my veins as we speak
In tongues and reminisce about the feeling of kissing
Your lips in my dream state,
Was so sweet like cheesecake,
With my knees straight,
Forward like I'm coming off as crucial to them,
My brain cells are dancing to all the track's of
Riddim,
She mind controlled me to make her lust when the
Lights were dim,
And all the other females are reality Sims.

I-know-this-is-not-real,
Expl-aining-how-you-feel,
I'll-wake-up-any-minute,
Loo-sing-you is no big-deal.


6. Curling Thumbs


I will love you from the acne on my face to
The scars on my legs and the sweat and the 
Shame that I feel to be obligated to impress you in
Every contingency , ya feelin' me,
The grass fields were just telling me about your struggling
And your weekends with all your friends convincing
Me to see your family in the condition I'm in , ya feelingme,
I could travel through the stars and the galaxies just to find,
And remind you,
That your adored,
Even though you have the issues,
I could be a reminder of what use to be not your dying need,
To be worried,
About much of anything,
Even though I can not tell you,

I will love you til your days are numbered in the rain and the
Thunder preparing you for a watery grave just like it did to my
Conscience making me curl my thumbs,
I'm going numb.


7. Third-Eyed Horses 


Noble steeds,
You said your prayers,
Pull the wool,
Times have changed,
You will never let your children turn to fools,
No matter what,
Give the seed,
Settled down,
No regrets,
Create a life,
You will be bound,
Hopefully, your Princes and princesses will make you proud,
Have a life,
So they could put their parents in a home,
You refused,
Now you're staying in your daughters guest room,
~ Present day, ~
Feeling isolated from the world you know,
History,
It don't make alot of since if you don't know,
Logically,
I could give fuck if you recognize me,
Put my guard up for all my enemies that stay with me,
Just as long,
As the spirits give their kindness all to me,
In the mean time I will do whatever's best for me,
Take no pity from anyone in regards for sympathy,
Killing all of them with kindness carrying the empathy,
Third eye.


8. Green Eyes Riddim


Positive intake,
Follows you down to the lake,
Wise crack on a clean slate,
This happiness you can't take,
Smoke in the air , full of blaze,
Olive green eyes to the face,
Like the devil's incline to this phase,
Flame will reflect just in case,
The dark of the Moon and the the light of the sun
Has chosen it's prophet declaring that times will
Be a lot warmer because of this beauty that I am
Experiencing has me so sprung that the roses will
Blossom with ease along with the grass and the trees,
Which is just how much you mean to me,
This is dedicated to all the lovely green eyed females
That has no other choice than but to be absolutely
Nothing but attractive,
That don't get enough credit for being who they are
Which are angels of this realm,
Surely you can tell,
The Infatuations active.


9. 1:08


It sounded like nightcore on the edge
Of a cliff looking to the night sky with
a hearted sleeve,
It felt like love on a Sunday afternoon
Like all the others sacrificing all your
Fears and dreams,
It smelled like the silver crust on a piece of
Chewing gum just making popping
Noises from the same scheme,
It looked as bright as day when it 
Shines that all you see is all that you
Can truly believe,

You made it seem like those senses didn't
Matter creating melodies dedicated to all
Your enemies,
Are you hearing me?
I noticed it all love.


10. The Mistake Of Letting Go


**I got no time for all your mess and all your bickering**,
**I know i messed up in the past it could be sickening**,
**the mistakes of letting go I can't forgive myself**,
**when it's bright at dawn I change the padlock to my**
**heart and dreams**,

**I got no time for all your mess and all your bickering**,
**I found love at the lake it smelled like Irish springs**,
**I just gotta say.... where were you when I needed help**,
**heads not on straight to the sound of the music and the**
**lighting of the solar beams**.


11. The Docks


Cute dress with a smile and a cup of coffee 
Sitting on the dock of the bay,
Stand still woman , I'm trying to get your
Eyes right,
According to my artful bouquet,
I was...
Thinking about the days where we would make
A perfect day into nights,
Use to pray you would stay,
And I......
Would love the lipstick smell engraved all over my skin
With the joy of really seeing your face,

Pressure is pressure it will never change,
Don't know where you come , can't encourage pain,
Aiming for the base of your heart like a gun range,
Don't trade in moodswings just to have the strain.


12. Repenting


Admitting all the wrong doing just to make it right with
the Lord And Savior for all of eternity just resting my
Sanity of being paranoid of short comings and demons
That out weight on my life and execute my thoughts of
Bringing what I owe to the man up stairs getting away 
From the black tar that burns the souls of the people
From the inside out and claiming their life as their own.


13. In Here Tonight


It awakes,
Like the fear to ache,
Opening my heart up to a force that loves and accepts
Any of my mistakes for I am a simple human being,
There's nothing in between,
Be my giving tree,
I'll build a box for you with Roses and letters glued to it
Like a mural,
I bet you didn't know I was an artist that's exquisitely
Careful,
If the light,
Shines brightly,
Run to it ,
Don't you stop,
Then hold his hand tightly,
I got a proper dose of reality for ya, when I open up
My mouth it's like an lucidless coma,
When I tell you I have issues,
Don't expect you to understand,
As long as I see the angels I will be a better man,
Than,
The guy that left me and guy that was never there,
In here tonight call to the light and recite all my prayers.
Can't say she never cared,
My mom,
She'll always be there.


14. Diggin' This


Your complicated like the back to the future trilogy,
I'm diggin this if you are , sometimes I think selfishly,
Teenage stuff , nothing to get caught up arguably,
I'm diggin this if you are,

Use to compare you to that stunning actress , noted Miss Ricci,
I got your name on my arm to express my love now baby,
I'll jump off a cliff for you and write you a discography,
I'm diggin this if you are.


15. Loose Leaves 


I notice every time I change for the better ignoring
My past and settling for better things and job offerings,
I put my passion aside for the angels to protect it in its
Day of needing comfort just so I could start Requieming,
I use to wanna write comic books and novels thinking
That I was a young stan Lee or Stephanie Myers despite
My effort to take advantage In making a masterpiece,
Let it rest in peace,
I seen better artwork from the loose leaves,
Falling desperately,
Entering the mind of a maniac , just say please.


16. D00M 


Gotta dance in the light,
Why not just let it be,
Soul flies like a kite,
First step to being free,
Gotta find the red door,
If you stumble cross the keys,
Have to right all your wrongs,
That's good enough for me,
Walk upon the other side,
Knows the whole biography,
Of your recent whereabouts,
Getting burned damagely,

Have to right all your wrongs...
Have to write all your wrongs...

You're not doomed eternally if you do the right things
That says alot about you as a person and your peers,
All the wishes and the fears,
You could make sure they get sheered , there's a lesson here.


17. The Strawberry From A.T.U


....*But I gave it all away*....

*Learning to live before I die so I'm studying basic*
*Instructions to gather my bad thoughts and mental*
*States to cooperate with the likes of a higher power*
*seeing all the truths and lies of this existence*,
*oh did I forget to mention*?
*learn*-*to live*-*before*- *you die*,
*learn*-*to live*-*before*- *you die*,
*the Grass is green*,
*the stars are bright*,
*the wars are growing*,
*it'll be alright*,
*learn*-*to live*-*before*- *you die*,
*learn*-*to live*-*before*- *you die*,
*life is too short*,
*not enough life you can absorb*,
*death settles the score*,
*but what all of us want is more*.


18. Runnin' Out Of Time


Your single , I'm single , 
the birds are singing, 
the grass is soft , and I.want.you,
Your single , I'm single , 
the birds are singing, 
the grass is soft , and I.want.you,

Tainted love will only drive you insane to gain another form of
Trust in case you think to much and hurt your brain and always
moving from place to place just to prove your worth,
Call it down to earth,
Knowing this won't work,
Anti-matter has its perks,
Still a slow learner,
Gotta let me know,
What's with the intentions,
Why you shout a single word into my ears,
Of course I have fears,
We all do,
So let me love you,
Life is short,
No virtue.

Your single , I'm single , 
the birds are singing, 
the grass is soft , and I.want.you,
Your single , I'm single , 
the birds are singing, 
the grass is soft , and I.want.you.


19. Red Stripes


Very nice! Good job!
Yeah you're starting to impress me at least you're not
A slob,
Who are you with? What's your plan?
I know I  shouldn't trust you but your taking quite a
Stand,

How you doing, what is up?
Not good at starting conversations why don't I just give up 
Should I start ,or should you,
Glancing at me quite a bit in the last few hours , it's up to
You,
I'm just comfortable with my decisions,
Facing what I can not mention,
Things are complicated enough,
We just want an ascension,
Red strips on my shirts like where's waldo?
Sorry for random inconvenience , I need a taco.


20. Gloves


I must feel lucky...
Winning you over....
Count the blessings....
Thank God I'm sober....
I'm,
Your inspiration.....
Ms. Can I get another minute.....
Or an hour or two.....
Even though we pivot,

Tight jeans screaming at the scenes of what's to gather,
Yeah,
Baby bear , momma bear , Papa Bear , family in convert,
Yeah,
Flowers blossom outside in the garden with pure bliss,
Insane actions with blood on your fist,

Don't make me take off the gloves in reaction times,
Don't make me take off my shoes cause my feet hurt,
Don't make me take off my shirt when we realize,
That your the only one I want for now all in due time,


Don't make me take off the gloves in reaction times,
Don't make me take off my shoes cause my feet hurt,
Don't make me take off my shirt when we realize,
That your the only one I want for now all in due time.


21. It Remains


You could blame the system for your father's
Disappearance regarding for what he's been
Through facing all these obstacles,
I
Have nothing to say if you possess a dark past,
I
Want nothing to do with all your reckless acts,
Things,
In life don't make sense at times that's why we
Pivid,
It stings,
When a human being dies and has been put into dirt
It makes you timid,
Life's too short but it remains complicated,
Your family is torn apart , mom and dad separated,
The love you had was gone , it moved to another state,
You try to cope but life doesn't allow you to relate.


22. Rusty Bumper


I hope that certainty cures my sanity,
In all of this mess,
I hope my anxiety doesn't lie to me then cheat on me,
With my stress,
Snap my fingers and the lights go out,
But unable to get any rest,
So I lay here in the darkness, 
Tired and cold,
This world can't tear me apart from myself, 
I will never cut myself on this rusty bumper, 
Maybe she forgot to tell her lover,
Maybe he forgot to tell his mom,
Maybe silence says a thousand words, 
Maybe salvation will come,
I hope that certainty cures my sanity,
When I talk it's like I can get out of anything, 
I tie my hands in hopes that I will never see
The light in anything. 


23. Rain On The Window


Sticking to it like fresh blood on a white
And tile bathroom floor,
Hiding my face in shame cause im stuck
Inside and i'm needing more,
Empathy to get me through the day so i 
Could sparkle bright as the river,
Sitting in a dark room but i should be thinking 
Things more clearer, 
goosebumps all over my chest,
I need a nap or maybe a rest,
Stored good memories in a safe place of my mind
But forget the rest,
I need to know that this is test,
You wanna throw away the key?  Then let's,
Stray off into a wonderland where all the
Creatures consider you a pest.


24. In Faith


To a box filled with rocks you are nothing
More than just a loose human being,
You pray to your false idols,
everything Goes down hill ,
it's just not what it seems,
Filled with all of the rage that you got from your
Past but you can not stomach dreams,
When life hands you lemons just take a breather
And cock back the gun and just squeeze,
Slang and suicide mixes but life will go on like 
Ghost of the Titanic,
There are so many questions,
When will we see our end?
When will we see each other panic?
Blazing with fire and acquainting the seasons of
Summer and fall,
Learning where all your conditions will end up
With suffering through it all,
In faith.


25. Loop Garden


This is a beautiful hell, 
I wonder what it wants,
I wonder If it'll prevail, 
have I done something wrong and is pretending right
Now not to remember cause it's kind of hard to tell,
This is a beautiful hell,
Filled with blue and purple roses, 
The smell is like a Sunday afternoon just cleaning 
The dishes and embracing the soap,
Thinking all your sins could be forgiven, 
But your mind moves in parallel,
This is a beautiful hell,
Get me out of this dream cause it's certainly 
Not a night terror,
Can't compare, 
The useless things to the more worthy things 
But I'm here,
In this loop garden where everything happens 
The same way it was meant to,
No outcome to the issue, 
just let them forget you.


26. Do Right By Someone


*Somethings coming my way*
*if its beautiful and full of love i'll let it stay*
*onging sessions have me in daze*
*today i'd say its not my day*

Hate to be the bear of bad news but
I have to let you know that I got someone 
To protect,
In my care,
I won't bare to see them hurt,
Their skin is cold like a blizzard, 
Id do anything for them besides to leave and
Cross the earth,

*somethings coming my way*
*facing dues without the pay*
*starting off on a clean slate*
*to do right by someone else is like a dream*
*of eating cake*.


27. Lets Go To Our Place


I like the style in you, 
In your yellow dress to impress,
The snow couldn't freeze your heart
In the dusk of the final hours it missed,
Reality hits you hard sometimes,
With a speckle of a near reaction, 
Such a pretty mouth when we kiss,
We reach the stars in the daylight, 
I want to make this special tonight, 
Skipping stones by the lake with your yellow dress flowing, 
Hearts so pure as this can not break,
Not even when it's snowing,
Lets go to our place and
Get away from
The human race,
Share similar shade, 
Not on your case, 
Love when you make that face,
That smile that grace in your walk,
The way you step , the way you dance,
Its incredible.


28. Midnight Loona


Wishes turn to prayers with all the lies and
The betrayal then you add in to the mix of
The feeling of hell and all it's angels turn
To demons, 
They prevail,
When the clock strikes twelve,
Putting you in harms way would be the best
Way considering the sacrifice in ones heart.


29. A Pretty Thing I Did At 3 am


Conversation escalated to an all out war,
Get a sense of realization when I walked 
Out of that door,
Took all my barrings with me even took
My clothes out of that closet,
Let my pride my take over and washed my
Hands in that disgusting faucet,
Cant let you know how i really feel,
I guess it's a quest if you wanna know 
what's real,
I made something pretty that I think you
Would like,
Its so florescent,
beautiful and bright,
That you'll  never leave it's sight.