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Friday, July 31, 2015

"Teen Angels"



"Teen Angels"



By Arcassin Burnham

We cross our hearts and hope to die,
We cross our fingers and tell no lies,
No stories,
No wise tales,
We prosper and prevail,
We proceed to serve society,
Abide by our parents,
Obey the school rules,
The way it intended,
Its apparent,
We love fantasies,
And we love dreams,
We adore peaches and cream,
And we like bird and bees,
As long as they buzz,
You can have a husband,
And get married living with his cousin,
You can be a doctor or maybe a lawyer,
You tell a nickel from dime and a quarter,
You can be a rockstar traveling the world,
You can inspire every little boy and girl,
You can make a living,
You can do whatever you wanna do,
As long as you be an angel,
And be you.





Wednesday, July 29, 2015

"Unknown #9"



"Unknown #9"

By Arcassin Burnham

Completely and utterly mystically sane,
I drive through the forces that carry my weight,
Visions through your eyes , but you never mentioned my name,
I'd die a quick and painful death without knowing the strain,
No limations left swear i fill up pain,
Indebted the affection but battled with the thoughts that came,
Popular teens riding in mustangs , while you have to walk in the rain,
Life isn't always food,
When karmas on your ass all the time,
Asking god why have you forsaken me,
Without ever being rude,
But slowly telling it you hate it too,
Retorting and overreacting,
Drinking too much to know your name,
To the heavens your shouting,
But this love I have could not be replace,
For the weirdest reason.

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

08. Changed A lot Since Then - Changed mEP



08. Changed A lot Since Then


By Arcassin Burnham

I,
Use to be what everyone thought was a easy target,
It's so sad that they make fun of the wealth,
Say,
What they want , I just turn the other way and 
Never look back,
I don't know what to do with myself,

So get your fingers out my fucking face,
I really hate violence,
But I have to put you back in your place,

**I really changed alot for you**

I,
I never meant hurt anyone I was living a horrid life,
There never was a plan for me,
Said,
What they said and it defeats the purpose when I didn't 
live right,
But there wasn't a purpose for me,

And while I put you back in your place,
Bad luck on my side,
I just wanna get out of this human race,

**I really changed alot for you**. 

07. The Bible's A Comic Book - Changed mEP


07. The Bible's A Comic Book


By Arcassin Burnham

I'm Riding waves to taste life in a catastrophe,
They let you know everytime,
The feeling is beautiful,
It was like fire,
Bursting from automobiles,
We all have our careless thoughts, 
Notice how pretty you are,
The ignorance comes with value,
I hope you could reach the bar,
And I hope this doesn't affect having a life,
Making every second count courageously,
Ignorance is also bliss,
Let it come true,
Shadows passing into mine,
What a great escape of being trapped,
I will not quit,
I will not be tamed,
Unless it confiscates on my eternal frame,
You make your stew,
Only you know you,
Somethings in life we overlook,
Ignorance is at an all time high,
So ignorant,
They think the bibles a comic book.

06. The Right One - Changed mEP


06. The Right One


By Arcassin Burnham

I remember from where I came,
You just had the right idea,
I would see the brighter days,
It takes the right one to tell ya,
I use to be a complete failure,
You were always so popular,
I knew I would always fail ya,
But it takes the right one to tell ya,

I use to have a lot of bullies, 
You had friends on the soccer team,
In the crowd , your name I will scream,
It takes the right one to tell ya,
I spotted all the right reactions,
You were never controlled by non,
I knew one day I'd end up seeing ya,
It takes the right one to tell ya,
**I will believe**
**in what I usually see**
**and that's a future with me**
**I need you here with me**,
It takes the right one to tell ya.

05. Worse Than Death - Changed mEP


05. Worse Than Death


By Arcassin Burnham

Starting to accept the deception of life itself,
Too many hands I held , too many cards I dealt,
Scared of the taste of hell,
Or drinking your life away 
Killing brain cells,
Eternal sleep is not truely sleep,
Uncover the universe is the secrets they'll never tell,

Starting to accept the deception of life itself,
Too many hands I held , too many cards I dealt,
Scared of the taste of hell,
Or drinking your life away 
Killing brain cells,
Eternal sleep is not truely sleep,
Uncover the universe is the secrets they'll never tell.

04. It Never Fails - Changed mEP


04. It Never Fails



By Arcassin Burnham 


Different day
Different time,
Recent month,
I don't know,
All is quiet,
Written rhymes
On the road to nowhere,
But now here,
I'm thinking about your wasted youth,
And fractured mind,
Love in disguise for cavities,
Hail the wisdom tooth,
Jesus please!
We come in peace,

Gold glowing rods come out when I sneeze,
I don't even know why you aim so much to please,
Thinking maybe you might have had your motives,
Or the confidence and motivation to pursue me,
It never fails.

03. State Your Request - Changed mEP


03. State Your Request



By Arcassin Burnham

Glow in your eyes just like Mandy from shameless,
I'd also love it if you're shameless to situations,
Maybe we could make a baby out of clay,
I'd say,
Its kinda lunaticish,
Or we could meet the king,
You could have your way,
Although he's really freakish,
Looking at road signs ,
Don't know which way to go,
Should I run back to you,
But I'd know that its fine,
Its okay to be sort of an attention whore,
But I guess all is lustful love And war.

02. In Your Bones - Changed mEP


02. In Your Bones

By Arcassin Burnham

I fill in the blanks where your feelings
Use to reside,
Stuck in the shadows,
I puke on the passenger side,
I am not a protector or a savior,
I can't provide,
But your brain
And your cells
And your thoughts are along for the ride,

I don't care for your face,
But in your bones,
There is no other place,
Then in my zone.

Our men and our women in the system
Fighting for peace,
Please get your kids in the house
It ain't safe on these streets,
While others are wicked and evil
Just to Gain the greed,
Working themselves to bone
For their kids,
They will feed.

In your bones.

01. The Timing (intro) - Changed mEP


01. The Timing (intro)

By Arcassin Burnham


**honesty is ticking**
**You want to built trust**,
**the timings wasting**
**I want it to be us**,
**I could make this longer than it has to be**
**I need to see**,
**if even one day it'd be us**.

Changed mEP has an Early Release Today !!!!


Poetry Listing


01. The Timing


02. In Your Bones


03. State Your Request


04. In Never Fails


05. Worse Than Death


06. The Right One


07. The Bible's A Comic Book


08. Changed A lot Since Then




Monday, July 27, 2015

"Jaw"


"JAW"

By Arcassin Burnham


Squint your teeth and hold on,
Hold on,
High tides got the best of me and my 
outer states Of consciousness,
Looking forward to a bigger view than
This,
Out of my element,

I broke my jaw,
Trying to get to you,
Tonight,
I don't know much but
I could vouch for you,
Tonight,

Pulling at my existence bringing me
Closer to what I fear the most,
Chain reaction in a frame painted with
Lust and fuses,
Can't express to those,
Loss of potential,
Explaining mentals,
Mapping out the recent choice you chose,
Calling it making a very profitable decision,
Quote on quote,

I broke my jaw,
Trying to get to you,
Tonight,
I don't know much but
I could vouch for you,
Tonight.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

10. End Of 17 / Down Below - (18 Part 3 mEP)




10.  End Of 17 / Down Below - (18 PART 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham


Was a snapping turtle now I'm just brick wall,
Earned what i souly deserve , you just ruin it all,
My life's is in ruins,
But getting better with every single strand,
And the effort that you put in,
Say you promise that you'll do it if you really can,
But people break them all the time,
Can believe in that all the time,
Hope I don't have to live with this for time,
If you believe me,
Its Time to stop being 17.
__________________________________
 Nowadays its hard to gain success,
Never was the successful type I guess,
But once I knew myself enough to own it,
Ain't no secret to the things that I can do
To cure inside of my stress,
Speaking of stress , I been to hell with a green cap,
While I wobble like a pest,
When I got all big and tough to barely grasp it,
I was sure that my trials and tribulations 
Didn't really get the best,
Static t.V's,
And tiny broken cassettes,
Bad financial fees,
And alot of stupid regrets,
Giant sap trees,
And the buzzing of the bees,
I could sure use a glass of ice tea inside my chest,
People you saw,
And all the people you know,
Watch the dogs gnaw,
And lick everyone's toes,
I could have a life better than this,
With dark inside my heart,
And fire down below,

*I'm burning alive*
*I don't know why*
*With the fire in my heart*

*let my ignorance die*
*why don't you die*
*die down with the fire in my heart.*

9. Beautiful Music To A Sad Ending - (18 Part 3 mEP)




09. Beautiful Music To A Sad Ending - (18 Part 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham


Its sad how a young man like me got involved with bad things,
But Engorged with a good heart,
The life he's living came off to a bad start,
Present , past , and future sucked loads,
Didn't get killed or caged yet so at least thats not a go,
Around town by these dumb ass kids I was a laughing stalk and everything I told my mother,
She believed me not,
Good parenting right,
My step dads cough is more important than her kids and we know he ain't doing right,
So where the fuck is my real dad,
If he was in front of my face I swear I'd punch his ass,
Its bad enough I have to lose everything that I had,
So until I'm 18 I'll be thinking of the pathetic times I lived,
When people thought that they could walk over my life,
Thought in a couple of years maybe a kid and a wife,
But god doesn't want me have that,
I'm a mistake in his eyes.

8. Black Mist & Crows - (18 Part 3 mEP)




08. Black Mist & Crows - (18 Part 3 mEP)


By Arcassin Burnham

Devil and God on my shoulders,
Causing so much ruckus,
In giving up,
Man that's the end of my discussion,
Everyone wants to know your flaws,
I wouldn't dream of it,
Adele sings you could have had it all,
But most of us have nothing,
Your a number,
Just like every human being,
It would be a desirable choice to not become a public enemy,
I mean I feel where your coming from,
But at what cost,
Lost the only father figure,
Now your hearts frost,
Like the frozen tundra,
When its said and done,
Make it to a lot commas,
Whenever will the money come,
So when I say I walk through the valley in the the shadow of death,
In my terms , I'm saying what is there to come in my future,
Who's gonna ever have your back when you have nothing left,
Its just all black mist and flying crows hoping your soul won't lecture.

7. Trouble Coping - (18 Part 3 mEP)




07. Trouble Coping - (18 Part 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham


Competing with another human being
It's not me,
It's really personal
With all the hearts on my sleeves,
I am not a god or anything
You don't believe,
But I get senses of beauty
When I go to the beach,
(**I swear I have trouble Coping**)

My glorious days will always
Be my defeats,
Trying to relive and laugh with pride
No empathy,
You could try to push buttons but
I never will redeem,
To have a better life I swear
Is faded in a dream,
(**I swear I have trouble Coping**).

6. Still Young Together - (18 Part 3 mEP)




06. Still Young Together - (18 Part 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham


Days ahead,
No.one.knows,
Do they even care,
It.never
Shows,
Forever young,
That's what we.intend,
It's not for us,
You and I ,
We're still young,
We're young together,
You and I,
Let's have fun 
making love together,
You and i,
Running away to
Our chill endeavors,
You and i,
breathe the sun,
Yeah we'll live forever,
You and I,
We're still young,
Still young together,


You and I ,
We're still young,
We're young together,
You and I,
Let's have fun 
making love together,
You and i,
Running away to
Our chill endeavors,
You and i,
breathe the sun,
Yeah we'll live forever,
You and I,
We're still young,
Still young together.

5. Happy Unoticing - (18 Part 3 mEP)




05. Happy Unoticing - (18 Part 3 mEP)


By Arcassin Burnham

I'm happy with not dealing with your bullshit,
I'm happy to know there aren't deals being made,
And without anything made, we wouldn't have anything,
Including ice cubes and lemonade,
But I'm happy to know I don't have to prove anything,
I'm happy that the only I can do is prove myself wrong everytime 
it will never change,
To be inmy own comfort zone, 
and demanding everyone to leave me alone,
I'm happy I don't have to lay a finger to work,
I'm happy that I know what work even is,
Happy that I could prepare my dreams for the ultimate,
So one day those rich kids that I hate will work for me.

4. Worse Than Last Summer - (18 Part 3 mEP)





04. Worse Than Last Summer - (18 Part 3 mEP)


By Arcassin Burnham

The devil must have propositioned me likes 3 times,
Telling the demons to cut me down,,
From the noose society gave me,
I don't think they were on my side,
But this time,
It will be a good summer,

Telling me I'd never get anything for my birthday,
Giving my hopes up,
Exposing me to shame,
Why mama?,
Why?
You let me down more times than anyone,
Depression runs through our family,
Just can't seem to walk through a decent door of success,
With darker days,
And true colors,
Painted towns and overly rich kids that serve to live for shopping sprees,
Mutherfucker please!!!
As long as God is on my side,
I'm almost certain,
There will be a good summer.

3. No More Unretaliating - (18 Part 3 mEP)





03. No More Unretaliating - (18 Part 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham


So long I've held my tongue,
But in this life I had no choice,
This time I gotta choose what I be,
Just see the lights that I really wanna see,
Took alot shit from alot of people,
But in this life I tolerate non,
Take it as aparting gift to a fist of pain,
That's fancy for making your ass squirm in pain,
Use go to school to a bunch of bullies,
But in this life I might just be coming from every angle,
Had alot anxiety built up
And with a weakness it begin,
Wannabes rose up,
This is a new bible to a worse life,
I wanna stop the pain and suffering,
Can't do it right,
I just need more time,
Not ready for this age,
Or what's in the dead of night.

2. Serious Lover - (18 Part 3 mEP)




02. Serious Lover - (18 Part 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham

She,
She was only one that knew everything,
She was only one that knew everything 
That I was,
She,
She could take the pain away,
She could take the pain away 
that was inside of me,
She,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
She knew my flaws and my weaknesses,
Without a curse,
I,
I wanna say that I miss her,
I wanna say that I miss her and I miss her dearly,

With a rose and two stones,
From here to Illinois,
Swear I regret the choise,
Of not seeing you when you left,
And it all but me hard,
I miss the sweetness in your voice,
Even sometimes when you were sour,
I'd love the feeling right now to kiss you all over your face,
I can kick out alot of things but its you I can't replace,
I miss you.

1. 18 (intro) - (18 Part 3 mEP)





01. 18 (intro) - (18 Part 3 mEP)

By Arcassin Burnham

Searching for a better end,
To think I might be flabbergasted from the countless sins,
Nobody's counting , I just need a post to pin,
On the social media about how the struggle's depressin',
Ignorant people nowadays will never learn they're lesson,
Putting people and young teens in the state of depression,
But they could never stop the power in all my progression,
And who knows,
possibilities for more future sessions,
Being 18 is the result of getting bad recession.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

18 Part 3 mEP Poetry Listing




Poetry Listing


01.18 (intro)
02. Serious Lover
03. No More Unretaliating
04. Worse Than Last Summer
05. Happy Unoticing
06. Still Young Together
07. Trouble Coping
08. Black Mist And Crows
09. Beautiful Music To A Sad Ending
10. End Of 17 / Down Below


3 More Days !!!!!







Wednesday, July 8, 2015

"Way It Use To Be (Her Lovin Her Revised)"


"Way It Use To Be (Her Lovin Her Revised)"


By Arcassin Burnham


How do you make light of bad situation
Evolving sexuality?
Wanna go back to the way it use to be,
I'm not appalled in the slightest,
I thought that we'd elevate the highest,
There's no one else I rather love but you,
You made my life a reality,
My hair was short,
Cut like a man,
And even though I didn't like lesbians,
I didn't fully understand,
But the difference in you,
Made it all worth while,
You never fathemed your face,
But I worshipped your smile,
 Kissing you was like heaven,
Something I didn't believe,
Until that night at the lake,
When you came out to me,
Couldn't explain what we had going on,
Somethings wrong,
Putting muscle on my emotions love,
it was strong,
I think of us on a daily basis
Whenever your gone,
I see the room is very spacious,
Whenever I hit the bong,
Going to school with this smile on my face,
You're the epitome for a better human race,
Butterflies 
When you asked me to stay,
Have no reasons for a depressing day,
When I see you,
I realize it will be okay,
Thinking this was all just another phase,
But little did we know the worst was coming our way....

Someone knew 
About our little affair,
Told the whole school,
I just couldn't bare,
You stayed home
While I went there,
Holding up their camera phones,
Wait hold up!
Fuck your ignorant childish laughter,
So what !? I kissed a girl,
Shes my everything 
And I promise I would give her the world,
And further more,
I walk with a demon by my side baby,
Swear you can't deny baby,
Popular girls are cheap sluts 
And dirty,
Memories are a little slurry,
Feeling like Jeanette McCurdy,
If I don't get out of here,
Gonna act like a different person,
I was never a quiet person,
I just never took no mercy,
I was born with several burdens,
Strong,so that you'll never hurt me,

*took me by surprise*,
*I didn't realize*,
*I could have went to you*,
*why did you do it*,
*why did you do this to me*,
*they found you hung on a ceiling fan*,
*I didn't know it affected that bad*,
*I miss your smile*,
*everything about you*,
*love*.





Saturday, July 4, 2015

18 Part 3 coming this Month (Sneak Peek)

 


"Unknown #8"



"Unknown #8"



By Arcassin Burnham

I'm down on shattered dreams,
Please I'll let you by all means,
Repair what is broken please,
Tape and glue for your support,
Lets Build forts,
Protecting your families,
Swear you wouldn't like the journey,
The self love is always key,
Promise that you have to keep,
Break em,
Then your 6 feet deep,
 Or 6 ways stoned,
Or 6 ways barried,
How was it getting use to eternal sleep.








EP Releases In July


Wednesday, July 1, 2015

"In Love With Her In The Cathedral"


"In Love With Her In The Cathedral"


By Arcassin Burnham


Stood in the back where the pues were,
The house was full with open hearts,
To their lord and savior,
Into it completely serving what I know that gave me a purpose,
Too many unanswered questions , but was the purpose a pretty blue-eyed girl leaving me breathless?
Overgrown sight of love started to develop,
But having the eyes for a female would be the first step,
Rolling down the slope,
To sinners lane,
Where everyone knows your name,
I'm sinking,
And as she glances at me,
I just get a sense of attention running down my cheek,
My tears for the beauty she possesses,
Slurring all of my speech,
Did I just fall in love ?


ARCASSIN's Harmful Mix Pt.3



ARCASSIN's Harmful Mix Pt 3


By Arcassin Burnham


"Summer Sad face"


I could spend this joyous day with you again,
Then again it's a three day period of what's to end,
Please don't pretend,
That you care about this season,
Enjoying palm trees and your Facebook,
Nike hightops,
But at that time around were crooks,
Stealing your heart,
Telling you to let your guard down,
Captain hook,
Clawing at the emotions,
Definitely a piece of mind they took,
You,
Could,
Have,
All my sadness,
You,
Would,
Be,
My queen of madness,

Just like Alice,
Card games come to life,
Babe I had it,
Driving force in my life.


________________________________


"Seeing The Glance Of A Girl"


tingly and sharp like thorns and vines,
Beauty needs no word or rhymes,
Character speaks for itself,
It says I'm chilling but I might be doing fine,
Take the soul right out of kids,
Just the devils bids,
On souls,
That could be kept in cold endeavors,
Captured from underneath like fishing poles,
Keep your mouth shut ! She's too clever,
Clever girl,
Pretty girl,
If my reputation wasn't ruined,
I would be your Superman,
Ambitious girl,
Candy girl,
I'd love you all to peices,
Til I can barely stand,

*I really wanna dance with you*

Heart and passion backs up everything,
Even when in chorus class she sings,
1000 angels just scatter,
Showing her devoted blessing,
I feel great affection for those green eyes,
Turns the tide,
Seven seas eliminated,
Chipted plates for frozen foods,
Let me get you motivated.


________________________________


"~how long~"


*...and when they throw hate never turn your (back)*
*just notice that they'll always hit you (back)*
*and you might not ever get the chance (back)*
*but hopefully you figured out that,*

*...and when they throw hate never turn your (back)*
*just notice that they'll always hit you (back)*
*and you might not ever get the chance (back)*
*but hopefully you figured out that,*...…........

Exactly What you call human contact,
Looking for validation,
Or just something ask back,
Preying to target someone,
Further approach to attack,
Scientists can prove this shit,
How long can you extract?

A theory to be **LOVED**,
A feeling to be **ABOVE**
A desire to fly like a **DOVE**

But I don't think they fly,
Oh yeah right ! They cry, duh.


________________________________



"Circling Through"


Made a u-turn into the pit,
Laid deception on my lap and read it a bedtime story,
Put it to sleep,
And the same with ignorance,
As blissful as that is,
Parting from my slumber only to hear knocking on my door,
Opening it,
And it reality,
Telling me how situations won't be as pleasant,
We all have different lives,
Just learning to circle through the antics of it all,
Taught myself the meaning.